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Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 12:41 AM
That was literally my point. My point is that you don't even have to worry about how the hell you're going to pay for your healthcare. I have to worry about it every day of my life, and because of the way our system is so royally fucked up even the thing that was designed to help people in my situation doesn't. You can actually be too poor to qualify for help with your healthcare and if you receive help you weren't supposed to get you can be liable to pay it back even though the problem was that you had too little money in the first place.

You have literally no viable excuse to keep poisoning yourself rather than doggedly seeking adequate medical care until you get the help you need. None. Go to your doctor, get depression help, stop drinking.

but talking to a doctor is embarrassing, they will judge you for your problems

please stop serious posting or else i will feel worse... please only post noncaps whenever you reply to me it makes me feel bad

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:41 AM
I forget at the time but I think I thought you would've sounded more like what Spin or Rodyle sounded like

Wtf

Don't lump me with Rodyle.

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 12:41 AM
then i wouldnt go around asking

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 12:41 AM
lol if you think you got him to be real in a text medium


Oh, hun. I have superpowers.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 12:42 AM
Oh, hun. I have superpowers.
I believe they're trying to play a trick, as Spinach and I3uster are known tricksters, who happen to have been in league with the greatest trickster of them all.

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 12:42 AM
Get skype motherfucker

my skype is DaItalianFish

not that i talk to people, though. but you're only request was to "Get skype motherfucker". therefore post your voice in this thread or else you break your promises. do you want to be known as a breaker of promises? i don't think so

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 12:42 AM
and for your information i'm a girl
: ^|

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:43 AM
Oh, hun. I have superpowers.

Next you'll tell me it's 'talent.'

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I believe they're trying to play a trick, as Spinach and I3uster are known tricksters, who happen to have been in league with the greatest trickster of them all.

ERM?

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 12:43 AM
but talking to a doctor is embarrassing, they will judge you for your problems

please stop serious posting or else i will feel worse... please only post noncaps whenever you reply to me it makes me feel bad

Sometimes people become friends with their sadness and with their problems, so having someone insist that they get help feels bad. But from everything you've said, you have nothing actually prohibiting you from getting help except your own pride and stubborn refusal and the fact that you are friends with being miserable. I know what it is like to be there, and I would love to have free access to healthcare believe you me. I'm serious posting because this is genuine human concern. Serious posting about this can stop for now, but I am not going to be a better friend to your misery than to you.

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 12:43 AM
If Leo wasn't a girl then Haseo wouldn't have gotten thirsty and whiteknighted him.

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 12:44 AM
Next you'll tell me it's 'talent.'


Can't help it, tbh.

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 12:44 AM
I forget at the time but I think I thought you would've sounded more like what Spin or Rodyle sounded like

what is rodyle's voice please post

i am collecting them to replay so i can have friends during work that are cheering me on

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 12:44 AM
my skype is DaItalianFish

not that i talk to people, though. but you're only request was to "Get skype motherfucker". therefore post your voice in this thread or else you break your promises. do you want to be known as a breaker of promises? i don't think so
Okay what do you want.

You
February 15th, 2016, 12:44 AM
If Leo wasn't a girl then Haseo wouldn't have gotten thirsty and whiteknighted him.
I still have him on GO.
Does that mean I have CV on GO?
Does that mean Randy plays GO?

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:44 AM
what is rodyle's voice please post

i am collecting them to replay so i can have friends during work that are cheering me on

I can emulate Rodyle's accent, tell me what you want to hear him say

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 12:44 AM
I believe they're trying to play a trick, as Spinach and I3uster are known tricksters, who happen to have been in league with the greatest trickster of them all.

I keep trying to be your sincere friend, too. I don't know why I am not good enough.

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 12:45 AM
Rodyle sounds american. I know that 'cause I watched his stream that one time.

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:45 AM
I keep trying to be your sincere friend, too. I don't know why I am not good enough.

Nobody's Leo's sincere friend. We're all ironically his friends.

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 12:46 AM
I can emulate Rodyle's accent, tell me what you want to hear him say

"i love you sesto"

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Okay what do you want.

wow... leo is a breaker of promises... report him please

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 12:46 AM
.-.;;

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 12:46 AM
"i love you sesto"

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wow... leo is a breaker of promises... report him please
What

do you want

me

to say

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 12:46 AM
I keep trying to be your sincere friend, too. I don't know why I am not good enough.
It's exactly because you are sincere that you will never succeed.

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 12:46 AM
hyuu

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 12:47 AM
fuck this post-sincere forum culture

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 12:47 AM
[cooks curry]

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:47 AM
"i love you sesto"

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1cTXpBEl1YJ

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 12:48 AM
[cooks curry]
Same

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 12:48 AM
[cooks curry]

I did that yesterday! I keep meaning to show Kirby.

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 12:48 AM
A genie offers you any wish you want, but to claim it, you must defrost Leo's ironic heart.

But if you fail you go to hell, do you accept

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:48 AM
A genie offers you any wish you want, but to claim it, you must defrost Leo's ironic heart.

But if you fail you go to hell, do you accept

Define defeat.

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 12:49 AM
A genie offers you any wish you want, but to claim it, you must defrost Leo's ironic heart.

But if you fail you go to hell, do you accept
Hell no.

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 12:49 AM
A genie offers you any wish you want, but to claim it, you must defrost Leo's ironic heart.

But if you fail you go to hell, do you accept

all you need to do is play video games with him

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 12:49 AM
fuck this post-sincere forum culture
were almost over it

post-post-sincere forum culture

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 12:49 AM
Defeat is if you fail to defrost Leo's ironic heart. In, say, a year

Dullahan
February 15th, 2016, 12:49 AM
I'm cooking rendang tonight, but fuck you guys I'm not posting a photo of it like some instagram toetag

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 12:49 AM
Defeat is if you fail to defrost Leo's ironic heart. In, say, a year
It's impossible I say.

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 12:49 AM
What

do you want

me

to say

"i love you sesto
"

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 12:50 AM
I did that yesterday! I keep meaning to show Kirby.
Oh wow, how was it?

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:50 AM
Defeat is if you fail to defrost Leo's ironic heart. In, say, a year

I mean I can thaw that thing out by getting my sister to skype him for half an hour.

No cold can match the heat of thirst.

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 12:50 AM
A genie offers you any wish you want, but to claim it, you must defrost Leo's ironic heart.

But if you fail you go to hell, do you accept

Already done, pay up genie

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 12:50 AM
I'm cooking rendang tonight, but fuck you guys I'm not posting a photo of it like some instagram toetag
Enjoy it, make it tasty.

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:50 AM
Hey Leo wanna skype with my mom?

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 12:50 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1cTXpBEl1YJ

saved. thanks for adding to my collection

i only need everyone else on the forum minus - spinach to say " i love you sesto" and i will ascend to anime. thanks for supporting my kickstarter

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 12:51 AM
I mean I can thaw that thing out by getting my sister to skype him for half an hour.

No cold can match the heat of thirst.
But defrost it permanently? If it freezes back up again, then that's not enough

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:51 AM
saved. thanks for adding to my collection

i only need everyone else on the forum minus - spinach to say " i love you sesto" and i will ascend to anime. thanks for supporting my kickstarter

anything for you sesto, after all I meant every word in that vocaroo

2Bad
February 15th, 2016, 12:51 AM
In an act of supreme neurotic paranoia, I went back and cleaned out a few dozen liked videos from 7 years ago from my youtube account, the LEAST embarrassing of which included shitty AMVs.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 12:52 AM
Hey Leo wanna skype with my mom?
Do you want me to

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:52 AM
But defrost it permanently? If it freezes back up again, then that's not enough

Uh no as soon as it thaws I win dude, stop adding rules you fucking genie sodomizer.

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 12:52 AM
Oh hey, it worked. (http://vocaroo.com/i/s1MIDmyeF2TJ)

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:52 AM
Do you want me to

It could be funny.

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Oh hey, it worked. (http://vocaroo.com/i/s1MIDmyeF2TJ)

I already forgot why I asked for this

thx tho

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 12:53 AM
In an act of supreme neurotic paranoia, I went back and cleaned out a few dozen liked videos from 7 years ago from my youtube account, the LEAST embarrassing of which included shitty AMVs.
But is your Facebook/other social media profile clean as well?

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 12:53 AM
In an act of supreme neurotic paranoia, I went back and cleaned out a few dozen liked videos from 7 years ago from my youtube account, the LEAST embarrassing of which included shitty AMVs.

you should go delete all your posts on bl

just to be sure

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 12:53 AM
q
I'm cooking rendang tonight, but fuck you guys I'm not posting a photo of it like some instagram toetag

wouldn't it be great if everyone on beast's lair lived together in the same house

you and kirby could make us food and i'd never have to bother with making food ever again. it'd be sp wonderful

2Bad
February 15th, 2016, 12:53 AM
But is your Facebook/other social media profile clean as well?
yes actually

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:53 AM
wouldn't it be great if everyone on beast's lair lived together in the same house

we're working on that actually, but instead of everyone it's just me and petri

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 12:54 AM
q

wouldn't it be great if everyone on beast's lair lived together in the same house

you and kirby could make us food and i'd never have to bother with making food ever again. it'd be sp wonderful
What do you contribute to the household

2Bad
February 15th, 2016, 12:54 AM
you should go delete all your posts on bl

just to be sure
The real never be clean material is ancient forum posts yes

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 12:54 AM
wouldn't it be great if everyone on beast's lair lived together in the same house

you and kirby could make us food and i'd never have to bother with making food ever again. it'd be sp wonderful
I'm pretty sure I'd commit homicide if I lived in the same house as every person on BL.

Maybe even multiple times.

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 12:54 AM
The real never be clean material is ancient forum posts yes

this is the point when seika digs up that old leo post again

just Beamu
February 15th, 2016, 12:55 AM
q

wouldn't it be great if everyone on beast's lair lived together in the same house

you and kirby could make us food and i'd never have to bother with making food ever again. it'd be sp wonderful
It would be a madhouse I think

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:55 AM
this is the point when seika digs up that old leo post again

@Seika

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 12:55 AM
I think living with BL members would be bad for my self esteem, and also, I'm not comfortable living with that many guys.

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 12:55 AM
yes actually
well done then

just Beamu
February 15th, 2016, 12:56 AM
I think living with BL members would be bad for my self esteem
Why?

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 12:56 AM
I think living with BL members would be bad for my self esteem, and also, I'm not comfortable living with that many guys.

were all girls here

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 12:56 AM
I think living with BL members would be bad for my self esteem, and also, I'm not comfortable living with that many guys.

bad???

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 12:56 AM
What do you contribute to the household

uh, being Sesto, I think. who wouldn't want to live with the Sesto after all. i'm sure many people in the house would post "i'm living with THE sesto now" on instagram and facebook

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 12:56 AM
@Seika
Oh yeah, the notification system. I forgot about it.

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 12:57 AM
bad???

Did you miss the part about the fandom wrong and sandbox thing

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 12:57 AM
were almost over it

post-post-sincere forum culture
The Mamluk pulled the icon bag out of Ambrogio's bag. Its embedded stones blazed in the midday sun. Ambrogio grabbed the lamp from the Mamluk and said something to the interpreter. (Arsney moved in Ambrogio's direction, shaking off the arms that twisted around him.) The interpreter translated, watching sunbeams play on the stones. The Mamluk reached again for the lamp but Ambrogio drew his hand away, not allowing the Mamluk to touch the lamp. Ambrogio did not see that the Mamluk in the embroidered sash had ridden up behind him, and that he raised his sword, and that Arsney kept pace with the Mamluk and grasped onto his leg with all his strength.

Ambrogio saw an angel with a cross slowly lowering himself onto the bell tower of Peter and Paul Cathedral in Saint Petersburg. The angel hovered for a moment, gauging how to make a precise landing, then slowly submerged the base of the cross into a gilded ball on the spire. The angel was returning to his usual place after renovation and restoration work. An Mi-8 helicopter spread its blades over him, creating a downward air current. It was under these less-than-simple conditions that industrial climber Albert Mikhailovich Tynkkynen affixed the base of the cross with bolts of a particularly durable alloy. The mountain climber's long hair blew in all directions, getting in his eyes and mouth. Tynkkynen regretted that he had forgotten his cap in the helicopter - he always put it on when installing something under a rotorcraft - before descending onto the cupola with the angel. Annoyed, he reproached himself for his forgetfulness and reproached himself, too, that he always promised himself to cut when he was in the heavens, breaking the promise back on earth every time because he was secretly proud of his hair. He scolded himself with sincerity, though his choice of utterances did not overstep certain boundaries: he was, after all, constrained by the presence of an angel. Despite all the interference, Albert Mikhailovich could see a lot from the height of 122 meters: Zayachy Island, Petersburg, and even the country in its entirety. He could also see that an ungilded but absolutely real angel in distant Palestine was raising the Italian Ambrogio Flecchia's soul to the heavens.

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 12:57 AM
I think living with BL members would be bad for my self esteem, and also, I'm not comfortable living with that many guys.

same actually and literally

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 12:57 AM
Oh wow, how was it?

I liked it and am still eating from it. I probably did something wrong, but I tried to follow your instructions and it was my first time making it, so.

http://i.imgur.com/IDZl6mZ.jpg?1

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 12:57 AM
were all girls here
Can you check if there are more female icons on users than male icons?

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 12:57 AM
Did you miss the part about the fandom wrong and sandbox thing

isnt that the kind of stuff that makes you go wow i guess im not that far gone into the depths of insanity

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 12:58 AM
The Mamluk pulled the icon bag out of Ambrogio's bag. Its embedded stones blazed in the midday sun. Ambrogio grabbed the lamp from the Mamluk and said something to the interpreter. (Arsney moved in Ambrogio's direction, shaking off the arms that twisted around him.) The interpreter translated, watching sunbeams play on the stones. The Mamluk reached again for the lamp but Ambrogio drew his hand away, not allowing the Mamluk to touch the lamp. Ambrogio did not see that the Mamluk in the embroidered sash had ridden up behind him, and that he raised his sword, and that Arsney kept pace with the Mamluk and grasped onto his leg with all his strength.

Ambrogio saw an angel with a cross slowly lowering himself onto the bell tower of Peter and Paul Cathedral in Saint Petersburg. The angel hovered for a moment, gauging how to make a precise landing, then slowly submerged the base of the cross into a gilded ball on the spire. The angel was returning to his usual place after renovation and restoration work. An Mi-8 helicopter spread its blades over him, creating a downward air current. It was under these less-than-simple conditions that industrial climber Albert Mikhailovich Tynkkynen affixed the base of the cross with bolts of a particularly durable alloy. The mountain climber's long hair blew in all directions, getting in his eyes and mouth. Tynkkynen regretted that he had forgotten his cap in the helicopter - he always put it on when installing something under a rotorcraft - before descending onto the cupola with the angel. Annoyed, he reproached himself for his forgetfulness and reproached himself, too, that he always promised himself to cut when he was in the heavens, breaking the promise back on earth every time because he was secretly proud of his hair. He scolded himself with sincerity, though his choice of utterances did not overstep certain boundaries: he was, after all, constrained by the presence of an angel. Despite all the interference, Albert Mikhailovich could see a lot from the height of 122 meters: Zayachy Island, Petersburg, and even the country in its entirety. He could also see that an ungilded but absolutely real angel in distant Palestine was raising the Italian Ambrogio Flecchia's soul to the heavens.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2k0SmqbBIpQ

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 12:58 AM
An exercise in externalization:

I want to write, I want to write so badly and then people will praise my efforts. Oh gosh I'm feeling so happy so motivated I'd write even if I was in Vietnam taking a break in the tent. Ah I can feel it so clearly, the scene will be crafted just so and leave behind a great impression on anybody who reads it. That'll just be wonderful. Ok ok time to get the keyboard out and etch into reality this beautiful abstraction that I've formed. If people like Dostoevsky could do it after all they'd been through then I sure can too!

It's going, I'm going! I can see my conclusion now. It'll be great. All these little details I've set up just so will produce the perfect mood for the plot points I want to deliver in the next section. Oh, dear me, I didn't think about that. Well, let me just change these words here and...

Wait these words don't say what I want them to say. These words aren't mine. They're hollow, they don't say the things I thought they'd say. Why, what happened? What image did I have in mind when I was writing this. If only I could just remember what I wanted to do here.

My image was hollow, my prose is shallow. These holes I see now are the true reflection of myself and my imagination. What I lacked, what my output could not generate are now bare to me in all their abject, emaciated state. These words paint a picture like a child's scribbles, nothing but the suggestion of form and direction. Where was I going? What did I want? I've failed. None of those things have meaning now. I can't do anything.

And now, the appropriate response to the above.

I am not a failure. I have failed to reconcile an abstraction with reality. It is my image which lacks, not myself. In order to succeed, I must develop the image of my product, and the process by which I shall transform that concept into a coherent form.

My failure is not that I am a bad writer, but that I approached writing badly. My attempt was insufficient, and my response was not conducive to progress. I must change.

The above was hypothetical. The only real question I have for myself is why it was easier to write that than the thing I actually intended to produce with those minutes.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 12:59 AM
An exercise in externalization:

I want to write, I want to write so badly and then people will praise my efforts. Oh gosh I'm feeling so happy so motivated I'd write even if I was in Vietnam taking a break in the tent. Ah I can feel it so clearly, the scene will be crafted just so and leave behind a great impression on anybody who reads it. That'll just be wonderful. Ok ok time to get the keyboard out and etch into reality this beautiful abstraction that I've formed. If people like Dostoevsky could do it after all they'd been through then I sure can too!

It's going, I'm going! I can see my conclusion now. It'll be great. All these little details I've set up just so will produce the perfect mood for the plot points I want to deliver in the next section. Oh, dear me, I didn't think about that. Well, let me just change these words here and...

Wait these words don't say what I want them to say. These words aren't mine. They're hollow, they don't say the things I thought they'd say. Why, what happened? What image did I have in mind when I was writing this. If only I could just remember what I wanted to do here.

My image was hollow, my prose is shallow.
His knees are weak arms are heavy

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 12:59 AM
Did you miss the part about the fandom wrong and sandbox thing

People who're mean behind a screen are usually shy and shit irl

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 01:01 AM
People who're mean behind a screen are usually shy and shit irl

this is true insofar as that im pretty shit

but im not shy

in fact im even more annoying irl

feel free to assault me

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 01:01 AM
And if you're shy in both?

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 01:01 AM
An exercise in externalization:

I want to write, I want to write so badly and then people will praise my efforts. Oh gosh I'm feeling so happy so motivated I'd write even if I was in Vietnam taking a break in the tent. Ah I can feel it so clearly, the scene will be crafted just so and leave behind a great impression on anybody who reads it. That'll just be wonderful. Ok ok time to get the keyboard out and etch into reality this beautiful abstraction that I've formed. If people like Dostoevsky could do it after all they'd been through then I sure can too!

It's going, I'm going! I can see my conclusion now. It'll be great. All these little details I've set up just so will produce the perfect mood for the plot points I want to deliver in the next section. Oh, dear me, I didn't think about that. Well, let me just change these words here and...

Wait these words don't say what I want them to say. These words aren't mine. They're hollow, they don't say the things I thought they'd say. Why, what happened? What image did I have in mind when I was writing this. If only I could just remember what I wanted to do here.

My image was hollow, my prose is shallow. These holes I see now are the true reflection of myself and my imagination. What I lacked, what my output could not generate are now bare to me in all their abject, emaciated state. These words paint a picture like a child's scribbles, nothing but the suggestion of form and direction. Where was I going? What did I want? I've failed. None of those things have meaning now. I can't do anything.

And now, the appropriate response to the above.

I am not a failure. I have failed to reconcile an abstraction with reality. It is my image which lacks, not myself. In order to succeed, I must develop the image of my product, and the process by which I shall transform that concept into a coherent form.

My failure is not that I am a bad writer, but that I approached writing badly. My attempt was insufficient, and my response was not conducive to progress. I must change.

The above was hypothetical. The only real question I have for myself is why it was easier to write that than the thing I actually intended to produce with those minutes.

me irl

this is my new wallpaper

and my phone wallpaper

and i printed it out and made a copy of it to paste of my desktop tower. also i made a case of it for my phone. it helps me remind that i am just like everyone else, a loser who can't accomplish anything unlike edmond dantes

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 01:01 AM
Well I say that but a lot of the mean people here could beat my shit up irl

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 01:01 AM
isnt that the kind of stuff that makes you go wow i guess im not that far gone into the depths of insanity

I mean, somewhat, but also I don't respond well to exclusion and have pre-existing self-esteem problems, so I have a larger need for approval than some.

But either way, why would I want to live with people who treat me like I'm stupid?

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 01:02 AM
q

wouldn't it be great if everyone on beast's lair lived together in the same house

you and kirby could make us food and i'd never have to bother with making food ever again. it'd be sp wonderful
What you see here are people at their most relaxed. In other words, unnaturally casual.

Cohabitation would turn the special into the mundane and ruin the enjoyment that you currently find.

just Beamu
February 15th, 2016, 01:02 AM
People who're mean behind a screen are usually shy and shit irl
If I don't know somebody well I'm ridiculously shy irl

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 01:02 AM
I liked it and am still eating from it. I probably did something wrong, but I tried to follow your instructions and it was my first time making it, so.

http://i.imgur.com/IDZl6mZ.jpg?1
Hmm, it does look a lot different from what I usually make, but if it tastes good I guess that's okay.

When I make it, it's usually a lot more thick and stewy, in which most of the meat and vegetables are cut to about 1-inch pieces, and there's a thick sauce. Basically, in mine the onions basically almost completely break down into the liquid, and the potatoes have some of their starch thickening it into a sauce.

Also, it looks like your potato is unpeeled. This is fine, considering the direction yours went, but if you're counting on the potato's starch to thicken the sauce like I do, it's better to peel them.

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 01:03 AM
People who're mean behind a screen are usually shy and shit irl

same

except i'm not mean. i want to be nice. i want to make everyone smile, both internet and irl. that is my goal in life

instead, i am:

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 01:03 AM
I would like to have some IRL peer-ish friends, but I don't know if moving into a BL frat house would be worth it.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:03 AM
"i love you sesto
"
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1YpV00sB6W8

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 01:03 AM
I want to write, I want to write so badly and then people will praise my efforts.

Me irl

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:03 AM
I would like to have some IRL peer-ish friends, but I don't know if moving into a BL frat house would be worth it.
sorority

just Beamu
February 15th, 2016, 01:03 AM
I would like to have some IRL peer-ish friends, but I don't know if moving into a BL frat house would be worth it.
Probably not.

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 01:04 AM
What you see here are people at their most relaxed. In other words, unnaturally casual.

Cohabitation would turn the special into the mundane and ruin the enjoyment that you currently find.

i genuinely didn't understand a single meaning of your post at all

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 01:04 AM
same

except i'm not mean. i want to be nice. i want to make everyone smile, both internet and irl. that is my goal in life

instead, i am:

A good guy. Smile, Sesto.

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 01:04 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY

we all love sesto now

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:05 AM
i genuinely didn't understand a single meaning of your post at all

RT is the cool place to hang out. You can find most of the cool people there. In RT you can just chill and do whatever and totally relax. "Take it easy" is the RT motto, for example, that's how laid back it is there. Show up if you want to have a good time. Another good reason to show up is if you want to hang out with friends.

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 01:05 AM
If BL frat house means, like, everyone​ aha ha, ha.

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 01:06 AM
Well it's logical most people here are shy irl, my point before was that they probably wouldn't say the things said here to your face

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 01:06 AM
I would like to have some IRL peer-ish friends, but I don't know if moving into a BL frat house would be worth it.

well report results from the test bed run

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:06 AM
Chris, Ivan, and Break get locked in the garage and the last one standing gets to come inside

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 01:06 AM
I would like to have some IRL peer-ish friends, but I don't know if moving into a BL frat house would be worth it.
It wouldn't be.

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 01:06 AM
And that is okay! That's what the internet is for!

Fuck you didn't even let me merge smh

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 01:06 AM
Hmm, it does look a lot different from what I usually make, but if it tastes good I guess that's okay.

When I make it, it's usually a lot more thick and stewy, in which most of the meat and vegetables are cut to about 1-inch pieces, and there's a thick sauce. Basically, in mine the onions basically almost completely break down into the liquid, and the potatoes have some of their starch thickening it into a sauce.

Also, it looks like your potato is unpeeled. This is fine, considering the direction yours went, but if you're counting on the potato's starch to thicken the sauce like I do, it's better to peel them.

I didn't peel the potatoes because the potatoes I ended up buying were small red-skinned potatoes, and I thought people usually like skin-on redskin potatoes. I do in other things when I've had them. So that is why I didn't peel them. I had no idea what I was doing, so I happened to find a grocery store fresh produce kit sort of thing that was supposed to be vegetables for pot roast, and that is where most of my onion and the potatoes and carrots came from. It was a little bit difficult because I was afraid I was going to overcook it beyond edibility because of being slow at prep stuff, but it turned out remarkably edible, so I guess it was an okay first try. Thank you for the instructions!

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 01:06 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1YpV00sB6W8

he didn't actually say "i love you sesto"

next person, batter's up, it's your turn, please post "i love you sesto" (i mean say it don't post) or else, well, or else

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 01:07 AM
Well it's logical most people here are shy irl, my point before was that they probably wouldn't say the things said here to your face
I've tried saying BL things in real life. My conclusion is that if you need an easy way to make enemies, this is it.

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 01:07 AM
he didn't actually say "i love you sesto"

next person, batter's up, it's your turn, please post "i love you sesto" (i mean say it don't post) or else, well, or else

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 01:08 AM
If BL frat house means, like, everyone​ aha ha, ha.

It's a big house, you see

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 01:08 AM
I've tried saying BL things in real life. My conclusion is that if you need an easy way to make enemies, this is it.

realtalk i dont even talk to people if they have not hyuud in real life



maybe thats why i dont have a girlfriend

but its okay

one day fallacy will say yes

2Bad
February 15th, 2016, 01:08 AM
who wants to be on a stream of Hard Reset for like, an hour, and doesn't live in a timezone where this will murder them

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 01:08 AM
It wouldn't be.

The last IRL friend I had that I used to go to Applebee's with sometimes got engaged yesterday. She stopped texting me back after she started dating him. I am alone.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:08 AM
he didn't actually say "i love you sesto"

next person, batter's up, it's your turn, please post "i love you sesto" (i mean say it don't post) or else, well, or else

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvaIgq5j2Q8

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 01:09 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvaIgq5j2Q8

this person music shames me smh

Dullahan
February 15th, 2016, 01:09 AM
An exercise in externalization:

I want to write, I want to write so badly and then people will praise my efforts. Oh gosh I'm feeling so happy so motivated I'd write even if I was in Vietnam taking a break in the tent. Ah I can feel it so clearly, the scene will be crafted just so and leave behind a great impression on anybody who reads it. That'll just be wonderful. Ok ok time to get the keyboard out and etch into reality this beautiful abstraction that I've formed. If people like Dostoevsky could do it after all they'd been through then I sure can too!

It's going, I'm going! I can see my conclusion now. It'll be great. All these little details I've set up just so will produce the perfect mood for the plot points I want to deliver in the next section. Oh, dear me, I didn't think about that. Well, let me just change these words here and...

Wait these words don't say what I want them to say. These words aren't mine. They're hollow, they don't say the things I thought they'd say. Why, what happened? What image did I have in mind when I was writing this. If only I could just remember what I wanted to do here.

My image was hollow, my prose is shallow. These holes I see now are the true reflection of myself and my imagination. What I lacked, what my output could not generate are now bare to me in all their abject, emaciated state. These words paint a picture like a child's scribbles, nothing but the suggestion of form and direction. Where was I going? What did I want? I've failed. None of those things have meaning now. I can't do anything.

And now, the appropriate response to the above.

I am not a failure. I have failed to reconcile an abstraction with reality. It is my image which lacks, not myself. In order to succeed, I must develop the image of my product, and the process by which I shall transform that concept into a coherent form.

My failure is not that I am a bad writer, but that I approached writing badly. My attempt was insufficient, and my response was not conducive to progress. I must change.

The above was hypothetical. The only real question I have for myself is why it was easier to write that than the thing I actually intended to produce with those minutes.

dramatic reading of the above

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ENqHo2Uv9E

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 01:09 AM
he didn't actually say "i love you sesto"

next person, batter's up, it's your turn, please post "i love you sesto" (i mean say it don't post) or else, well, or else

I can't. My voice is dumb and I'm very shy actually.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:10 AM
[12:08:38 AM] Raffles: holy shit leo
[12:08:40 AM] Raffles: you do not
[12:08:46 AM] Raffles: sound like what I expected
[12:09:03 AM] The Cat in the @: and what is it that I'm meant to have sounded like
[12:09:12 AM] Raffles: I dunno
[12:09:19 AM] Raffles: crueler?

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 01:10 AM
I didn't peel the potatoes because the potatoes I ended up buying were small red-skinned potatoes, and I thought people usually like skin-on redskin potatoes. I do in other things when I've had them. So that is why I didn't peel them. I had no idea what I was doing, so I happened to find a grocery store fresh produce kit sort of thing that was supposed to be vegetables for pot roast, and that is where most of my onion and the potatoes and carrots came from. It was a little bit difficult because I was afraid I was going to overcook it beyond edibility because of being slow at prep stuff, but it turned out remarkably edible, so I guess it was an okay first try. Thank you for the instructions!
Generally, I actually use russet potatoes, even though they're baking and not boiling potatoes, instead of the smaller boiling varieties.

Like, baking potatoes have a tendency to break down when cooked in liquid, but in my case that's partially what I want (but not too much), as I want the starch to thicken the sauce. Boiling potatoes have higher water content and tend to retain their shape. If you use boiling potatoes and the liquid is still relatively thin, generally a slurry of cornstarch and water should work just fine to thicken it up. It can be mixed into the sauce right at the end.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:11 AM
If you don't have cornstarch flour is a decent thickener

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 01:11 AM
dramatic reading of the above

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ENqHo2Uv9E
Amazing as always.

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 01:11 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqtqcSyOwlk

post ur best night/lolicore

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 01:11 AM
Oh yeah, leo doesn't sound like the Ironic Internet Gentleman that I expected

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 01:11 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ufPktb5kHY

i saw your post after thanks. i appreciate it a lot. saved and shared among my facebook friends.

next person please. continue to post vocaroos of this or else.

i think i will go to sleep soon though because i spilled my drink and walking over to get paper towel was very challenging. sleep is probably better than positng on this website because tomorrow's work will otherwise suck

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 01:12 AM
post ur best night/lolicore

sadly there is no public upload for "Lolita Imouto Bijinsou, Don't Touch Hitler-onii-chan's dick at the back of the primary school (hardcore daisuki shitty mux rave remix)"

just Beamu
February 15th, 2016, 01:13 AM
I can't. My voice is dumb and I'm very shy actually.
It's better than mine I guarantee

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 01:13 AM
If you don't have cornstarch flour is a decent thickener
Flour generally has a sort of "raw" taste when added in the end. So it's better to add it in early, but even then, I dislike flour as a thickener as it feels like it "muddies" the flavor, or something.

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 01:13 AM
dramatic reading of the above

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ENqHo2Uv9E
How very dynamic.

- - - Updated - - -

I promise I'm gushing on the inside.

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 01:14 AM
At first I was confused bc it sounded like Snake and not the previous Dullavoices

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 01:14 AM
i saw your post after thanks. i appreciate it a lot. saved and shared among my facebook friends.

next person please. continue to post vocaroos of this or else.

i think i will go to sleep soon though because i spilled my drink and walking over to get paper towel was very challenging. sleep is probably better than positng on this website because tomorrow's work will otherwise suck

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 01:14 AM
That ending.

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 01:14 AM
I've tried saying BL things in real life. My conclusion is that if you need an easy way to make enemies, this is it.

Say, have you ever "hyuu'd" irl before, frosty?

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 01:14 AM
sadly there is no public upload for "Lolita Imouto Bijinsou, Don't Touch Hitler-onii-chan's dick at the back of the primary school (hardcore daisuki shitty mux rave remix)"

did yt take it down? wtf

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 01:15 AM
did yt take it down? wtf
enemies to art

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:15 AM
Hyuu is an extremely technical noise to produce, I advise staying away from it.

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 01:15 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqtqcSyOwlk

post ur best night/lolicore


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlUkAhlmGvw

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 01:16 AM
dramatic reading of the above

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ENqHo2Uv9E

i actually listened to this thing unironcially and then was surprised by them the twist at the end

saved and added to my favourites

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 01:16 AM
de aru

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 01:16 AM
enemies to art


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rOUcgmuYX4s

actually i found it

oh spin did too lol

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:17 AM
actually i found it
u suck tho

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 01:17 AM
wow holy shit spinach the real mvp

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 01:17 AM
dramatic reading of the above

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ENqHo2Uv9E

This is great. Combined work of Len and Dullahan receive my praise.

I would read something on vocaroo if it were something I could read semi-seriously or already have a connection to. If anyone were interested. But I can't do deliberately silly. My fragile ego will not withstand it.

Dullahan
February 15th, 2016, 01:21 AM
I'll read your fics aloud if ya fuckin' want

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 01:21 AM
Someone do


It didn't hurt me. It never has.

If you understand only one thing about me, let it be that.

As I laid face-up on this operating table, near midnight on this, the twenty-second of July, 1995 – as I laid here and looked to one side, to the table next to mine, paired like twins in the womb-

-as I looked there and saw a woman the very image of myself, eyes shut fast, still and dormant as if only sleeping-

-I wondered.

I thought about what it had taken to reach this point. The trail of bodies, the living and the dead.

And it didn't hurt me. It never has.

You could be forgiven for thinking otherwise. I have described a rather lovely paper doll around myself. She's a delightful woman. A classical beauty. Charming when necessary, blisteringly intelligent, and never without a bon mot for any situation. Wilful and kind. And, sure enough, you can shake her hand and look her in the eye, and join her at dinner and perhaps even take her to bed – all this you can do and feel in your heart of hearts that she is flesh-of-your-flesh, that the mind behind her spectacled eyes is similar enough to yours for engineering purposes, that a great and common humanity joins you, that what you value is substantiated in what she values also.

And, to precisely the degree that you would think yourself to be right, you would be wrong.

I held the razor up; I saw my naked eyes stare back from the flat of the blade.

What I saw there was a woman with a glint of the Truth in her eye. A glint that got stick there one day, many years ago – as it did for so many Magi. A glint that is but a fraction of the whole, that drives a hunger inside her for the whole of the Truth. A hunger against which nothing can stand. Not fear. Not disgust. Not patience. Not affection. No value or honour or restraint. No law, no principle. No humanity. The hunger for the truth is the silence of atoms and stars, the icy, inhuman song of the void. Where there is the hunger for the Truth, nothing else can be.

And as for what you may call the pain of others?

It doesn't hurt me. It never has.

I held the razor to my throat.

Through its length, I felt my heartbeat – the momentary tautness and shudder of flesh.

I thought of nothing, nothing at all. Not a single discernible emotion to stir the silence inside me. The world reduced to a solitary act.

Will this hurt, I wonder?

I cut-

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 01:22 AM
This is great. Combined work of Len and Dullahan receive my praise.

I would read something on vocaroo if it were something I could read semi-seriously or already have a connection to. If anyone were interested. But I can't do deliberately silly. My fragile ego will not withstand it.
Sing anime OPs.

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 01:22 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0SPPdbPduLl

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:22 AM
Someone do
wutface

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 01:23 AM
wutface


Blood in the water, blood at my feet.

I brushed wet hair from my eyes. Cascading water impressed itself on my back. Its scalding heat induced my skin to the edge of pain at its touch, and then soaked through to my aching joints. Gasps escaped through gritted teeth. The sickly warmth and taste of iron filled the hollow over my tongue; blood fell from my lips as a trickle, and duly joined the rest. I saw the water stream down my chest in rivulets, and watched the blood that had caked onto my skin flake and dissolve into the wash. The water took it wholly, diffusing it, carrying it away like sediment borne off by a current downstream.

Every speck of colour stood out against the enamel-white of the shower. Haem and protein, gravid with oxygen – the virulent red soon dulled to rotten, rutile brown. Opaque liquid thinned to turbulent smoke, and just as quickly drained away. To nothing. To pure white. It made little whorls and vortices as it streamed around my feet, playful curlicues between my toes.

I saw my skin made plain again, as the blood was washed away.

I was very pale.

And I stood there, in the shower, for a long while. Minutes drained away with the water. Vapour rose from the torrent. A fine mist had settled around me. Beneath its cloying, familiar embrace, I felt my heartbeat – the momentary tautness and shudder of flesh, repeated. Systole, diastole. The blood within, and the blood without. The snaking, shivering voltages that every second licked at the musculature knotted behind my ribs, as if they were strings refracting downward a nervous twitch in the puppeteer's hand. Behind that pulse was silence and warmth. The deadened and amniotic quiet of the womb, beyond the bounds of conscious reminiscence. The flux of flesh and water.

I thought of nothing, nothing at all. Not a single discernible emotion to stir the silence inside me. The world reduced to a solitary fact.

The blood was mine.

The blood was mine, and so was the body.

Blood in the water, blood at my feet.

Blood of the mother and daughter.

Aozaki.

Touko.
.

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 01:24 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0OGkZtHH7SI

okay that was kind of creepy

i'm going to bed now or else i will fear more creepy things will happen. thank you very much everyone in this thread, i love you all thanks. you made this night happy for me (and everyone else in this thread)ok. i hope you have a good tomorrow, and the tomorrow after that. let's all ganbatte our best tomorrow okay. good night and sleep tight and don't let the haunting thoughts of tomorrow bite

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 01:24 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0E7780wRgFF

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 01:24 AM
I'll read your fics aloud if ya fuckin' want

please read out five_x porn for me

that way i can masturbate to ur voice without feeling too guilty

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:24 AM
.
e x c u s e m e

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 01:25 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0SPPdbPduLl

you and leo are going to be banned i swear. chaos man, seika, tobias, uh, other admins, please ban these people or else. also you mods too. if i wake up tomorrow and these people aren't banned i will report you to the american president.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:26 AM
Okay Glow how do you wanna die together.

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 01:26 AM
Someone do
Missed the first sentence for some reason ;_; (http://vocaroo.com/i/s13BCDNFAGJW)

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 01:26 AM
Okay Glow how do you wanna die together.

I mean just together is good

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 01:26 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0E7780wRgFF

stop it no more posts allowed involving sesto

this time i am going to bed for real. any more posts after this post involving the sesto no longer exist and won't be responded to. oyasumi nasai minna

2Bad
February 15th, 2016, 01:28 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0yhspmKvKvK

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 01:28 AM
Say, have you ever "hyuu'd" irl before, frosty?
Let me share with you a tale from my life:

So there I was, no. It was a dark and stormy, nah not that either.

Ok fuck this so here I was, nope not doing that.

I am standing in the hallway outside my first class. I am reading Wilde and enjoying it.

Somebody I dislike, only mildly, like a lion dislikes the gnats around its eyes, is attempting to make conversation. It's a boring pattern. She asks vapid questions, and I brush them off so that she can make a huff about it to her friends.

This time, I'm not very in control of myself. I decide that I'm going to play a role distinct from my usual one. Yes, indeed, I elect to become a five year old.

In response to every question, about my plans for college, my opinion of myself, my intellect (That she should even ask me this so bluntly only reveals her vapidity.), I only shrug and continue reading because this insect is not worth my attention. These questions have no purpose. This person has no interests in common with me. This is only a form of entertainment.

Then one question catches my attention, not from the first gnat, but a second who stands slightly askew of the classroom door to my right. "Why do you think you're so much better than us?"

Now, all the wisdom of Socrates and Plato would force me to play the role of the stoic. I ought to ignore this like the rest. But I am incensed. Not one part of my will could contain the bitter emotion I feel the need to inflict on these people.

I smile and reply, "Well, it's because I am."

The second girl is slightly more intelligent than the first, and she is now angry. She proceeds, quite calmly I might add, to roast me in every way imaginable, criticizing my social skills, my attitudes toward my peers, and the certain failure I shall endure in my future as a result of those things.

I'm actually impressed at this point. It's a very good effort and I'm glad that someone had the common sense to come out and say it. It's fun to get people this serious about something meaningless.

And yet I wonder if she was not correct?

For, though I maintained my bearing, only reading the words of Wilde, I could not help but recollect this incident and its ramifications. How transparent a being am I that one such as you should comprehend me, and thus I say, thank you, for I can bear no more ill will toward one who understands, even on such a low level, the reality that I had acknowledged long ago.

This has been Frostyvale.

I don't hyuu.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:29 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0yhspmKvKvK
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0N2yQivgL4w

I3uster
February 15th, 2016, 01:29 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0yhspmKvKvK

i was expecting that to be CAN YOU DIG IT and i was sorely disappointed

2Bad
February 15th, 2016, 01:31 AM
i was expecting that to be CAN YOU DIG IT and i was sorely disappointed
I got 3/4 of the way through the speech then it got fucked up by a coughing fit, alas.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:33 AM
Let me share with you a tale from my life:

So there I was, no. It was a dark and stormy, nah not that either.

Ok fuck this so here I was, nope not doing that.

I am standing in the hallway outside my first class. I am reading Wilde and enjoying it.

Somebody I dislike, only mildly, like a lion dislikes the gnats around its eyes, is attempting to make conversation. It's a boring pattern. She asks vapid questions, and I brush them off so that she can make a huff about it to her friends.

This time, I'm not very in control of myself. I decide that I'm going to play a role distinct from my usual one. Yes, indeed, I elect to become a five year old.

In response to every question, about my plans for college, my opinion of myself, my intellect (That she should even ask me this so bluntly only reveals her vapidity.), I only shrug and continue reading because this insect is not worth my attention. These questions have no purpose. This person has no interests in common with me. This is only a form of entertainment.

Then one question catches my attention, not from the first gnat, but a second who stands slightly askew of the classroom door to my right. "Why do you think you're so much better than us?"

Now, all the wisdom of Socrates and Plato would force me to play the role of the stoic. I ought to ignore this like the rest. But I am incensed. Not one part of my will could contain the bitter emotion I feel the need to inflict on these people.

I smile and reply, "Well, it's because I am."

The second girl is slightly more intelligent than the first, and she is now angry. She proceeds, quite calmly I might add, to roast me in every way imaginable, criticizing my social skills, my attitudes toward my peers, and the certain failure I shall endure in my future as a result of those things.

I'm actually impressed at this point. It's a very good effort and I'm glad that someone had the common sense to come out and say it. It's fun to get people this serious about something meaningless.

And yet I wonder if she was not correct?

For, though I maintained my bearing, only reading the words of Wilde, I could not help but recollect this incident and its ramifications. How transparent a being am I that one such as you should comprehend me, and thus I say, thank you, for I can bear no more ill will toward one who understands, even on such a low level, the reality that I had acknowledged long ago.

This has been Frostyvale.

I don't hyuu.Screaming

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 01:33 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0N2yQivgL4w


http://vocaroo.com/i/s1Wj9o4LouGh (http://vocaroo.com/)

Neir
February 15th, 2016, 01:34 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0yhspmKvKvK
This is correct

2Bad
February 15th, 2016, 01:36 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1KuaJquNYve

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:36 AM
Mac Twitter

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 01:36 AM
Rodyle reminds me of Col. Sanders tbh

Rafflesiac
February 15th, 2016, 01:40 AM
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1KuaJquNYve
real pity about that snowstorm

2Bad
February 15th, 2016, 01:41 AM
yeah I don't know what's up with that

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 01:45 AM
Hill was chosen to portray the doomed gang lord Cyrus in The Warriors after the original actor chosen for the part, a real life gang leader, mysteriously disappeared just before filming started.

Dullahan
February 15th, 2016, 01:50 AM
Let me share with you a tale from my life:

So there I was, no. It was a dark and stormy, nah not that either.

Ok fuck this so here I was, nope not doing that.

I am standing in the hallway outside my first class. I am reading Wilde and enjoying it.

Somebody I dislike, only mildly, like a lion dislikes the gnats around its eyes, is attempting to make conversation. It's a boring pattern. She asks vapid questions, and I brush them off so that she can make a huff about it to her friends.

This time, I'm not very in control of myself. I decide that I'm going to play a role distinct from my usual one. Yes, indeed, I elect to become a five year old.

In response to every question, about my plans for college, my opinion of myself, my intellect (That she should even ask me this so bluntly only reveals her vapidity.), I only shrug and continue reading because this insect is not worth my attention. These questions have no purpose. This person has no interests in common with me. This is only a form of entertainment.

Then one question catches my attention, not from the first gnat, but a second who stands slightly askew of the classroom door to my right. "Why do you think you're so much better than us?"

Now, all the wisdom of Socrates and Plato would force me to play the role of the stoic. I ought to ignore this like the rest. But I am incensed. Not one part of my will could contain the bitter emotion I feel the need to inflict on these people.

I smile and reply, "Well, it's because I am."

The second girl is slightly more intelligent than the first, and she is now angry. She proceeds, quite calmly I might add, to roast me in every way imaginable, criticizing my social skills, my attitudes toward my peers, and the certain failure I shall endure in my future as a result of those things.

I'm actually impressed at this point. It's a very good effort and I'm glad that someone had the common sense to come out and say it. It's fun to get people this serious about something meaningless.

And yet I wonder if she was not correct?

For, though I maintained my bearing, only reading the words of Wilde, I could not help but recollect this incident and its ramifications. How transparent a being am I that one such as you should comprehend me, and thus I say, thank you, for I can bear no more ill will toward one who understands, even on such a low level, the reality that I had acknowledged long ago.

This has been Frostyvale.

I don't hyuu.

actually fuck it, why would I read my fics aloud when frosty's just laying down gold

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1v7VVCuGBU2

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 01:56 AM
.

Oh frosty, I ask you for an answer yet you come out with something better. It must be fun reinventing yourself every minute, destroying every expectation. Thank you.

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 01:57 AM
My internal monologue is now Dullahan's voice.

Kirby
February 15th, 2016, 01:59 AM
My internal monologue is in a deeper, smoother voice than mine that surprises me every time I actually open my mouth

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 02:06 AM
Oh frosty, I ask you for an answer yet you come out with something better. It must be fun reinventing yourself every minute, destroying every expectation. Thank you.
They told me when I was young that human nature was immutable, that we were all of us confined to our chosen fates.

I said, "I'll show you, the only thing immutable in this world is mutability, and with strange eons even change may collapse onto itself."

And that's how I

just Beamu
February 15th, 2016, 02:08 AM
My internal monologue is now Dullahan's voice.
These fancy people with their distinct internal monologues

Spinach
February 15th, 2016, 02:09 AM
My internal monologues are all in Japanese.

Dullahan
February 15th, 2016, 02:09 AM
They told me when I was young that human nature was immutable, that we were all of us confined to our chosen fates.

I said, "I'll show you, the only thing immutable in this world is mutability, and with strange eons even change may collapse onto itself."

And that's how I

this shit just keeps getting better

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0If4t1IEDhl

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 02:10 AM
Leo continues to ignore me. Rude.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 02:15 AM
Leo continues to ignore me. Rude.
I'm out of jokes

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 02:17 AM
this shit just keeps getting better

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0If4t1IEDhl
My inspiration is complete. Bridge, Nil, the promise that we three shared under the peach blossoms is now given sanction by the will of heaven.

Upon the graves of my ancestors, I will receive this blessing and repay it.

You
February 15th, 2016, 02:22 AM
My inspiration is complete. Bridge, Nil, the promise that we three shared under the peach blossoms is now given sanction by the will of heaven.

Upon the graves of my ancestors, I will receive this blessing and repay it.
yeah but who is liu bei.

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 02:32 AM
yeah but who is liu bei.
What is Liu Bei but an idea? Some kind of abstraction? There is no real Liu Bei, only an entity. And though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours, I simply am not there.

For Liu is the concept, the simple notion of a leader and king, but we three are bonded like benzene, distributing electrons freely through a ring of solid carbon.

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exeunt

You
February 15th, 2016, 02:40 AM
What is Liu Bei but an idea? Some kind of abstraction? There is no real Liu Bei, only an entity. And though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours, I simply am not there.

For Liu is the concept, the simple notion of a leader and king, but we three are bonded like benzene, distributing electrons freely through a ring of solid carbon.

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exeunt
actually he's my spirit animal
and he exists in my PAD box
so there

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 02:50 AM
What would I be if I were an animal?

You
February 15th, 2016, 02:51 AM
gengar

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 02:52 AM
Cool, I can mega evolve.

Dullahan
February 15th, 2016, 05:31 AM
Thread, what's a good game I should buy

something actiony, swords or shootbangs

Nihilm
February 15th, 2016, 05:34 AM
My inspiration is complete. Bridge, Nil, the promise that we three shared under the peach blossoms is now given sanction by the will of heaven.

Upon the graves of my ancestors, I will receive this blessing and repay it.

I am ready

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Thread, what's a good game I should buy

something actiony, swords or shootbangs

The witcher 3

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 05:57 AM
Dragon's Dogma maybe?

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I just finished reading Death and Justice. So much awesome.

Dullahan
February 15th, 2016, 06:11 AM
The witcher 3

I really want to, but my PC is six years old and would die

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 06:15 AM
I go back in time and not join this site.

Fucking same.

Also bitchslap a certain someone before I get bitchslapped with permanent damage to my self-asteem.

Five_X
February 15th, 2016, 06:20 AM
This is the voice thread now, gooooo

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1upHhkWiuq8

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 06:22 AM
Dat Leo love.

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 06:38 AM
The amount of social intetaction that takes place when I'm away.

Deep sad.

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 06:40 AM
To be fair, it got really repetitive half-way through.

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 06:41 AM
Leo even defrosted for Glow!

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 06:41 AM
That was during the good part.

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 06:49 AM
welp

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Hot engine of vw waiting for me and I can't detach from bed.

Five_X
February 15th, 2016, 06:53 AM
The amount of social intetaction that takes place when I'm away.

Deep sad.

I had to read 15 pages when I woke up, it took a chunk out of my morning ;_;

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 06:55 AM
What caused the long post session? I can't remember.

Five_X
February 15th, 2016, 06:56 AM
Shitposting.

Skull
February 15th, 2016, 06:58 AM
These hands, they are so cold. :(

GhostDIGIT
February 15th, 2016, 07:00 AM
Just checked, it was Sesto related stuff.

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These hands, they are so cold. :(
What's wrong?

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Cold weather or metaphor for being AFK?

Skull
February 15th, 2016, 07:01 AM
What's wrong?
My hands are a much lower temperature than the rest of my body.

It sucks that I have to head outside to work in a couple of hours.

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 07:09 AM
I'm thinking about reviving the backlog thread, with the catch that all anime would be shoujo.

Skull
February 15th, 2016, 07:11 AM
I'm thinking about reviving the backlog thread, with the catch that all anime would be shoujo.
Why not? There's plenty of shoujo anime I would like to catch up on.

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 07:23 AM
Starting with Oniisama e...

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Or some other Ikeda.

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 08:07 AM
HI SNOW

I was sad you weren't around for our voice bonanza :(

Strife ❤️
February 15th, 2016, 08:13 AM
A lot happened here overnight

Ivan The Mouse
February 15th, 2016, 08:29 AM
I need something to make me stop bloating for something.

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 09:20 AM
almost broke down in the car

hello self loathing my old friend

Five_X
February 15th, 2016, 09:35 AM
almost broke down in the car

hello self loathing my old friend

At first I read that as "car almost broke down" but then-

What's going on, Snow? :(

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 09:42 AM
[Well first I woke up with blood coming out of my head, nose to be more specific.]

Then everything that could've possibly gone wrong with my driving lesson save for wrecking the car or running over someone went wrong.

Right now I just want to continue existing under a blankie and leave adult stuff to actual adults.

Five_X
February 15th, 2016, 09:53 AM
You still have more driving lessons, right? You messed up today, but you can do better next time. I thought it was the end of the world when I crashed into my neighbour's garden, but life went on and things got better. If you get a chance, do take some time just to rest and relax like you want, I think that could help.

As for the nosebleed... I don't know about that - I think it would be good to see a doctor, though!

Most of all, I hope things start looking up for you, for what it's worth.

Seika
February 15th, 2016, 10:00 AM
Hey, I did break down after a couple of my driving lessons. It's not an easy thing when you start out. This is fine. You'll get there.

Petrikow
February 15th, 2016, 10:03 AM
[Well first I woke up with blood coming out of my head, nose to be more specific.]

Then everything that could've possibly gone wrong with my driving lesson save for wrecking the car or running over someone went wrong.

Right now I just want to continue existing under a blankie and leave adult stuff to actual adults.

the one and first time i drove a car i crashed it into a ditch

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 10:03 AM
A few lessons left before the exam, but maybe a miracle happens. Thing is I actually drive better when I drive every day, so my Mondays are noticeably inferior to my Fridays, so my shit driving today might be due to that too. With how much it costs and all, giving up is not an option, so I guess I have to keep on trying.

And I'm usually not squeamish about blood, but waking up with your head in a pool of it is absolutely disgusting and don't do it, kids.

Hear
February 15th, 2016, 10:08 AM
Yo, straight up as a guy who's still trying to learn to drive because crazy fucking phobia of hurting someone it sucks, but it's so worth it. I hate driving but honestly as a guy who lives in a fucking hic town if they can do it so can we. Rock the fuck on!

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 10:11 AM
My inspiration is complete. Bridge, Nil, the promise that we three shared under the peach blossoms is now given sanction by the will of heaven.

Upon the graves of my ancestors, I will receive this blessing and repay it.

I don't know what this is about, but I only expect amazing things

2Bad
February 15th, 2016, 11:08 AM
I'm thinking about reviving the backlog thread, with the catch that all anime would be shoujo.
did you know there are people on this site that haven't read Ouran, it's true

Sesto
February 15th, 2016, 12:22 PM
http://i.imgur.com/dN6GXcf.jpg

Skull
February 15th, 2016, 12:33 PM
So I'm typing away in the office, when suddenly a preacher with a megaphone starts shouting about Christianity in the street, with such lovely phrases as "Abortion is murder!" and "Evolution is a lie!"

After two hours I was really tempted to throw something at him to shut him up.

Pillzman
February 15th, 2016, 12:37 PM
So I'm typing away in the office, when suddenly a preacher with a megaphone starts shouting about Christianity in the street, with such lovely phrases as "Abortion is murder!" and "Evolution is a lie!"

After two hours I was really tempted to throw something at him to shut him up.

Get your own megaphone and fight back

Skull
February 15th, 2016, 12:41 PM
Get your own megaphone and fight back
I'll give him credit, he managed to talk for three hours without stopping.

I can't talk for more than a few minutes.

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 12:50 PM
Fucking same.

Also bitchslap a certain someone before I get bitchslapped with permanent damage to my self-asteem.

Same about the latter part. But BL is better than being lonely on other parts of the internet, most days. But the thing I would change is very simple but involves why a particular person became part of my life and why others didn't for several years. I really want to take it back.

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A few lessons left before the exam, but maybe a miracle happens. Thing is I actually drive better when I drive every day, so my Mondays are noticeably inferior to my Fridays, so my shit driving today might be due to that too. With how much it costs and all, giving up is not an option, so I guess I have to keep on trying.

And I'm usually not squeamish about blood, but waking up with your head in a pool of it is absolutely disgusting and don't do it, kids.

I'm sorry to hear about your sad about driving lesson and stuff. Driving will eventually become automatic. I thought it never would, and after I was in an accident that was someone else's fault about a year in it took forever for me to feel as at ease. However, I'm back to feeling pretty okay behind the wheel. It could also be performance anxiety since you're working with an instructor, I assume. I believe in you Snow!

Five_X
February 15th, 2016, 12:56 PM
So I'm typing away in the office, when suddenly a preacher with a megaphone starts shouting about Christianity in the street, with such lovely phrases as "Abortion is murder!" and "Evolution is a lie!"

After two hours I was really tempted to throw something at him to shut him up.

Wow, Country Preacher moved pretty damn far from home.

just Beamu
February 15th, 2016, 01:09 PM
I'm thinking about reviving the backlog thread, with the catch that all anime would be shoujo.
Do it.

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 01:09 PM
My interview with the university I'm trying to go to was rescheduled for today after the snow made them cancel it before. I wake up today with it snowing and another "classes are cancelled, administrative offices are closed" text. The weather really doesn't want me to do this.

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 01:40 PM
I'm sorry to hear about your sad about driving lesson and stuff. Driving will eventually become automatic. I thought it never would, and after I was in an accident that was someone else's fault about a year in it took forever for me to feel as at ease. However, I'm back to feeling pretty okay behind the wheel. It could also be performance anxiety since you're working with an instructor, I assume. I believe in you Snow!
Thanks. I hope it was just a bad day.

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http://i.imgur.com/g0Sk2gp.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/5Q1r1zP.jpg
hmmm

Strife ❤️
February 15th, 2016, 01:41 PM
Paradox Spiral occasionally looks really bad and noticeably stands out from the other films in that regard.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:42 PM
http://i.imgur.com/g0Sk2gp.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/5Q1r1zP.jpg
hmmm
?????????

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 01:45 PM
Even the convo is similar!

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Paradox Spiral occasionally looks really bad and noticeably stands out from the other films in that regard.
Yes but Gates of Hell hnnnngg.

Strife ❤️
February 15th, 2016, 01:46 PM
Even the convo is similar!

Oh I thought you were referring to how weird they looked. What I said is still true though.

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 01:47 PM
http://i.imgur.com/g0Sk2gp.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/5Q1r1zP.jpg
hmmm

I just want to say I'm impressed they managed to dig and fill a proper grave for Illya, and their clothes are still spotless.

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 01:50 PM
Oh I thought you were referring to how weird they looked. What I said is still true though.
Some other films have better animation, but I felt like it contributed to the twisted and tortured atmosphere of PS.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 01:53 PM
Yes but Gates of Hell hnnnngg.
wat

Dullahan
February 15th, 2016, 01:54 PM
wat

I think she means the painting in the lobby of Araya's building

Snow
February 15th, 2016, 01:55 PM
wat
Rodin???

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I think she means the painting in the lobby of Araya's building
Yes thank you.

Seika
February 15th, 2016, 01:56 PM
http://i.imgur.com/7M9xRkc.png

Strife ❤️
February 15th, 2016, 01:56 PM
Screenshot

Peanut-007
February 15th, 2016, 01:57 PM
Berserk is still good.

just Beamu
February 15th, 2016, 01:57 PM
http://i.imgur.com/7M9xRkc.png
What did you press that you shouldn't have?

Seika
February 15th, 2016, 02:00 PM
I haven't. Yet.

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 02:02 PM
I haven't. Yet.

This is how you do so well in life.

Ugh, please snow let me go talk to the university.

Gl❀w
February 15th, 2016, 02:03 PM
This is how you do so well in life.

Ugh, please snow let me go talk to the university.

Snow is a benevolent overlord. I'm sure if you submit the proper appeals she will consent.

SeiKeo
February 15th, 2016, 02:04 PM
you know when i was young yesterday we had to walk in the snow to university downhill both ways

Prix with a Silent X
February 15th, 2016, 02:06 PM
Snow is a benevolent overlord. I'm sure if you submit the proper appeals she will consent.

This is twice now, so unless she wishes for me to become her housewife I suggest she let me go.

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you know when i was young yesterday we had to walk in the snow to university downhill both ways

I would go except they keep closing the school for snow because of road accessibility. It's Tennessee. Snow = End of the World is Nigh.

Strife ❤️
February 15th, 2016, 02:07 PM
http://i.imgur.com/yRORx4k.png

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 02:12 PM
Ahahaha what is this

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Good edit actually.

just Beamu
February 15th, 2016, 02:13 PM
The Revolution must go on

Frostyvale
February 15th, 2016, 02:13 PM
Nobutseriously