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I feel for your childhood friends who a had crush on you, lol. Pretty much a snowball's chance.
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I don't have anyone that I was particularly close to in childhood that stayed close to me even by my teenage years, the only girl that looking back probably liked me as a young adolescent I never saw after I was fourteen, and girlfriends I've had when we were teenagers or young adults I'm mostly still friends with but they've since either figured out that they're bisexual or lesbian, gotten married, or both.
I am free of any guilt.