Fujou Rei
Location: Fujou dormitories - Room
Time: 06:15
Day: April 17th – Friday
Sitting down on the bed, I take a moment to think what I am going to say, but also to gather the courage needed to say it. While I get the impression that Erika didn't want to talk to me this morning, the truth is that she's giving me a chance to speak to her now. I can't let it go to waste. However, for some reason it's hard to voice my thoughts like I often do. I feel as if her silence had driven me against the corner. I didn't expect I would be the one to officially start the conversation.
"Huu..." I exhale, finally realizing the difference between talking to my pillow and having to deal with the real thing. But I won't let that scare me... I will say what I feel right now, and face whatever consequences my words may bring later. "I'm sorry about what happened."
I'll be straight and I won't play the martyr.
"It was our second day in OLYMPUS and our first night expedition. Shizuka and I made tons of mistakes and our lack of experience ended dragging you down." I'll say everything and stick to the truth I see. "During a critical moment, I abandoned you to protect my friend, even though you had just saved my life." My lips draw a sad smile. "I guess you are right in that sense: I'm a terrible excuse of a person."
I'll tell her what I think, even if it's just silly idealism.
"I should have looked for a way to help not just one, but the two of you. For that, I'm sorry. I really am."
This is my honest apology and I won't sugarcoat it. I don't think any of us deserves that.
"I am not planning on dying this week or the next, or the one after that." I affirm my resolve, announcing the one thing Erika got wrong. "So it looks like we're going to be roommates for a long time." I give the reporter a warm yet daring smile. "So if you want to share a meal, catch up and figure out how the hell I am going to pay you back, the offer is still up."