==Stage 1//Isolation
BGM- What Am I?
Just like any other day, it all begins with me waking up. Coming to my senses, finding myself on my back… I stare up at the ceiling above and sit idly as the cogs in my head begin to move. However, unlike your average day, this time the waking process is slow. It’s as if I’ve just awoken from a long and arduous dream and wish for nothing but to return to the blissfulness of sleep. Normally, I’d probably comply with such a desire… Harmless, peaceful, and pleasant… But while the thought of closing my eyes and drifting off does seem rather tempting, there’s one thought at the forefront of my mind, begging for my attention…
Soon, I find myself looking around the rest of the room. My eyes shift from the ceiling, to the window, the hardwood flooring, as well as the various pieces of furniture. As I do so, I even curl the sheets up in the palm of my hand- searching my mind for an answer. But, in the end, even after searching the deepest parts of my memory, I can’t come up with a thing. There’s not a single item in this room that invokes any sense of familiarity within me… And it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to understand that is bad.
Panic overrules dreariness.
My breath drowns out the ticking of the clock.
Finally understanding the entirety of the situation, my body instinctively shoots upright. I toss aside the sheets, throw away the covers, and spring from the bed as though my life depends upon it. Remarkably though, this probably only makes things worse. Because, now that I’m actually standing here, trying to denounce my predicament, I come to the realization that now I have to do something. Had I simply remained in the bed, I could have deluded myself… maybe just a bit longer… But I’ve taken action. And there’s no way I can stop now.
“Okay, think-! Just what the hell is going on here!?”
Fear quickly begins to mesh with frustration.
Bringing a single hand up to my face, I take a deep breath and try to calm myself down. Even if I can’t make any sense of how I got here, I can still retrace my steps and figure out what all happened up to this point. So I have to think-! I have to think hard about what I was doing before I woke up!
“….”
But when I try, nothing comes. There’s absolutely nothing there at all. No recollection of yesterday, the day before… Not even a week! It’s all just one big, clean slate. It’s almost as if my mind has been wiped clean of all memories.
“…Amnesia?” My voice shakes with fear, “No wait… That can’t be… I can still remember my name, at least…”
I try my best to reason through everything. And, as I do, I find my hand slowly drifting over the back of my head… until a sharp pain pierces my thoughts. The pain gives me a moment of pauses, but after touching the same spot over again, I can tell that it’s definitely tender. There’s no blood, at least; however, if I’m right in my thinking, then this injury of mine is fresh. Without a doubt…
Trying to figure out even more, I abandon all thoughts of the days before and decide to start from the very beginning. Spotting an oval mirror on the nearby wall, I unwittingly move over towards it, placing my hand on the wall, taking a good look within.
“Okay…”
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1. You're a boy. [Nature favors you as the strong]
2. You're a girl. [Nature favors you as the intuitive]