Another two-parter because it's so HUGE. Enjoy!
Chapter 32: Shadow of the Real Self
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Marukyu Striptease, Floor Unknown
"Uggh..."
In a quiet, dark blue corridor, Rise Kujikawa limped forward and supported herself against the wall. She was still in her idol clothes from her concert. She had no idea what time it was, or how long it had been since her kidnapping. Had it been a day since she ended up here? Two? She couldn’t tell, not with the lack of windows and the growing headache she was having. At least she wasn’t bound and gagged though, small a silver lining as it is.
What the hell went wrong? She just wanted a break from being a sex doll before it blew out of proportion. She had hoped to avoid ending up in a situation like in Perfect Blue. And yet almost immediately after retiring she was drugged and thrown into this closed-off brothel.
She was hungry. She was tired. She was scared. And most of all, she was alone.
But she was Rise Kujikawa, and unlike Risette, she sure as hell wasn’t helpless.
“Just gotta find a way out,” she told herself. “Just gotta keep moving and find the exit.”
Rise knew the situation looked rather grim, but it was easy to block out the unwanted or distracting emotions for the ones that were needed. This was just a horror scene she had to play out, nothing more. Thinking about it wouldn’t help her get out.
With her hand pressed against the wall to support herself, she nearly slipped when she felt herself push through a curtain. As discreetly as possible, the red-haired girl slipped through. Her hopes of a secret exit were dashed as she realized that she had only come across a small, suggestive room. Nothing risqué, but her eye did catch a sort of stand table elevated for someone to strut around.
It reminded her of idol dancing for some reason. All the times she had to dance and look cute for the creeps undressing her with their eyes. How many young girls were even at her concert the other night? The ones that she was supposedly a role model for?
Her musing stopped when she noticed a small purple chest in the corner of the room. Maybe it had something to help her? Or was it a trap?
Only one way to find out, really. And what’s the worst that could happen to her now short of dying?
…Morbid thought aside, Rise approached the chest and carefully unlocked the hinge open. She looked inside to find a shimmering yellow key. With growing hope, she grabbed it.
“Maybe this can open a way out?” It seems weird to throw a key into a chest and forget about it, but perhaps this would help on some inconvenient lock on the exit door.
“Nah, that’s just a chest key for a fancier chest.”
Startled with fright, Rise jumped back and held the key in front of her defensively like a knife.
For a moment she thought her eyes were playing tricks on her. Even after rubbing her eyes with her free hand, she saw what looked like her with a boob job and clad in a two-piece swimsuit. And that smile… it was anything but welcoming, and looked wrong for some reason.
Despite the fear and confusion, Rise felt strangely calm enough to let out a humorless giggle.
“You’re going to kill me now, aren’t you? Just like in that movie.”
The Other Rise, or what she felt was more like “Risette”, shrugged casually. “Meh, pretty much.”
Something felt right and wrong about this conversation. She hated the idol business but never enough to even contemplate suicide. Just trying to get out of it led her to this, and she felt strangely content that she was going to disappear from everything without anyone knowing what happened to her. It wasn’t like she had much dreams or aspirations anyway, or anymore.
But that was just it. Risette would have given up without a fight. Rise would come down swinging.
And so she rushed forward. Risette’s eyes widened and felt the key poke her bare abdomen before Rise’s body tackled her down. The sensibly dressed girl felt a phantom pain from where she struck the double, but ignored it just like the headache. Wasting no time, she hurried out the curtain door at a sprint and hoping to find the way out.
“Owwie! Now that wasn’t very nice!”
Rise ignored it. This was just some mental trick, probably some sort of drug. This wasn’t real!
As she turned the corner though, she nearly stepped back seeing another near reflection of her. But instead of a swimsuit, this one wore something akin to a cheerleader’s uniform in shades of blue, yellow and white. She even broke into some chant as she waved her pompoms.
“Stop/Don’t run! I am you! Something, Something Marukyu!”
Startled once again, Rise backed away and planned to make another hasty retreat when she felt a firm hand grip her shoulder. She saw her face again with the eerie yellow eyes, and this time dressed like some horror survivor movie protagonist with a camo-uniform. Was this based on the movie deal Inoue set her up with? “Come with me if you want to after-live!”
In response, she stabbed the offending arm with her key, forcing the soldier double to let go. With Cheerleader Risette still in front of her, Rise made a desperate dash past Soldier Risette towards the other end of the hall.
As if Murphy’s Law couldn’t tip things further, she saw a fourth lookalike with madly brazen hair, goggles and a lab coat. “The odds are clearly against you. It is futile to resist! SO SAYS SCIENCE!”
Rise turned yet again, more concerned with getting away than finding a way out. But in her panic she realized that she had run into a dead-end corner with the other Risettes behind her. And waiting for her was another Risette, one with a more somber gaze and wearing a traditional red and white miko dress. “You can stop now. It was destined to be this way.”
Bullshit. She was not supposed to die at the hands of a bunch of lookalikes just for wanting a break. None of this made sense. None of this was fair!
Soon she was surrounded by other Rise’s, all wearing different clothes with a different phrase or personality, but it was all so overwhelming. All she could see was the Swimsuit Risette that managed to stride up to her as the crowd closed in was the leader.
“Who?” she asked in fear and desperation. “Who are you?”
She couldn’t even scream as they started swarming and groping her down. She didn’t bother to either. Her mind was still focused on the bikini-clad monster who smiled and told her, “The one and only Risette.”
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Sometime later, Floor 9
“Is it just me or is the fighting getting easier?” Yosuke asked aloud. His question was casual despite the fact he was fighting and hacking a Shadow on a floating purple chair to pieces.
“I feel like we've had this conversation before,” Chie commented, also calm as she kicked a scale-like Shadow towards Tomoe for a finishing strike. “I’m still not accustomed to this by the way.”
“Not that. I mean, yeah it feels easier to get into, but like we’re stronger each time we do this.”
“That’s probably the adrenaline talking. We did just apply Tama’s leaves to boost our energy.”
“I don’t think that’s it either. I mean, I certainly feel like I got up refreshed from the bed this morning and bursting with energy, but I definitely know I’m better off now than when I first came here. It’s like I leveled up or something.”
Chie turned to give him an incredulous look. “’Leveled up?’ What the hell do you think this is, some kind of video game?!”
“Hey, I know that sounds bad, but I feel faster and lighter than I have since I started out in the Castle. It’s like all these fights are fine-tuning my muscle memory and getting me stronger. Heck, if I do this enough I’ll probably start getting that rock-hard abs and pecs body I always wanted!”
“You can’t just get five second massive pecs with magic, you know!” she snapped incredulously.
“Tell that to the magus! He’s frigging ripped!”
And what a surprise that had turned out to be. Much like her favorite action movie actor, Shirou Emiya possessed the kind of toned musculature that remained unnoticed under normal clothes but betrayed just how much time and effort he must have devoted to his physical training across many years the moment you get to see it.
The brown-haired girl reassured herself that it was such dedication what was worthy of admiration, not merely the results that made the redhead oh-so-easy to picture in the lead character role in the big melée scene from Trial of the Dragon, and how well oiled his upper body looks...
Chie shook her head. Stupid sexy Shirou aside, Chie had half a mind to berate Yosuke into thinking that this life-or-death fighting exercise routine was literally suicide. He really should try to do actual safe workouts with her sometime. Not necessarily on a Sunday though as those were the times she reserved with Emiya, who happened to earn those “pecs” the hard way. But their conversation was cut short as an explosion shook the floor. Followed by a shrill cry of “Emiya-kun!”
It didn’t take a genius to know that their leader had taken a hit for Yukiko. Their designated Shadow target was a small armed tank with a Chariot Noh mask as the “hatch”. The Arcane Turret’s muzzle was smoking with a white mist, and directly within its line of fire lay Shirou, who bloodied and embedded with large chunks of ice.
“Those tank shells are equivalent to a Bufudyne!” Teddie cried from behind a corner. “And that’s even stronger than what Chie-chan pulled on Yuki-chan’s Shadow!”
Chie didn’t care. If that tank had hit Yukiko she could have died. Emiya-kun was probably dying himself after getting caught unaware, but she was going to deliver kung-fu justice on that toy treadmill.
Right then the tank started to glow as it focused for another super shot. Apparently, there were “charge” techniques that could more than double the following physical or magic attack if used. Chie wouldn’t mind having one of those one day but now was neither the time or place for that.
“Whaataaaa!” she let out her battle cry, zipping across the battlefield. Her staff in hand, she twirled it sideways just before smacking the top-side of the Shadow with as much force as she could muster. The Shadow might look like it was made of metal, but it was still no less vulnerable to Persona-rich attacks.
“Garu!” Shortly after, Jiraiya’s wind magic blasted underneath the Shadow like a geyser. The green blast didn’t even lift the tank off the ground as Yosuke had hoped, but the damage was starting to show in the leaking white mist from the tank’s iron hinges and the slight droop of the barrel neck.
It wasn’t enough though. The tank slowly righted itself up and took aim at its closest target. Chie quickly took a defensive stance by raising her front leg up while her bo staff was held firmly in place in front. But before the worst could happen, a bolt of thunder struck the Arcane Turret and dispersed it into black nothingness.
Shirou was still grounded and in pain, unable to see anything but the strobe-light ceiling. But he still managed to summon Izanagi and strike true through their shared perception. The God Persona, with the Shadow gone and job done, quickly dismissed itself and the magus exhaled a sigh of relief, as did his nurse next to him.
“That was completely reckless, Emiya-kun!” Yukiko chided, resuming her healing through Konohana Sakuya. The ice had only started to melt, and Emiya’s wounds weren’t even closed up yet. “I told you not to move!”
“And I totally could have handled it on my own,” Chie grumbled to herself. She felt slightly vindicated that her attempted rescue ended up like this. The ice shell probably couldn’t do that much damage to her if Tomoe could do it too…
“It’s not that bad,” he said softly. “Valkyrie shielded me from the worst of it, and it was better to cover your ice weakness, Amagi.”
“That was still a stupid thing to do!”
“Sorry. I was just making sure you two didn’t get hurt.”
His words were innocent enough, but they left a profound heating effect on both their faces. Yukiko shyly looked away while Chie huffed to show she was still angry. “W-well, be more careful next time, idiot!”
While Shirou was left wondering why they were flustered, Yosuke glared in contempt as he stood by with the bear and fox. “Geez, the guy could so much as pick his nose and still cause girls to swoon and faint. That’s so unfair…”
“I’m worried,” Teddie frowned.
Yosuke turned to the bear. Poor thing was not only having some sort of identity crisis, but was also experiencing puberty on top of it too. “Hey, don’t get worked up about it,” he encouraged. “There are plenty of other girls to find and ask out. You just have to, well, be patient about it. And maybe take a few cues on his fitness physique.”
The bear shook his head. “That’s not what I’m talking about.”
Between Shirou’s fast recovery and the ever-present rush to save Rise, Yosuke didn’t have the time to ask what he meant.
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Top Floor
When Rise regained consciousness, she wasn’t in the crowded hallway anymore. She was instead bound and suspended against a long metal pole. The glaring lights made her eyes hurt, but she was able to focus enough to see that she was set up on some sort of pedestal.
She wasn’t alone either. A bunch of her Risette clones were lined up like an audience. All staring with those unnatural, yellow eyes of theirs. Watching her…
“Gives you a little thrill, doesn’t it?”
Rise jumped, seeing the Swimsuit Risette strut up from behind her. The hip sway, the coy smile, all of it was practiced sex appeal. It was almost like the one time she had done a summer photo shoot along with the TaP commercial.
…But of course some facsimile of hers would know that. This was just a dream. No, a nightmare. She would wake up back in her grandma’s house any moment now-
“Look at me,” the copy ordered. Rise intentionally stared down at the floor, trying to ignore her. “I said LOOK AT ME!”
And she was slapped hard across the face. It hurt.
It hurt.
It… hurt? Just like when those copies swarmed her, she felt their grips too, and when she tried to throw them off-
Risette’s flare of anger was gone, now that Rise was staring back with some startling horror. She almost didn’t notice a red mark on her own cheek. “Now that I have your attention,” she said. “Let’s begin the show, shall we?”
Before Rise could even form a protest, the same hand that slapped her darted for her pink bowtie ribbon and ripped it off, including a good half of her blouse. The sound of torn fabric echoed in the closed room, and suddenly a draft tickled her chest.
“KYAA!” she cried, instinctively trying to cover herself. But her hands were bound and cuffed above her. Instead, she could only feebly squirm against the pole, as if playing on some sexual fantasy.
The Risettes in the audience all cheered and whistled. They were enjoying the view.
“They’re all watching,” cooed Risette, as her hands reached from behind to start groping her. The fingers dug in and pushed up the flesh under her striped bra, so ticklish and close… “All their eyes are glaring holes into your beautiful, sexy frame, undressing you down to your core being!”
“Stop,” Rise gasped. This was just fear setting in, nothing about this felt good.
“Aw, I know your first time is always the hardest, but trust me. Do it enough times and you’ll become a natural!”
Her hands slowly trailed up her sides, to her arms, and then started to rather forcefully clench through her hair and pulling back. Her bright hairbands and ribbons were removed, disheveling her iconic pigtails into a single pile of red hair.
“Why?” she pleaded. She wouldn’t cry. Dream or not, she was stronger than this. She had to be. “Why are you doing this?”
“Why?” her copy echoed with amusement. “You should be thanking me for doing this. You always wanted to show off your stuff, right? The real you?”
“No!” she cried, shaking her head furiously. “I never wanted this!”
Risette ignored her, digging both hands into her frilled skirt and pushing it up and down, briefly flashing her matching striped panties each time. The onlooker Risettes cheered louder at the striptease, leering more intensely. Rise squirmed further under their stares.
“Are you sure? You seem to be feeling a little excited down here~!”
Rise shook her head again, feeling tears of shame roll down her face. “I am not!”
“Come on, be honest with yourself. I know more than anyone how much you want to show off your T&A instead of play the role of airhead. You want to show off that there’s more to yourself than a pretty face, MUCH more. You quit because you were tired of choking that biased garbage and wanted to start over fresh."
This had to be a dream. No other way this big-boobed molester would know all her thoughts. But the sensations of touch and pain reminded her that this was more than that. Her top was torn, her hair was a mess, and the skirt was now fully slipped off her waist which gave everyone a good look at her half-nakedness. Rise didn’t know what was real or not anymore.
“So do yourself a little favor and just admit it, alright? After all, I’m you, you’re me, we’re one and the same. It’s not that hard to understand!”
Then and there, she knew at least one thing.
“No,” she glared through her tears. “You’re Risette. And I’m Rise. There’s a difference.”
It was the one thing that she could have an identity on. Rise was her real self, like a secret identity. It was the one thing that the idol industry didn’t have over her. And it was the one thing she knew that was undeniably true to herself.
“You can pretend to be me all you want,” she said with growing confidence. “But you’ll never be the real me. You’re just some… thing that wants nothing more than to be a sex ad to the audience. I wanted to get out of it, but I guess you didn’t. I have more self-respect than that.”
It seemed to work, as the audience stopped in silence and the bikini-clad faker stared back with wide eyes. Until she made the angriest, scariest scowl she had ever seen, and Rise didn’t think her own face could do that. “Oh. My. God. Do you even LISTEN to yourself, you little skank?!”
“Wh-what?”
“You’ve been lying to yourself so long that you actually use your stage name as an excuse for your little personality crisis. ‘Oh this isn’t me! It’s just big dumb bimbo Risette! I’m nowhere NEAR as demeaning!’”
“That’s-!”
“Oh sure, it’s just a marketing ploy by the idol industry to sell fanservice. But who was it that actually allowed those creeps to basically trademark my name and body for some tasteless song and dance?”
“It’s not like that!”
“Then why did you make such a big deal about leaving? You could have called in sick but you wanted to show everyone how vulnerable and ‘real’ you were by quitting in front of a live stage audience!”
“I just wanted a break!” Rise cried.
“And then find some other hobby to try out and see where that goes,” the Shadow countered. “If you liked it, then it was your new identity. But if you didn’t, you’ll just chalk it up as another Risette phase, wash your hands and be done with it. And start the process all over again.”
Lies. No matter how convincing they sounded, no matter how much she might have thought that in her darkest moments, it was still all lies.
“All I want is to be me!” Risette cried pitifully, arms extended out as she gestured to the audience. “Not a Risette! Risette doesn’t exist! I am no one but myself! A weak, bullied, pathetic self that can do nothing but hide in shame! So please, just look at me!”
No matter how convincing… they were just-
“Look at all of me,” she reached for Rise’s body, prepared to remove her last articles of clothing. “The only true thing about me. The naked truth.”
No, no, nononononononono
“Let this burn into your brains as I show you who I REALLY am! That I really am Rise Kujikawa!”
“NOOOO!” she screamed and flailed, before staring at her mirror with hateful, tear-ridden eyes. “YOU’RE NOT ME!”
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A few minutes earlier
“She’s just beyond here,” Teddie pointed to the curtain in front of them, before frowning. “…I think.”
“What do you mean ‘you think’?” Yosuke frowned.
“Well, I know my nose is still rusty, so I can’t tell about smells very far away. But we’re so close, and there are so many Rise-chans that I lost count. It’s like the Shadow somehow learned to divide herself into smaller pieces.”
“But the real Rise is over there too, right?”
“Definitely, Shirou-sensei.”
This complicates things, Shirou thought. A fight might break out if they rushed in now, and their energy boost from Tama’s leaves was nearly gone. They couldn’t let this wait either if her Midnight Channel was going to air tonight.
He turned to the fox, asking as politely as he could; “Any chance we can get more leaves on an I.O.U.?”
She glared and growled a low, threatening hum. Translation: “Don’t press your luck.”
“Maybe we should just leave here and take it on tomorrow?” Chie asked. “Teddie can set up a backdoor, and we’d be fighting fit for whatever happens.”
Shirou shook his head. “If we wait until tomorrow-”
“I know, the Midnight Channel,” she argued. “But aren’t we taking a big enough risk as it is? If we fight now, then we ALL might die, and a bad rep from a cheesy low budget commercial would be the least of our problems. She’ll be fine as long as the fog doesn’t let up soon, right?”
Shirou had considered that on the way up. He would have fought to save her regardless, as one more day in this world was one too many. He almost thought to tell the others they were free to head back while he rescued Rise, but he had made a promise- no, two promises.
The first was with the team itself, that they wouldn’t go in alone. True, the others broke that rule but it was on a training mission and they had fled to safety as soon as it got dangerous. They certainly wouldn’t let him go off on his own if they couldn’t be talked out of fighting before.
And if he was fighting alone, there was no guarantee he’d survive. He’d be okay if his life ensured that Rise would keep hers, except that he promised Fuji-nee he would come back alive if he could help it.
“I don’t think that’s an option anymore.”
Broken from his train of thought, Shirou turned to Yukiko as she explained herself. “I mean, when you found me at the highest floor of the castle, it was before my Shadow appeared, right? I was relatively safe because she hadn't found me yet. And Rise-chan’s Shadow is in there with her, so who knows how long it’ll take before she says something she’ll regret?"
“But that’s only if we rush in right now, right? Acting as her audience and hearing all the stuff she wouldn’t admit to anyone else? There’s no way her Shadow would go crazy like that, right?”
“Tell that to Ms. Yamano and Saki-senpai,” Yosuke bitterly remarked. “No one was around for miles to hear their secrets and they ended up dead anyway.”
“Well, those two got unlucky because of the fog entering your world almost immediately after they showed up,” Teddie reminded. “As long as it’s still raining on your side, she won’t go berserk.”
The students all turned and stared. Something about the bear’s tone set warning bells off in their heads. “But?” Yosuke egged on.
Teddie gulped. “But if Rise-chan is harassed by her shadow enough to reject it before the fog, she’ll still try to kill her. It’s just a matter of when it happens.”
“So we have more to worry about than a deadline,” Yukiko frowned in thought. “It happened with the rest of us, after all.”
As if on cue, the walls around them started to echo. Not just Shadow voices, but more human voices, as if they were watching from beyond somewhere.
“You know, something’s been bothering me for a while now,” Yosuke admitted. “I know Teddie stressed that no one should know about this place but him and Shadows, but how is it that we hear these human voices too?"
“If they’re made from the person’s reality, they hear what others think of them. At least, what they think they think… I think.
“I don’t mean those voices,” Yosuke told the bear. “I didn’t mention this before, but it seemed like some of the kids at school saw some of Amagi-san’s Shadow moving around the castle floors. Like, maybe they were watching through the Midnight Channel while we were fighting to save Amagi-san and now Risette?”
“That’s impossible,” Shirou argued. “We all established that the Midnight Channel only happens on rainy nights, and we would travel here well before that time.”
“Maybe it records the people that watch the Midnight Channel and projects them here?” Yukiko asked. “Not that it would explain why it’s happening for Rise-chan now, of course…”
“Don’t look at me!” Teddie cried. “I hired you guys to stop this in the first place!”
“What do you mean ‘hire’? You’re not paying us!”
The bear’s face turned slightly lecherous with a sly smile, narrowed eyes and wiggling eyebrows. “Then would you lovelies like to be compensated in hugs and kisses? They’re Ted-deliciouuuuuus~! (hehe!)”
Shirou sighed as he ran his hand through his hair, an action oddly mirrored and echoed by his Persona inside. Yosuke was torn between laughing at Teddie’s brazen flirting attempts and crying at the horrible pun. Yukiko blinked owlishly, once again missing the intent on both counts.
Chie blushed, but more in anger as she pointed her staff threateningly at the bear. “D-don’t get any funny ideas!”
It was then that a shrill cry was heard deep inside the room, feminine and very terrified. “She said the magic words, didn’t she?” Yosuke weakly joked.
“Dammit!” Shirou cursed, barreling through the curtain gate with the others close behind.
What they saw was spiraling darkness with the force of a gale. At the center of it was Rise and her Shadow, the former chained to a stripper dance pole, and the latter leaning (or grinding) against said pole with an ecstatic expression.
“YES! I CAN FINALLY BE MYSELF!” she panted as the swirling mass of darkness flowed into her. “HERE IT COOOOOOOOMES!”
Even as he stared at the birth of a new Shadow, even with the realization of how close Rise was to her own literal demons, even with the severity of the situation slowly sinking in as the Shadow’s own size grew, Shirou had only one snarky quip for this development: “What is it with Shadows and exaggerated libido issues?”
When the smoke cleared, Rise herself felt exhausted, and saw strange new faces, two boys, two girls, and two animals (at least she thought that round blue thing was an animal. Was it some sort of future cat?). Those were soon the furthest thoughts on her mind as she noticed that the room had suddenly been obscured by a large shadow silhouette. Up above, she saw what could be best described as a giant wearing a skintight, rainbow-splattered zentai (otherwise known as a full-body spandex). She was hanging higher up against the pole, holding on with just a bent leg, and swinging upside down like a pendulum. The fingers were long and pointed like claws, and the face was replaced with hexagons and a needle arranged like a radio dish, but the pink long pigtails and curvy figure was Risette, without a doubt.
A Risette with another boob job anyway, given the size of them now.
The Investigation Team stared with equal parts shock and bewilderment, especially now since that they were hearing audible cheers and applause from around them. As if energized, the giant called out and introduced herself. “I am a Shadow, the true self! I’m all set to give you what you’ve been waiting for: watch and weep as I show you every last inch of me!
“And as for you,” she glared down, and Shirou felt she was focused solely on him. “You nearly ruined my show rushing in like that! But if you’re so insistent, I’ll give you an extra-special, extra-INTENSE service!”
“Not the kind of service I want anymore!” Teddie squeaked as he slowly edged further back
Shirou’s eyes glanced down to Rise. How scary this must be for her, chained down and forced to hear all her suppressed emotions. And the Shadow agitated her feelings early because she knew he was trying to rush to her safety? Shirou couldn’t help but feel responsible, although Rise’s life was in danger regardless if he waited or not. So long as she was safe in the end, he could take any punishment.
“Rise!”
No one had thrown the first punch yet, Shadow Rise had her hands up and ready to swipe down while the others raised their weapons in defense. But everyone was now staring at Shirou, who in turn was staring intently at the bound idol.
“We’re going to save you and get you out of here! I promise!”
Rise had never met this boy before, but she had a good read on body language. His strong posture, his purposeful stance, the piercing gaze, it was all brimming with confidence and honesty. He believed he could win and help her. And he called her Rise, not Risette. Though her emotions were a muddled mess, she couldn’t help but feel hope for this one stranger to be right.
Yosuke however was fuming and glaring daggers. His friend didn’t even care about Risette and here he was making a proclamation of her protection before he could? Might as well propose to her on the spot while you’re at it! “Damn you, Shirou Emiya…!”
“Hmm, rather passionate for a first timer, aren’t you?” said the faceless Shadow. “Maybe I should give you something extra to SHUT YOU UP!”
As she screeched this, she swung around on the pole to build up momentum before extending her claw-like hands to slash him where he stood. The others tensed, and Teddie and Tama wisely diving for a side table near the entrance, but Shirou stared at the claws dead on.
“I plan to return it in kind,” he said, before summoning his Persona. A hand crush later, and his newest Persona emerged to parry the hand.
Valkyrie let out her battle cry, chorused by her neighing horse. “Ho-jo-to-ho!” With an expert flourish, she swung her twin swords hard enough to force Shadow Rise’s hand back. But she wasn’t done yet, the horse quickly sprinted forward with the rider pulling her arms back for a timed strike. “Arm Chopper!”
Both blades slashed the arm, earning a howl of pain from the Shadow as she recoiled. The others quickly summoned their Personas to flank her, Jiraiya and Tomoe striking her flailing body with their weapons as Konohana Sakuya fired an Agi blast at her.
Painful as it was, all it did was make the Shadow angry. She swung around the pole with both legs and her arm, using the momentum of the attacks. Her free arm, even with the jagged sword wounds, waved out as it glowed and then lobbed a fireball that split into several more. “Maragi!”
Everyone immediately took evasive action, but Chie tripped mid-run. Yukiko quickly rushed in front of her friend and crossed her arms in a blocking stance. Her fan was also extended to protect her face, so the worst she felt was a humid heat wave. As one that controls fire, Sakuya was only mildly inconvenienced from the attack, giving Chie plenty of time to strike back.
“Yosuke! Satonaka! You two get Rise out of there! We’ll cover you!”
“Easier said than done!” Yosuke barked, but followed the order anyway. “Can’t you at least use your -kunda spells?”
“Not really able to do that right now!”
True to his word, Shirou drew his bow and projected a steel-tipped arrow. He quickly assumed a strong stance, took aim, and fired. The arrow found its mark on Shadow Rise’s abdomen, which guided his Persona to swing her blades again. Even if it would break down moments later the damage was literally done.
When this was all over, he’d be sure to thank Fuji-nee and Mitsuzuri-san.
“So that’s one,” the Shadow mused to herself, entirely ignoring the arrow. “Now let’s try… Mabufu!”
This time a barrage of ice flew out of her grotesque hands. Amagi cried out and flinched in worry, but Valkyrie simply rode out in front and acted as their vanguard. The biting wind didn’t deter Shirou’s concentration at all, and although she didn’t emerge unscathed, the Chooser of the Slain and her mount shook off the attack as if it was a mild snowfall.
“You could never compare to the size or strength of the jötnar,” she spat.
Meanwhile, Chie and Yosuke ran to opposite ends of the stage podium before climbing onto it. As the team’s only frontrunners, their main duty was to take the fight to the Shadows and keep their ranged support from getting hit.
Yosuke had always imagined what his first words would be to this idol (even on the way here). He never believed that they would to be fighting words, but that’s life. So, with Jiraiya in position, he willed the Ninja Persona to throw his shuriken hands while shouting, “Hey Shadow! Here’s your Sonic Punch!”
Both knuckles(?) struck her shoulder, interrupting her barrage of attacks as Shirou and Yukiko made their own. “Ow! That was a terrible line!”
His spirit was wounded, but she was right, even if it was the name of Jiraiya’s move, it was so damn cheesy. He should have said something cooler.
“Yosuke! Help me get Rise-chan out of there!” Chie called out, already sprinting to her side.
With a quiet Sukukaja on himself, Yosuke reached the center of the stage a fraction before Chie. He had to stomp down all of his inner fan impulses to ask for an autograph or something else stupid as she was not only in danger, but most likely lethargic. Instead, he took his nata blades and stuck them between the chain links and fiddled with them like lockpicks. Chie then arrived, simply swung her staff as hard as she could to break the chain on her side.
The volley of arrows and fire distracted Shadow Rise, but not enough from the sounds below her. “Oh no you don’t!” she growled and literally stomped, the blow empowered with wind magic. Even when she missed, the force knocked the two off their feet and rendered them vulnerable, or at least Chie.
Yosuke, thanks to Jiraiya, merely shrugged off the wind as he stuck the landing with his newfound acrobatics. “Ha! Up yours, techno-color-stripper-priestess! You can huff and puff but you can’t blow me, freeze me, or burn me, so don’t even try!”
“That’s rather bold. Plan to put that to the lie-detector test?”
“You bet!” he boasted. Then he blinked. “Wait, what lie-detector test?”
“This one!” she sang, holding up a hand charged with electricity. Yosuke flinched. “Here’s your first and only question! You’re gonna die.”
“Protect me, Tomoe!”
A moment later, Chie’s Persona appeared and flanked her with a strong naginata swing, breaking her concentration. Relieved at the assist, Yosuke followed with his own Persona to gang up on her with punches and spinning discus cuts.
In retaliation, the Shadow palmed both the ninja and warrior, slamming them together like flies. The resulting head pain dazed the two even further, and their Personas almost fizzled out their summoners fell to the ground.
“No touching the merchandise!” she chuckled, before spinning around her pole and kicking both offstage and into a side table. Their bodies lay still, alive but groaning in pain. The Shadow felt morbid satisfaction at that, a feeling not at all shared by anyone else.
“Chie!” “Yosuke!”
“Don’t worry! You’re next~!” she said to them in faux cuteness, before lobbing another spell. “Zio-Later!”
Having noticed the slight discharge around her hand, Shirou had already stepped in front of Yukiko and switched out Valkyrie in favor of another. “Izanagi!”
The flash of the Persona was only a moment after the flash of the bolt, but he successfully buffered the attack. The God Persona’s eyes seemed to glow as he fired his own Zio right back, almost powered from Shadow Rise's. She had no natural resistance and simply lit up like a Christmas tree.
“She’s stunned!” Shirou noted with relief. “Quick, Amagi, go over and heal the-”
When he turned, he saw that the black-haired girl had doubled over and was twitching. He was suddenly worried that he had missed a stray bolt guarding her, and turned to her fully. “Amagi! What’s wrong?”
“Zio-later.”
“Huh?”
Without warning, she threw her head back in jovial laughter. “BWA-hahahahaha! Oh, Zio-later! That’s so clever! I got to remember th-”
“AMAGI! Now is NOT the time!”
Her laughter died and was replaced with slight fear. She had never heard or seen Emiya-kun so angry, that it was almost jarring to think he was the same kind leader. Even Teddie and Tama flinched away.
“W-well, you have to admit, it was kind of funny,” she reasoned weakly.
“Yeah, and I’m sure we’ll all be laughing to death real soon,” he deadpanned with emphasis, pointing to where Yosuke and Chie had landed. “Now, keep your emotions in check and help them!”
Yukiko was still put off from his outburst, but he had a point. Breaking into laughter during a serious fight like this was unprofessional, not to mention extremely dangerous. “Y-yessir. Sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry. Heal!”
“Aww, a lover’s quarrel?”
Growling, Shirou turned back to the recovered Shadow and fired another arrow as Yukiko’s Persona used her healing magic. Izanagi mimicked his action by pulling his arm back and throwing his naginata like a javelin, charged with electricity for good measure. Both found their marks, causing her yelp.
“Owwie!” she cried as she crushed the arrow and plucking the spear out. “Seriously though, you need to lighten up, handsome. All that pent-up stress isn’t doing your hot bod any favors.”
Izanagi surged forward to grab his weapon. Shadow Rise, not knowing how to properly wield the naginata, held it both ways like a pole to bash the God Persona. Instead it became a tug-o-war scenario as both sides struggled to keep it. Shirou’s face scrunched in tension as his Persona fought on, and more so as he readied another arrow.
“You can act serious and determined all you want,” she continued. “But take it from me, all work and no play makes Risette go crazy. You can only play the same role without so much as a break from monotony for so LONG before something in you snaps.” The Shadow’s head leaned in closer, and would have likely smiled sardonically if she still had facial features. “And you’re just one step away from a big fat meltdown.”
“You don’t know anything about me,” the magus growled as he generated another arrow.
“You’d be surprised what an acting career can do in picking up someone’s problems. Though I admit you’re a bit tougher to read. You’re determined, a lone wolf kind of guy, but you care a lot about saving little ol’ me and your classmates there. And you hate anything that might distract you from saving someone from an unfortunate death.”
“Your point?”
“I’m just gonna take a shot in the dark and say… survivor’s guilt?”
Shirou’s eyes hardened and, in a split-second decision, changed from aiming at her thigh to her radio-dish head before immediately firing.
“Gah!” she flinched and let go of the naginata, sparks pouring out of her head wound like blood. “Huh, consider that nerve touched.”
Almost immediately, Izanagi pulled back and swung in a powerful arc also directed at her face. “Cleave!”
Not wanting to lose her head, the Shadow was forced to retreat. Fortunately for her, she had amazing flexibility, and simply fell backwards as her legs wrapped themselves around the pole. All she got from the Cleave attack was a grazing blow, cutting only the lower rim edge of her head.
Like a spring lock, Shadow Rise shot back to upright position, and swung her arms down in a haymaker. Izanagi’s raised his weapon up to block, but underestimated her reach. The blow swung over his head and struck him square in the back instead (earning a pained gasp from both Persona and magus).
“No touching~!” she half-sang half-screeched, before twisting back and grabbing the pole with both hands. This time she swung her feet up in place before thrusting both at Izanagi. Shirou had a split second to see her feet glow before forcing his next spell command.
“Rakukaja!”
BOOM!
Just moments after a flash of purple empowered them, Izanagi and Shirou flew off the stage before crashing against the wall. The former was stunned into faulty static, and the latter slipped out due to gravity and hit the floor.
Shirou barely caught the action through his own eyes, but he saw a familiar spiral green appear from her legs like Yosuke’s Garu. It seemed like she had no elemental preference, lobbing spells as naturally as the magically-designed Shadows. Her attacks on their own shouldn’t cause much damage, and she was rather vulnerable in close quarters, but she seemed to fight smarter than the other Shadows they had faced thus far. It was like she was waiting on something, but what?
“That’s enough foreplay,” she said before pivoting herself and leaning back on the pole. She started to spin around in place, her head leaning back as her satellite head flashed out a laser light. “Supreme Insight!”
Shirou guarded to the best of his ability, as did his teammates once the attack was uttered. Green lines phased over them, almost methodically, vertically and horizontally. In fact, the same waves seem to hit Yosuke and the girls from across the room, just as they finished recovering. As soon as it happened though, the Shadow stopped spinning.
“And with that, I know all your weaknesses,” she cooed excitedly.
“That power,” Teddie paled as his eyes shrunk. He then cupped his hands and shouted across the room. “Shirou-sensei, be careful! Her power is just like ours!”
Shirou was alarmed but very skeptical. A power like Structural Analysis? Impossible, that was magecraft only, and even then Teddie was the only being in this world for whatever reason to show any signs of scanning.
Yosuke, whether he missed Teddie’s warning or didn’t care, rushed right in with nata spinning and Jiraiya blitzing over him. He felt a second wind from the healing (and would keep getting healed so long as Amagi was around, the way he saw it) and the Shadow wasn’t going to kill itself.
“Dammit, I had a good line for this,” he thought dejectedly, but his face hid that mental lapse well as he swung and shouted the best thing he could think of. “Eat steel, stupid!”
He swung his weapon in tandem with Jiraiya’s pocket shuriken, only to miss as Shadow Rise leaned back with surprising flexibility at the last moment. At the very least, it stopped her from glowing and likely casting a powerful spell. Determined to keep going, the duo jumped for another attack. She was hanging upside down and clinging onto the same pole that the real Rise was chained to. There was no way she could avoid this.
But to the surprise of everyone, she could. Still following the momentum, the Shadow’s legs unhooked from the pole and she followed through, doing cartwheels in succession. Yosuke was on her tail with rapid flurry strikes, but he would always miss by a hair. Even the wind from Garu spells seemed to hit her a fraction too late as she would swerve away at the last minute.
“Stand still, damn it!”
“Uh, no. Like I’m gonna sit and keep taking that.”
Shirou watched from afar with an arrow drawn, but he hesitated to fire on the off chance he might hit Yosuke by accident. His aim was good, but two moving targets didn’t make it any easier. “Teddie! If there’s some element weakness that you forgot to mention during the fight, now would be a perfect time to say it!”
“But she doesn’t have one!” the bear cried. “Rise-chan’s Shadow is completely neutral to the elements she wields!”
So, unless someone struck her with a hard-enough blow, there was no chance for an all-out attack. That figured…
Chie had tried to follow them, but they were too fast to catch. Realizing that they were circling around the pole stand, she stopped and waited to make a pincer strike. “Steady, steady…” she chanted to herself, keeping her staff steady, with Tomoe mirroring the actions above her.
“Now!” she shouted, sprinting as the Shadow finally aligned herself directly in front. Both fighters were in sync to pierce the enemy, from their movements to their voices. “Skewer!”
However, Shadow Rise chose that exact moment to stop spinning, with one hand remaining on the floor. Then she pushed and sprang into the air, high above the Persona’s charging trajectory. Yosuke and Chie saw each other, and immediately tried to backpedal, but their Personas still crashed into one another, and knocked their users back by the impact.
Meanwhile, the Shadow spun in the air like an acrobat, arms crossed over her chest and legs straight before tucking during the descent. She thrust her feet down at the last moment, causing a bit of a quake from her dismount. “YEAH! Stuck the landing!”
The others watched the scene unfold with worry and shock, but none more so than Shirou. Before, when Shadow Rise dodged their attacks, it was a reaction and response. Now she seemed to know instinctively where to move and when to avoid any attack, even ones from her blind spots. She knew when to dodge, how to dodge, and if her claims were correct, knew everyone’s exact elemental weaknesses. Teddie was right, her power was like Structural Analysis!
Shadow Rise turned back to the recovering teens. Her body gave off a familiar red aura as she shot her arm out with an Agi. The tomboy cried and curled into a ball, feeling as if the fire was melting her. Then the Shadow repeated the action on Yosuke, this time with a Zio bolt. He too yelped, and was pushed further away by a bounce.
“Here it comes again!” she cried as she glowed for another spell. Her gaze heavily implied that Chie was her target again.
“No!” Yukiko cried, rushing over. Konohana Sakuya trailed ahead, extending her hands out to release an Agi spell.
It succeeded in stopping Shadow Rise, but only briefly. The fireball sailed harmlessly forward as she twirled to the side at the last moment, and calmly launched her spell. Though wasn’t fire like Yukiko had expected. It was ice, which crashed onto her Persona like freezing-cold water. “Kyaaaaa!”
“Do you fools understand now?!” The Shadow gloated over Yukiko. “I know your every move before you can make it! I know all possible outcomes, all scenarios, and even your three measurements! Nothing you can do can surprise me now, let alone hit me!”
Shirou crocked his arrow back, but stopped. That Supreme Insight of hers, biding her time to know elemental weaknesses… she was playing the long game, dividing and conquering. If he had been more hands-on with team formations, this might not have happened, but there was little he could do now. Save for winning this fight, of course.
Normal brute force through Persona wasn’t going to cut it this time, so he set his bow down and held his hand out in front of him. He closed his eyes and briefly let his mind wander to what Margaret told him…
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May 20th, Inaba Hill, 13 Days Ago
This was Shirou’s first time visiting the hill. He had heard about it being the planned sight for a child daycare, but most days like today, it was empty. Empty, yet a nice reminder of how peaceful the town could feel, with the gazebo, grass, and view of the whole town below.
It was the ideal setting for the first of Margaret’s 10-step plan to Magecraft. At least, in theory.
“I warned you this was going to hurt.”
Shirou heaved from his crouched state, eyes wide, hands clutching his knee and abdomen to stop himself from collapsing. It wasn’t as bad as he made it look though, if there was ANY benefit to his (now discredited) magic circuit making ritual, it was creating a high pain tolerance before doing the actual process.
He trusted Margaret to go through with this, and she did warn him three times if he was certain he wanted to go through with the procedure. Any edge to solving the case was pain well spent, and he didn’t want to worry Fuji-nee or anyone else should he have to resort to magecraft again. That said, it was still sudden when Margaret shoved a green, glowing crystal inside him, and sat back to literally watch him grovel in pain.
“To put it simply, everyone has the power of potential inside of them,” Margaret spoke. “But how that potential is used or awakened is solely up to the user. For example, a martial artist would harness their power through years of conditioning the mind and body. This potential of theirs takes the form of ‘chi’ or ‘ki’. And as you have seen, you and your friends are blessed with the power of Persona as your potential. It is one that my Master and I specialize in, so to speak. But what sets the potential for a magus, and what they might insist is why they are better than the common man, is that they are born with a switch inside of them.”
A switch? How could he imagine a switch when he was never told of this before? Shirou wanted to ask, but clearly the pain was too much to even move his mouth. He could only settle with staring up at her. Margaret, the smart enigma, could tell from body language alone and answered.
“This switch, of course, refers to how they can harness their magecraft. It is no different from how a martial artist can access their ki, or how you summon your Personas. Once you have a grasp of your inner workings, you can use it fully and freely. But that can only happen if you build a foundation for it first.”
Shirou knew this of course. That was why he tried making magic circuits over and over again.
“Your problem, however, is that you were led to believe you had to recreate the magic circuits each time when at best you only had to do it once and activate the switch,” she explained. “That’s about as futile as the martial artist spending years relearning his punch motions, or you trying to re-summon Izanagi under duress again.”
That… was actually a decent pair of analogies. Why take the time building something repeatedly when there was already something to use without risk? No wonder Pixie was so mad before. All that potential was wasted for nothing.
But still, could he be blamed for that? He was taught by his dad about this, and surely he had a good reason. Or maybe it was possible for anyone to create their own magic circuits through their potential?
As if reading his thoughts again, Margaret shook her head. “There are limits to how one accesses their potential. Remember when you first fused Cu Sith? He was created using the base of Izanagi and Eligor, inheriting their skills as his own. Skills he could never access on his own otherwise.”
“In other words, it is like breeding the best qualities and traits of two parties to make something superior. Magi have been doing this for years to achieve heirs and prestige for their crafts, as Magic Circuits, or rather the switches, are a hereditary trait. Just like some people are born with no skill to whistle, those without a switch can never use their magic circuits.”
Heredity trait… so did that mean he had magic circuits after all? But Kiritsugu thought of his skillset in Gradation Air to be useless, and he could barely cast two of those three spells down right after all this time. He thought that, as they were basic spells, he would be able to learn more with practice in keeping his magic circuits stable.
But that was probably a topic for another time, as she spoke of more relevant matters. “What I gave you is called a Plume of Dusk. You could say they are fragments of a living, yet different thing. Existing between mind and matter. They have many uses, from emitting their own space-time barrier to even the miracle of rebirth.”
Slowly but surely, Shirou found feeling in his legs again. Huh, this was already a major step up from the hour-long pain equivalent to inserting a red-hot iron into his spine. He didn’t feel good enough to talk though, such as ask more about this “Plume of Dusk” thing she shoved inside him, like how she got such an item. That would be for another day.
“It’s best to see them as miniature Shadows, that can impart an identity and even a Persona in one’s subconscious. But for you that would be redundant. Instead, it is now forcing your magecraft switch on, and the backlash of pain is caused by your atrophied circuits. It is almost the same principle of using Personas, so now you should be able to freely access your circuits without the Plume’s help.”
Seeing Shirou fully stand upright, Margaret rose from her seat on the bench and wrapped an arm over his shoulders. She paid no mind to the proximity or his flushing features. “The process should wear off overnight, so allow me to carry you far enough that you can reach your house.”
The red-haired teen wanted to argue against this, as he felt red in the face again at being so close to her. But he could barely manage a groan as she practically dragged him back to the street corner of the Dojima home.
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(So, because how new posts tend to fuse with past posts and thus fuse word count that had exceeded it before, I can't immediately update more of this yet, and probably won't for a few hours. To those reading this, I'm sorry but you'll have to wait a few hours before I wake up and hopefully will be allowed to post new again)