Chapter 2
“Crap, crap, crap, crap, craaaaaaaaap!”
Such was the yell of Avenger as he barreled down the streets of night-time Fuyuki.
Beating at hasty retreat from Zeitgeist, the tattooed youth had started sprinting down the street, not exactly sure where he was headed to. The thing was, he had to go somewhere. Anywhere was better than in that bizarro-bar with a bizarro-Chikagi. And right now, the “anywhere” was right here, outside, on the cold and wet streets where snow seemed to be falling from the skies non-stop.
“Screw this! What I said was a hyperbole!” Avenger screamed towards the skies as he continued to run. “I didn’t mean it as a wish to whisk me away into some charming and heart-warming Christmas story where I’m being shown just how boring life would be if I was—Heguh!”
The last sound was caused by Avenger’s bare toes catching a crack in the sidewalk, sending him face first into a pile of snow. The previously grumble-filled street was now silent again, with the only sign of life being the lights in the windows of nearby houses, and the jumble of black hair and egregious tattoos that was quickly being buried under the falling whiteness.
“Typical,” Avenger tried to said. However, with a mouth full of snow, the only thing that came out was: “Hmphl.”
“Needing a little help there?”
Raising his head from the pile of snow, Avenger found himself staring at a figure, illuminated by the city lights. Bathed in the warm glow, surrounded by falling crystalline flakes, was a person the tattooed youth certainly had not expected to see. She was wearing a kimono and a hakama, both in subdued red colors, and the hair of this new arrival was like a patch of pink roses. Eyes of same color stared at Avenger with slight amusement in them.
For the second time that day, Avenger found himself nigh speechless. Still, he was able to let out a grunt of surprise.
“…. Sakura Saber? The hell…?” he mumbled, spitting out snow as he did.
“Yeah. It’s me,” Sakura Saber answered, flashing a bright smile.
What followed was a confused silence, during which Avenger slowly got out of the pile of snow. He dusted himself off, all the while keeping a suspicious eye on the female Servant.
“… You know, that really doesn’t explain a frickin’ thing. I mean, I do recognize you. You’re that joke character from Koha-A—“
The rest of his words were swallowed as Avenger once again bit the snow, this time sent there by a swift axe-kick form Sakura Saber’s boot.
“Now, now. Let’s not start throwing insults, Mr. Comic Relief,” Sakura Saber said sweetly, but with a hint of danger in her tone. “We’re both legitimate characters, aren’t we?”
“Yeah, I guess so…” Avenger grumbled as he once more hoisted himself up. “… Figures you’d have an inferiority complex. It’s in your name, after all…”
“What was that?” Sakura Saber asked, tilting her head. Avenger was quick to shake his head dismissively.
“Nothing, nothing! Forget ‘bout it,” he hastily stated. Then, after fixing his scarf back on, he shot a glare at the female Servant. “So? What are you doing here? I figured I might see you in the annual Christmas party, but that don’t explain what you’re doing here in the bizarro world.”
“Here? Oh! That’s right. I forgot to explain!” Sakura Saber said, clapping her hands together. “I came to save you.”
“Huuuuh!?”
The disbelief in Avenger’s voice was palpable enough to crush an anvil.
“What did you say? Save me? What, you’re here to take me away from this creepy place where bartenders go Extreme Makeover on their work places in a single night?” Avenger asked, raising his eyebrow mockingly. However, it didn’t seem like Sakura Saber put much note to it.
“Yeah. That’s what I was sent here for. Think of me as a guardian angel of some sort,” she explained. “I was sent here to guide you in this new world, and show you some things.”
“Sent? By whom? The one responsible for this ridiculous mess?” Avenger asked. To his surprise, Sakura Saber simply shrugged.
“Couldn’t tell you! It was a bit like during a Holy Grail War,” she said, sounding awfully happy about it. “One moment I was back home, and then, BOMF! Here I am, knowing what my mission is, but lacking all details on what’s really going on.”
“Aw, crap. Figures. It wouldn’t be a full rip-off of that movie if there wasn’t a frickin’ guardian angel,” Avenger grumbled, rubbing his temples. “But why you? Of all the possible people, why did they choose—“
Suddenly, Avenger went silent, simply staring at Sakura Saber’s face. Then, realization dawning upon his face, he snapped his finger and slowly slammed his fist to his open palm.
“Aah, right, right. That’s why.”
“Huh? You know why I was chosen?” Sakura Saber asked, tilting her head. “Even I don’t have a clue.”
“You know, it’s that thing. That… what was it again?” Avenger thought for a moment, before finally finding the right words. “The IQ of a rabbit and faith of a child. Or was it a face? Neither one doesn’t sound wro— Heguh!”
Once again, the boot of Sakura Saber found its target in Avenger’s head, and the latter was sent straight into the already quite violated pile of snow.
“You were saying?” Sakura Saber asked, the threatening sweetness creeping to her voice once again.
“Nhmthng,” Avenger answered, his voice muffled by the snow.
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“So you went ahead and wished you hadn’t been summoned?”
As the duo of two Servants trudged down the night-time December street, Avenger had graced his companion with an abridged version of what had happened to him. By the time he had gotten to the part where had made his drunken wish, Sakura Saber had finally let out a cry of objection, startling the tattooed youth.
“Yeah, I did. So what?” Avenger asked, looking uncomfortable. “Well, I mean, ‘So what besides the obvious fact that the wish came true’. You know what I mean.”
“But your summoning was an integral part of everyone’s lives! If you haven’t been summoned in the Third war, whole lives have changed!”
“Yeah, for the worst! I mean, I am All the Evils of the World, if only in name,” Avenger grumbled a response. However, Sakura Saber was quick to tut him silent.
“Nonsense. You might not realize it, but your summoning has influenced a lot of people, and without you, their lives are much more miserable!” she proudly proclaimed, patting Avenger on the shoulder. “You are needed in so many ways you can’t even think!”
“Yeah? Like what?” Avenger asked, swatting away the girl’s hand.
“Well… for example… umm…”
Sakura Saber scrunched her nose, looking a bit troubled.
“You’re just reciting that guardian angel crap, aren’t you?” Avenger asked, snorting at the sight.
“Well, yes, but that’s beside the point! Everyone’s lives make a difference, no matter how insignificant or troublesome we view them!” she stated, now looking a bit angry. “Let’s look for an example. Umm… Oh! Where are we headed right now?”
“Now?” Avenger asked, and after getting a nod from the girl, pointed close-by. “To that Tohsaka girl. If anyone knows what to do with this crazy new world, she will. I mean, she’s clumsy as hell, but she should be able to get the job done.”
“Great! Then let’s go!”
And without giving the tattooed youth get a single word in edgewise, the pink-haired Servant dragged him up the street, all the way to the front yard of a familiar-looking western mansion. Like rest of Fuyuki, the house had been almost swallowed up by the heavy snowfall, but at least the pathway to the front door was neatly shoveled clean.
Still, that offered no help as Sakura Saber dragged Avenger to a nearby window, instead of letting him walk through the door.
“Hey! What’s the big idea!?” Avenger asked, finally able to free himself from the female Servant’s grasp.
“What? Well, I said I was going to show you an example, didn’t I?” Sakura Saber asked, smiling brightly. “And here’s a perfect chance to show how miserable people’s lives would turn out without you!”
It took Avenger few seconds to process this statement, and when he did, he burst into a mocking laughter.
“Wait, you’re serious!? You’re saying, gahaha, that the Tohsaka girl would have a miserable life if I wasn’t summoned!?” Avenger let out another howl of mockery. “That’s rich! Really rich! I would have except something this stupid from the Red Saber, but you? Oh, you’re just like your originals!”
“Just shut up and look!” Sakura Saber hissed, and forcibly turned Avenger’s eyes to the window, his neck letting out a quite violent crack as he did. “Can’t you see?”
Though in pain, Avenger still continued to laugh. However, that laughter quickly died on his lips as he gazed through the window into the Tohsaka manor. Instead of the well-furnished western aristocratic dream it had been, what he saw now were only empty, dark rooms. It was a house where clearly nobody was really living. In fact, the only piece of furniture was a single sofa in the living room, where he could see a strange shape lying on.
“Wait… what!?” Avenger exclaimed in surprise. “You… you can’t be serious! You’re saying that because I wasn’t summoned, the Tohsaka girl now lives in a dumpster like this? How? Why!?”
“It just means that you’re more meaningful than you think,” Sakura Saber retorted extremely smugly. “What did I tell you?”
As Avenger peered deeper into the house, it started to dawn to him that this house hadn’t been in livable condition for a long time. Even outside he could feel that the heating wasn’t on, and that inside must’ve been cold as a coffin. Then there was the strange pile of rags on the sofa, which kept moving slightly every now and then. Almost as if somebody had been sleeping inside.
“Wait… don’t tell me that that’s the Tohsaka girl…?” Avenger said, disbelief now filling his voice. “She’s actually living in this shit-hole…?”
And then, as if to answer his question, the shape suddenly rose from the sofa, woken up by the sudden ringing of a cellphone.
Before the curious eyes of the two Servants, someone looking unmistakably like Tohsaka Rin, twin-tails and all, straightened her back, scratched her chin, and took out a large, outdated cellphone from within the blankets she had been hiding under. The girl before them seemed almost sleep-deprived, with heavy bags under her eyes, and a grumpy look on her face.
“See? She’s not looking that great, is she?” Sakura Saber asked, smiling at the sight. “All because you weren’t summoned.”
“Yeesh… I gotta admit, I wasn’t expecting this. I mean, I barely knew the Tohsaka girl,” Avenger spoke. “Could my absence really affect her that much?”
“It certainly did. Now, instead of living in her own mansion, or in a household filled with friendly smiles, she’s stuck in a lifeless house like this,” Sakura Saber spoke, starting to sound like some sort of creepy narrator. “Perhaps it was the loss of both her father and her mentor, perhaps it was the knowledge that the next Holy Grail War wouldn’t come during her lifetime, or perhaps—“
“Huh!? What do you mean ‘couldn’t come’!? I’ve been waiting in this measly little summer-home for hours now! I’ve got a flight to catch! Huh? Yes, of course I’m using my own jet, but I still have to be in London by morning!”
“— Or perhaps she doesn’t actually live here.”
As the two Servants watched, flabbergasted at the sight, Tohsaka Rin walked over to the nearby wall and hit the light-switch. This revealed her figure in full detail, further shocking the duo. Instead of the attire they had used to seeing her in, she was now clearly wearing brand model clothing, though keeping her red-and-black color scheme. The jacket on her looked especially expensive.
“I couldn’t care less about what price they offered! If they’re not gonna be here, then that chance is over. I’ll find a new buyer! Whatever it was that they offered, it won’t even amount to my week’s salary! So tell them that the deal won’t happen, and they can only blame themselves!”
With an angry flourish of hand, Tohsaka Rin took her cellphone and threw it straight into the wall, where it shattered into tiny pieces. Then, heaving a sigh, she tried composing herself, putting her hands on her chest.
“Come on, Rin, calm down. You don’t want Shirou-kun to see you like this. Be calm. Be calm…” she mumbled to herself.
Meanwhile, Avenger turned to stare at Sakura Saber with eyes like those of a dead fish.
“Explanation, please,” he said. Sakura Saber, looking confused herself, concentrated for a moment, her eyes directly locked onto Rin.
And then, after a few seconds had passed, she finally found the information she was looking for.
“Oh. Umm. From what I can tell… Tohsaka Rin is the current head of Tohsaka Zaibatsu, which is one of the largest business conglomerates in modern Japan. After… after her father and mentor died in the Grail War, and knowing that those wars had ended since the Einzberns had won, she was free to focus her attention elsewhere… namely, making insane amounts of money. Which she did,” Sakura Saber explained, sounding like a monotone computer voice reciting her lines. “She is currently the third richest person in the country, and a well-known and respected member of the Clock Tower. People call her the future of Japan’s magi.”
A deep, deep silence fell to the yard, during which Avenger could only stare at Sakura Saber. As the quietness dragged on, the female Servant approached her partner a bit unsurely, not knowing what was going on in his head. After all, his face looked like it had just been run over by a truck: completely flat and with no life in it.
Eventually, she gathered enough courage to poke him in the chest. And when she did…
“ISN’T SHE DOING HELL OF A LOT BETTER THAN SHE WAS BACK IN THE ORIGINAL WORLD!?”
Avenger’s scream echoed on the streets, also managing to surprise the daylights out of Tohsaka Rin.
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“So, um… feeling better?”
“Like hell I am!”
Though the bomb of cursing and swearing had gone off in the yard of the former Tohsaka household, Sakura Saber had eventually managed to calm Avenger down. Now the two of them were sitting on a sidewalk, Avenger holding his head in his hands while Sakura Saber was trying to find some way to cheer him up. Considering what they had just witnessed, that was proving to be more than a bit difficult.
“I mean, I just got a confirmation to a question I didn’t even really ask!” Avenger shouted, slapping away the comforting hand of Sakura Saber. “So yeah, it really looks like people are doing much better if I hadn’t been summoned!”
“Oh, come on. It was just one example,” Sakura Saber said. “I bet that if we look around, we can find out just how miserable everyone else is. Heck, I bet all that money has made Tohsaka Rin really lonely, too!”
“What are you talking about? She was just off to meet that Shirou kid!” Avenger growled, glaring daggers at the female Servant. “Didn’t sound that lonely to me!”
Out of words, Sakura Saber stood up and folded her arms across her chest. Her scrunched nose indicated she was back to thinking, determined to find a way to get Avenger out of his pit of self-pity. Surprisingly quickly her face dawned like the rising sun, and with a small pirouette, she turned to face the tattooed youth.
“… What?” Avenger blurted out, near-permanent scowl on his face.
“I know what’ll cheer you up!” Sakura Saber stated, showing him thumbs up. Avenger, clearly wary of this sudden change, raised his eyebrow.
“Yeah…?”
“A song number!” Sakura Saber stated.
“A what!?”
But it was too late. While Avenger was still trying to grasp what she was talking about, Sakura Saber had taken a few steps back, and was now pointing flamboyantly at the tattooed Servant. Before he managed to even voice his protests, her voice bellowed out in the starting notes of a song.
Approaching Avenger slowly, Sakura Saber’s growing presence forced the male Servant up on his legs. While she continued her approach, he slowly started retreating, clearly not enjoying where this conversation was now heading.
“Become a self-hating emo, a Kariya on the run! And have you fallen so far, is the hour so late, that nothing remains but the cry of self-hate?”
Catching Avenger by his scarf, Sakura Saber pulled him closer, now singing straight to his face.
“Blaming yourself because you feel like you must, here where you stand at the eve of Christmas!”
Finally, Avenger was starting to feel a bit angry. So, fueled by his desire to defend himself, he grasped Sakura Saber by shoulders and pushed her back, breaking into a song of his own.
“Now there’s another way to go! Right what happened so long ago! Summoned to a Class with strength of paper, I went for four days and got killed by Saber! Like when they chained me and left me for dead! Back when I was subject of dread!”
But the burning anger did not last long, and with that outburst, Avenger slumped back on the snowy ground. There, he hung his head low and continued singing, this time with much more somber tone.
“And then I allowed Caren… to touch my junk and whip me good. She treated me like piece of trash. She called me a pig. My nads did she smash.”
As Avenger looked up at Sakura Saber, the horrors of such experiences surfaced on his face, and for a moment, the female Servant expected him to burst into tears.
“My life she claimed of S&M games! Now do you see? Why I have come to hate this world… this world that does not need me.”
Before he could finish the final note, Avenger suddenly felt himself being yanked back up by the strong arms of Sakura Saber. The female Servant stared into his eyes intensely, and the fire burning in her pupils felt almost contagious; just like her song.
“Take new look around you! No longer bitch and moan! That’s all you have lived for! That’s all you have known!“
Avenger, still struggling to stay on his feet, continued.
“One word from her and I’d be back! Beneath the lash, upon the rack! But in here I have my freedom. Here I did not fuck things up… like a jerk.”
Sakura Saber shook Avenger by his shoulders, forcing him to look straight back into her eyes.
“But in here it’s not all beaux. Trust me, I know. That’s why they showed you this life. As original’s the way to go.”
His feet still unwillingly dragging behind, Avenger was caught into a hold by Sakura Saber, and forced towards the top of the hill. Still, as they moved forward, he put out his last words of rebellion to his situation… yet at the same time, the tone had changed.
Almost as if something in Sakura Saber’s words had reached him.
“I am reaching, but I fall. Like fourth night was closing in. As I stare into the void… I mean, that’s my origin.”
That was enough. Sakura Saber took a good hold of Avenger’s face and slapped it, waking him from his melancholic stupor.
“So you escaped from that world! The world of Avenger!”
This finally lit the flame inside Avenger. Digging his feet deep into the snow, he pushed up, and together, him and Sakura Saber arrived to the top of the hill. And together, they threw their hands into the air, and bellowed out the last notes of the song.
“Avenger’s nothing now! This stupid story must, begiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii-GUAH!”
Beautifully, almost as if in accordance to the music, Sakura Saber suddenly let out a hideous cough, and blood came flying from her mouth. Avenger watched as the splatters of red were caught by the wind, and carried ever higher like the fragments of a torn-up letter. As he did, the pink-haired Servant next to him collapsed to the ground, writhing in pain and continuing her TB-induced coughing fit.
“… You know, that’s a rather gruesome way to mimic the actual scene,” Avenger mumbled, watching as the drops of blood disappeared into the sky.