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    Matou Shinji and the Broken Chains (HP/FSN CYOA)

    Matou Shinji and the Broken Chains

    A Harry Potter / Fate Stay Night Story




    Chapter 1. Overlooking View

    As he stood in one of the waiting rooms of the Mifune City Medical Center, looking through the window at the city beneath him, Matou Shinji was rapidly coming to the conclusion that he didn’t much like hospitals, though the reasons weren’t quite what one might expect. It certainly wasn’t the smells of death and decay and medicine lingering in the air – while unpleasant for most, they reminded Shinji of the home he’d grown up in. Nor was it the background chatter of the medical staff, their language sterile and cold as they discussed the conditions of their patients, the state of the world, or what they would do after their shifts.

    It was the sense of pain and desperation hidden behind the eyes of the patients he passed by – as well as the fear and helplessness of families and friends who visited them. The way patients would stiffen each time a doctor approached their rooms, and relaxed as the physician walked on. The utter lack of control most had over their lives while they were in the hospital…and worse, their resignation to it.

    For all those things reminded Matou Shinji of how and what he used to be: a powerless corpse just pretending to be alive, doing his best to deny the fact that he was already dead. He’d studied the family arts, thrown himself into mastering the theory with a zeal that bordered on madness, desperately hoping that if he pushed himself hard enough, worked long enough, he might achieve a breakthrough.

    Might be accepted by his family. Might become the Matou heir, despite his lack of magic circuits.

    And then one day, he’d discovered the truth. The truth that his…sister, the outsider he had grudgingly come to accept as part of his family after she’d been cast out by hers, had been adopted by the Matous not out of pity, but pragmatism. That the girl the Tohsaka had thrown away was to be his replacement, and that Matou Byakuya, the worthless man who had dared to call himself his father, had known this all along.

    That man had given him false hope, only to turn his back on Matou Shinji when the truth was revealed, without so much as a hint of remorse or sympathy. In retrospect, it was obvious to the boy that that man had never truly cared about him. The few moments that man had spent with him had undoubtedly been a chore, a pretense that Matou Byakuya couldn’t wait to discard, for in that man’s eye, Matou Shinji meant nothing.

    ‘If it wasn’t for my…sister…’

    No, that was wrong.

    It was tempting to say that his…sister had taken everything from him. Tempting…but inaccurate, because it implied that Matou Shinji had had anything to lose in the first place, anyone to lose. That he hadn’t been considered worthless to everyone around him to begin with.

    It was more accurate to say that the outsider had shown him the truth – and for that he’d hated her, hated her more than anyone – or anything – else in the world.

    ‘If I hadn’t gotten a letter from Hogwarts all those years ago, if I hadn’t found something to give my life meaning, something – someone – to live for…’

    …who knew what kind of monster he would have become?

    Those ‘what ifs’ weren’t things Matou Shinji particularly cared to think about, but they’d been on his mind quite a bit in the past few days, since he’d learned of that man’s passing.

    ‘Why did the letter have to come the day after Tanabata…?’

    Less a letter than a brief note, laying out the facts of Matou Byakuya’s death – and that a funeral had been scheduled for the late so-called ‘Head of the Matou Family’ on July 16th, less than a week from now. Before that though…

    “Something on your mind, Matou?”

    …a voice interrupted his reverie.

    “Was it that obvious, Fujou?” Shinji asked dryly, turning from the window to regard the kimono-clad boy that he’d once known as Emiya Shirou.

    Of course, that had been before the other boy had been made aware that before the Fourth Fuyuki Grail War – and the fire that destroyed his memories, he had been a member of the Fujou clan, an ancient lineage of Japanese magi specializing in shamanism.

    And that in fact, aside from his elder sister, who had been hospitalized for years, Fujou Shiroe, as he had been born, was the last member of the main family – and thus its rightful head.

    “You were looking off into the distance,” the Fujou magus said quietly, regarding the boy he called a friend, after a fashion. “Something interesting out there, Matou?”

    “No, just needed to focus on something else for a moment,” Shinji replied, keeping his expression as impassive as he could. It wouldn’t do for his companion to know he was ill at ease, after all. “Since you’re back, I take it your sister is ready to see us now.”

    “Uhm…yes,” Shiroe answered, his smile seeming a little sheepish. “Sorry about that. The nurses were helping her bathe earlier, it seems.”

    “Ah.” Shinji took a deep breath. “How long has she been here? In the hospital, I mean.”

    “Years,” the Fujou head answered distantly. “Since before…before the Fuyuki fire. The fire itself was…a nightmare, but I can’t imagine what that must have been like to think your family was all dead. I wasn’t alone in Fuyuki when that happened. My…”

    …parents, the boy who had once been Emiya Shirou wanted to say. He didn’t, though, because he didn’t actually remember them, and he thought that to call them that might be setting aside the man he considered his father.

    Emiya Kiritsugu, the Magus Killer. One of the Masters in the Fourth Fuyuki Grail War.

    The man who had rescued him from the flames, when he had lost all hope of survival, who had adopted him as his own.

    “…so I heard from Kaiduka-san,” Shinji noted softly. “It’s good that you survived, Fujou.”

    “Only because I was saved,” Shiroe replied, shaking his head. “The only one saved, in the end. Even if the means Dad found to do it has a price.”

    “A price?” Shinji asked sharply, his thoughts going back to a comment he’d heard about his companion about a year and a half ago. “This has something to do with what Kaiduka mentioned when you first met him, doesn’t it?”

    What the Matou scion referred to was, of course, the five-tailed fox’s comment about Emiya Shirou – Fujou Shiroe’s elemental affinity shifting from metal to something else due to something within him. Something powerful. Something of the west.

    ‘An artifact of some kind, maybe?’

    Fujou Shiroe hesitated for only a moment, but it was enough for Shinji to draw his own conclusions.

    “Let’s talk about that a bit later, alright, Matou?” the Fujou head said quietly. “Admittedly that was part of why I asked you to come with me today, even though I know how busy you are with your other obligations, but…it wasn’t the whole of it.”

    “Oh?” Matou Shinji was intrigued, though also a little puzzled. Even when they’d both lived in Fuyuki, he and Emiya Shirou – as the boy had been called then – had never been particularly close. Neither had that changed with them both in Mahoutokoro, as each had their own duties to attend to, and masters that they served.

    “I never did thank you,” Fujou Shiroe noted, his voice barely above a whisper. “Without you, I wouldn’t be on the path I am now. I wouldn’t have a teacher. I wouldn’t have a family.” The boy shook his head. “You’ve met Kohaku by now—“

    “—hard not to when your cousin spends a lot of time around you,” Shinji interjected with a wry smile, remembering that as he’d seen the boy with his distant cousin at Tanabata. “Or when she works closely with Sajyou-san.”

    “But you haven’t met my sister,” the redheaded boy continued, as if the Matou scion hadn’t made his comment at all. “And if you don’t meet her now…I’m not sure you’ll ever get the chance.”

    Shinji stiffened as he heard this, levity fading from his face as he regarded his companion.

    “That bad?” he asked. He’d wondered of course, since the girl had been hospitalized for so long, but there was a part of him that thought…

    “Yeah,” Shiroe answered quietly. “That bad.”

    “…I’m sorry.”

    “Don’t be. It’s not your fault, Matou. It’s just how things are. Even if…” Shiroe’s voice trailed off as he swallowed, closing his eyes. “Even if I wish more than anything else in the world that I could save her. Somehow.”




    Pain.

    For Fujou Kirie, that word defined the totality of her day to day existence. The physical pain of her slowly failing body, whose unnatural vitality only prolonged her suffering, the anguish of the mental tedium which ground on day after day after day in the years since she’d been admitted to Mifune City Medical Center years ago, the torture of seeing the vast world outside her window – a world without limits, a world without boundaries, a world where everyone moved freely – and knowing she’d never be able to return to it, that until the day she died, this sterile room would be all that she knew.

    There were no plants in her room.

    No flowers.

    No fresh fruit.

    Nothing from the outside world except the harsh light of the mid-day sun.

    Occasionally a letter would arrive for her from Shiroe, but those were few and far between, and as much as their words were a comfort, they also hurt because of their formality – because of how different her brother was from how she remembered. When Matsuo-san had told her that her brother was alive, that he had not died in a car accident in Fuyuki after all, Fujou Kirie had been overwhelmed by emotions she had thought she’d lost the capacity for: hope and joy.

    For the first time in who knew how long, she’d broken down in tears at the thought that perhaps she might not be utterly alone, that someone who cared about her was still alive.

    …and then Shiroe – who had called himself Emiya Shirou – had visited, along with a girl named Kohaku, whose mother had been born into one of the Fujou branch families by one of the previous heads for violating a taboo.

    As kind as the two of them had been, as nice as they had seemed, the encounter had been…awkward. She had never met Kohaku – Fujou Kohaku now, she supposed – and so the other girl treating her with the reserve and deference due a social superior was to be expected, but…Shiroe had acted the same way. Indeed, it had soon become clear to her that her brother didn’t remember her at all, that all the memories they’d shared growing up were gone.

    That in all the ways that mattered, her brother – the boy she’d grown up with – was dead, with this stranger taking his place and name.

    When he and the branch family girl had left, Kirie had wept in the privacy of her room, cursing herself for having dared to hope things would be different, cursing Matsuo-san for giving her that hope, cursing the world which seemed to take a cruel amusement in tormenting her.

    Had it not been enough that she lived in constant pain, pain that could never be completely treated, no matter what medications she was put on? Had it not been enough that her body was giving out, that slowly her sight, her hearing, and her other senses were beginning to fade? Had it not been enough to have only the view outside her window every day? A view of a world where people lived and laughed and smiled – a world that was unreachable to her?

    Had it not been enough that she had finally come to terms with the fact that she was alone in the world without that false, futile hope Matsuo-san had given her?

    In the days, weeks, months since, she’d reflected that the Maiden of the Tree probably hadn’t intended to hurt her so – that Matsuo-san had only meant to give her something to look forward to, even if the other didn’t fully understand. While they were both confined in a way, with the powerful shrine maiden unable to leave the City Under Earth, and herself unable to leave this hospital, the chains binding the other were those of choice and duty – not physical infirmity, with the Maiden having far more freedom than she.

    ‘Even if I cannot imagine how she chooses to remain there, for the countless years she has been alive. She looks exactly the same now as when I met her over a decade ago…’

    Kirie had been just entering her teens – and the quite-healthy heiress to the Fujou family – when she’d met Matsuo-san. They hadn’t spent much time together – perhaps about a week at most – but in that brief period, the older woman had felt like a sister to her, taking note of her talents and sharing with her some of the gifts she would one day come to inherit, filling her with a sense of wonder.

    Helping to her to understand her family’s past.

    But after that meeting, Matsuo-san had not appeared to her at all– until the eve of the new year, when she’d informed Kirie that her brother Shiroe lived.
    Fujou Kirie had no illusions about what would happen in the end.

    It wasn’t as if there was any hope she could be cured. Tumors had invaded much of her body, and the rest seemed to keep going only by strength of will sometimes.

    A will that was slipping away, day by day, as she grew thinner and thinner, frailer and frailer. Her long, raven-colored hair was about the only thing about her that somehow refused to be affected by her long illness, or by the many treatments she’d had in her battle to prolong her life, and while sometimes it gave her a sense of pride, she also knew that coupled with the rest of her appearance, it made her seem like a yurei – *a ghost trapped in the world and unable to move on.

    Sometimes, she thought the comparison fitting.

    She was 24 already, yet her life had been frozen since she was only 17 – before she’d graduated from high school. Before she’d come into her inheritance as Fujou family head and master of its mysteries. Before she’d ever had the chance to love – or be loved.

    The girl grimaced as she felt a stab of pain within her chest, closing her eyes and focusing on the simple act of breathing.

    Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale.

    Slowly, the pain passed, as it always did.

    It was always worse after she was bathed, as if the moisture and the smell of antiseptic soap aggravated her ailment, almost more than just the act of sitting up.

    But she’d gotten used to that too.

    One could get used to almost everything in time, after all.

    Even despair.

    And then, in a break from the usual routine, someone knocked on the door.

    “You have visitors, Fujou-san,” the voice of one of the nurses announced, with the young woman turning from the window to see two youths shuffling into the room.

    One was her brother, of course, but the other was a boy she’d never met before, one with hair so black it was almost blue in the light.

    “Good afternoon, aneue,” Shiroe greeted with a bow, not knowing that his formality hurt her more than anything else could. “How are you feeling today?”

    “The same as always, Shiroe,” she responded. “Who—“

    But Fujou Kirie couldn’t complete her query, as she broke into a fit of coughing that lasted for over a minute. Her brother hastily filled a cup of water and handed it to her, which she accepted with trembling hands as the coughing went on and on, until it finally stopped.

    Bringing the cup to her lips, she took several long swallows of the lukewarm liquid, feeling the burning in her throat easing fractionally – enough for her to speak.

    “Who is your…friend?” the woman asked, her voice a hoarse whisper.

    The other boy bowed low.

    “My name is Matou Shinji, Fujou-san,” he spoke solemnly. “I knew your brother when he was in Fuyuki as an Emiya.”

    “Ah.”

    “He’s the one who told me about my heritage,” Fujou Shiroe added with a pained expression, glancing at his friend. “After my adopted father’s death, he took me to Kyoto where I learned…where I learned who I was. Even if there is much I have forgotten.”

    Fujou Kirie blinked.

    If by Kyoto, Shiroe meant…

    “…you are a disciple of Matsuo-san, then,” she said after a moment. Glancing over the boy, she was a bit confused, as he didn’t seem to be from one of the four families – or even anyone very remarkable, at that. “I…am grateful.”

    The words didn’t come easily to her, but she said them, nonetheless.

    “Less a disciple than a simple student,” Shinji corrected. “It is an honor to finally meet you, Fujou-san, since Shiroe has spoken so well of you.”

    “Shiroe…has?” Kirie repeated, her expression puzzled.

    From how awkward and infrequent their visits were, she didn’t think her brother would speak about her at all – much less, speak well of her.

    “He isn’t good with showing it, because he doesn’t remember much before the fire,” the Matou boy said quietly. “But he’s happy to know he has family. To know that he had people who cared about him.”

    “I see,” she noted, taking another swallow of water.

    “Be patient with him,” Shinji added. “Emiya’s always been a little dense, so things may take some time.”

    Fujou Kirie smiled at how Shiroe’s glance turned into a glare at his friend’s comments, but it was a brittle smile indeed.

    Time, after all, was the one thing she did not have.

    “It is a pleasure, Matou Shinji.”




    On the night train back to Kyoto, given how far it was from Mifune City, Matou Shinji sat seiza-style on the second floor of a darkened compartment, watching the world go by in a blur outside the window, the lights of distant cities gleaming in the distance a testament to how mankind feared the dark and so built fires to scrape away at its edges.

    Meeting Fujou Kirie, learning about his…friend’s circumstances, and the rest had been interesting, if a little jarring in what it revealed about himself and how much he’d changed. After all, three years ago…

    ‘Three years ago I would have gladly traded places with her…’

    Would have happily given up his health, his freedom, his future, if it meant having power, if it meant being acknowledged as the heir of his family.
    Things were different now, and he found himself sympathizing with the young woman who’d been confined to a single room in a hospital. With how in some ways – in every way that mattered, if he was honest – her situation was far worse than his had ever been.

    After all, even though he’d been denied the Matou magecraft, and so had been considered unworthy of even the slightest bit of care by his family, he’d found friends, mentors, companions once he’d become a practitioner of witchcraft. People who respected him for who he was and what he could do, as opposed to rejecting him for what he could not.

    People like his Master or the Director of Atlas, neither of which he probably would have met had he actually become a magus.

    ‘The gifts I’ve received, the things I’ve done…what lies ahead, I wonder?’

    A quiet knocking down below jolted him from his thoughts, with the boy letting out a tired sigh.

    “Enter,” he called out, as the door slid open to reveal the pensive form of Fujou Shiroe, whose compartment he was sharing.

    “Are you sure you don’t want anything to eat, Matou?” the redhead called up quietly. “The dining car won’t be open much longer.”

    “I’m sure, Fujou,” Shinji replied, his voice barely audible. He hadn’t even turned to look at his friend, his gaze still fixed on the world outside. “I’m not hungry.”

    “Sorry,” Shiroe said after a moment. “Hey, Matou, did I do something wrong?”

    “Why?” the Matou scion asked blandly.

    “You’ve been in a bad mood since we left the hospital,” the Fujou head answered. “I know you’re busy, and that coming with me today took up a lot of your time, but—“

    “—it’s not that,” Shinji interrupted. “And it’s not you. I’ve just been…thinking.”

    “Thinking?”

    “About what I used to be like, and how things might have been.”

    “Ah.”

    Silence reigned, as neither of the two knew what to say. It started as an uneasy pause, but slowly grew, with seconds turning into minutes, before Shinji spoke up.

    “I am…honored you trusted me enough to let me visit your sister,” he said slowly. “I’m probably the first person outside the family, aren’t I?”

    “You are,” Shiroe admitted. “Since you’re the reason I have a family again, I thought that if anyone should, well…”

    “I appreciate that.”

    “I thought you might,” the Fujou boy said as he walked over to the window on the ground floor. “I wasn’t sure there’d be another chance, since…” He swallowed, his words failing him. “Since…”

    “She’s dying,” Matou Shinji supplied, causing his companion to wince.

    “…yes.” The admission came out like a strangled gasp, as it wasn’t something Fujou Shiroe wanted to think about. “I just lost Dad a year and a half ago. Just found out I had a sister. And now…? Am I going to lose my family all over again?”

    “It’s hard, isn’t it?”

    “…you have no idea,” Shiroe whispered, biting his lip. “Yes, I have Kohaku, but that’s not…” He trailed off, shaking his head. “When Dad died, he told me that he’d always wanted to become a hero. To save everyone. And while I might have saved Kohaku and her sister by rescinding their branch’s banishment…”

    “You feel guilty you can’t save your sister.”

    To Fujou Shiroe, Shinji’s words felt like the punch to the gut, as the boy utterly deflated.

    “Yes,” he admitted brokenly. “I wish there was something I could do. Anything. But…”

    “Even healing has its limits,” Matou Shinji noted, recalling a conversation he’d had with Sajyou-san on the matter. “And even if it didn’t, your family arts don’t exactly revolve around healing, do they?”

    “Well…that’s another thing,” Shiroe said woodenly. “My affinity’s changing because of…because of what Dad used to save me. If it continues beyond another week or two, I won’t be able to learn the Fujou arts anymore. And Kohaku isn’t…I don’t think she’d do well as a family head.”

    “Won’t she have to learn eventually, since you seem to be courting her?” Shinji asked slyly, causing the Fujou boy’s cheeks to flame.

    “It’s not what it looks like,” the Fujou head answered. “I just think it would be nice if she would smile. I mean really smile, not put on the mask she always does. The one I think she must have worn around Makihisa.”

    “Oh.”

    “I think she wonders if I’m going to be like him. If she needs to protect Hisui from me.”

    “From you? Emiya, that’s the most ridiculous thing, I’ve ever…” But Shinji’s words died on his lips as he turned to look at his friend and saw how pale and drawn the other boy was. “…you’re not kidding, are you?”

    “I wish I were, Matou. I wish I were.” Fujou Shiroe’s reply was almost a whisper. “I’m a lot less innocent than I used to be. And there are days I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing.” The boy was silent again for a moment. “I want to do the right thing though,” he said at last. “That’s the real reason I asked you to come today. Because there’s almost no time left, and I don’t really trust anyone else enough to ask.”

    “You barely know me, Fujou,” Shinji cautioned.

    “And you barely knew me, but you gave me my family back without asking anything for yourself,” the head of the Fujou intoned quietly. “You could have, you know. Giving me my past, showing me a future – that’s something I can’t even begin to repay.”

    “I didn’t do it for you, Fujou. I did it because I didn’t want an old fox angry at me,” the Matou scion admitted.

    “…well, there’s that, I guess,” Shiroe grunted, the corners of his lips tugging up into a semblance of a smile. “But…Kaiduka told me that if my affinity finishes changing, I...I won’t be a Fujou anymore. Not in the ways that matter. And if that happens…”

    “This change…it’s related to the item inside you, right?” Shinji asked.

    “…it is.”

    “Can you take it out?” the Matou boy inquired.

    “I…I think so, from what Kaiduka has implied,” Fujou Shiroe answered. “But…”

    “Then do so,” Shinji said with finality. “Whatever it is, whatever you might gain can’t be enough to justify losing everything. Again.”

    “…and what would I do with it then?” Shiroe asked. “What I have…it’s not something I can leave laying around.”

    That was the other question on Shiroe’s mind: once he removed Avalon from within him, what would he do with the holy sheath? Where could he put it that would be secure?

    “Why don’t you ask Kaiduka-san that question?” Shinji suggested. “He or Matsuo-san would probably be able to help once you make up your mind.” Shinji chuckled. “Valuable, is it?”

    “…you have no idea, Matou. The Einzbern…well, let’s just say it was why Kiritsugu could save me. I’ve been holding onto it as a card to use against them if they came against me one day, but…” Shiroe sighed. “I’d trade it in an instant for a miracle to let me save my sister. Even if there’s no miracle in the world that would come in time.”

    After all, the only thing he knew of which might allow him to cure Kirie was the Holy Grail, and even if he was willing to disable the bomb that was set to destroy the Greater Grail in time – which he wasn’t, the war was decades away, and he didn’t think his sister had decades left.

    A few years perhaps.

    Maybe even less.

    “There might…” Shinji began, but cut himself off before he said anything that would betray himself.

    “…there might?” Shiroe repeated, seizing on his companion’s words. “There might what, Matou?”

    “There might be a way,” the Matou scion admitted. “But…”

    After all, Sion had given him a single dose of the Water of Life, a powerful elixir that could cure any injury or illness – even vampirism, a corruption of body and soul that went beyond any merely physical ailment. And if he did cure Fujou Kirie, no doubt he’d receive much favor from Kaiduka and Matsuo-san, not to mention the Fujou family as a whole. Still…

    “But what, Matou?”

    “I need to think about this, Fujou.” This wasn’t a decision he could make lightly, or nor something he could give an instant response to. “What you’re asking – you know it has a price, right?”

    “To save my sister, there’s nothing I wouldn’t give, Matou,” Shiroe said quietly, though there was no doubt in Shinji’s mind that the boy meant every word of it.

    It had been something he had been thinking about, due to the funeral notice. Even if he didn’t care about the man who had been his father, he had obligations to uphold as a Matou

    “All I can say for the moment is to treasure what you have, Fujou,” Shinji noted after a time. “You have a family that cares about you. You have a chance to hold onto your future, to use the life saved by Emiya Kiritsugu to save others and to do good. Don’t throw it away over an item. No matter how valuable. If you can stop your affinity from shifting completely, do it, Fujou.

    “…you’re right,” the boy who had once been called Emiya Shirou sighed. “The moment I became a Fujou, the moment I let other people begin to depend on me, I gave up my choice, didn’t I? Because I have a duty to my family.”

    “Yes…you do,” Shinji replied distantly. In a way, this talk with Shiroe had helped him make up his mind about whether to go to the funeral. As a member of the Matou family, he had certain obligations he couldn’t ignore, even if they’d never been much of a family to him. Matou Zouken had arranged for him to meet Aozaki Touko, after all, and had let him live, despite his failure. The least he could do was attend a funeral – even if it was that of a man he didn’t care about whatsoever. “We both do.”

    “And what about…my sister?” Fujou Shiroe inquired. “Is there anything…?”

    “Give me a week, Fujou,” the Matou scion replied distantly. “I’ll have an answer for you then.”

    For the rest of the ride back to Kyoto, Matou Shinji said no more.




    Choice 1: It has been a long week for Matou Shinji, and in his mind, he has been wrestling over a grave decision - whether to give the Water of Life to Shirou to cure his terminally ill sister? There are advantages and disadvantages in every choice, but in the end, the decision he came to was to...(choose one)

    [ ] Give it freely, knowing the gift will curry a great deal of favor with both the Fujou family - and with Kaiduka and Hijiri
    [ ] Trade it for whatever artifact saved Shirou's life after the Fuyuki fire
    [ ] Save it, as he might need it in the future




    Chapter 2
    Chapter 3
    Chapter 4
    Chapter 5
    Chapter 6
    Chapter 7
    Chapter 8
    Chapter 9
    Chapter 10
    Chapter 11
    Chapter 12
    Chapter 13
    Chapter 14
    Chapter 15
    Chapter 16
    Chapter 17
    Chapter 18

    Chapter 19

    Chapter 20
    Chapter 21
    Chapter 22

    Chapter 23
    Chapter 24
    Chapter 25
    Chapter 26
    Chapter 27
    Chapter 28
    Chapter 29
    Chapter 30
    Chapter 31
    Chapter 32
    Chapter 33
    Chapter 34
    Chapter 35
    Chapter 36
    Chapter 37
    Chapter 38
    Chapter 39
    Chapter 40
    Chapter 41
    Chapter 42
    Chapter 43
    Chapter 44
    Chapter 45
    Chapter 46
    Chapter 47
    Chapter 48
    Chapter 49
    Chapter 50

    Chapter 51
    Chapter 52
    Chapter 53
    Chapter 54
    Chapter 55
    Chapter 56
    Chapter 57
    Chapter 58
    Chapter 59

    Chapter 60
    Chapter 61
    Chapter 62
    Chapter 63

    Interlude
    Chapter 64

    Chapter 65

    Chapter 66
    Chapter 67
    Chapter 68

    Chapter 69
    Chapter 70

    Potions stuff

    Branch 1:
    A white haired figure
    Investigate the Dressing Rooms

    BAD END - Philosopher Ston'd

    Midterm Report
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    Thank you, for updating so fast all the time, Alf.

    Passing on this choice. While I would like to make Shirou happy (So weird to see him referred to as Shiroe.), the problem is that I never really cared too much for Kirie. To me she was just sorta there and connected to the plot, but I never really had any negative or positive feeling for her or Fujino. Just pity, I guess. Also it's only a single use so I'm too conflicted to decide on anything.
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    Fuck, did choosing to attend the funeral force us to tell Shirou to take out Avalon? Dammit.

    [x]Give it freely.
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    That's too simple and clear. It definitely can't be the right answer.
    It has to be something that makes no sense at all so we can say that Nasu is wrong.

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    Wait, did Shirou just decided to take out Avalon? Sigh, there's go my only hope to keep him close to his canon self. His distorted self and conflict are what make me like his character the most in F/SN so this is kinda really sad for me that he decided to take Avalon out.

    Sigh... too upset to care to vote.

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    First choice. The amount of social and faction points we get is immense, Alf already went over the benefits on IRC. If we save her without taking Avalon we will gain a lot more than Avalon would help us. Better understanding of the magic we are learning, a new potential home, more learning of Eastern potions which we need in order to craft the Potion of All-Potential, lots of boons.

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    [x] Trade it for whatever artifact saved Shirou's life after the Fuyuki fire

    We need the bargaining chip against Einzberns much more than he does.

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    [X] Give it freely

    Avalon would be useless in the hands of Shinji. As much as I like Saber, Shinji is the wrong Master for her. Shinji would get a cold Saber that follows orders but he's not the type to keep Saber moral code happy for long. It would end badly. Giving it freely allows for us to make good progress with Kaiduka and Hijiri. They are Shinjis' best hope for his ofuda skills as well as the powerhouse behind Mahoutokoro. If nothing else it might be good to get on their good side when things go south with the Matou Family. Of course we could go the route of curing our grandfather but that route seems to be a gamble in making the Matou Clan less evil.

    Basically to me, this choice boils down to is Shirou a friend or not. It seems pointless to introduce Shirou to his family if we do not jump into the rabbit hole completely at complete this by saving Shirou's sister.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Veldril View Post
    Wait, did Shirou just decided to take out Avalon? Sigh, there's go my only hope to keep him close to his canon self. His distorted self and conflict are what make me like his character the most in F/SN so this is kinda really sad for me that he decided to take Avalon out.

    Sigh... too upset to care to vote.
    I feel you. I also had similar hopes, but in my opinion that ship has sailed the moment Shirou left Fuyuki thanks to
    that one vote.
    Shinji's encouragement.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Veldril View Post
    Wait, did Shirou just decided to take out Avalon? Sigh, there's go my only hope to keep him close to his canon self. His distorted self and conflict are what make me like his character the most in F/SN so this is kinda really sad for me that he decided to take Avalon out.

    Sigh... too upset to care to vote.
    But we know that Shirou already. He lives on in the VN. The Shirou in this story is different; much like how this Shinji is not the same as his VN counterpart, the one we all love to hate. A new path for Shirou is wonderful to me. But a part of me does share your pain.

    But the look on EMIYA's face when he meets this Shirou will be priceless.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Skull Leader View Post
    But the look on EMIYA's face when he meets this Shirou will be priceless.
    I'm pretty sure this Shirou has no reason to participate in the Grail War and is most likely going to stay away. Maybe if Shinji pulls in a favor from healing his sister, but considering a Grail War is something akin to suicide there's not much of a reason to accept even then. What's the point of having a healed family when you're throwing yourself into a war with high mortality rate?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Skull Leader View Post
    But we know that Shirou already. He lives on in the VN. The Shirou in this story is different; much like how this Shinji is not the same as his VN counterpart, the one we all love to hate. A new path for Shirou is wonderful to me. But a part of me does share your pain.

    But the look on EMIYA's face when he meets this Shirou will be priceless.
    That may be true but I like to see how "that" Shirou would react to the changes. How he struggle to save everyone at the same time cannot forget about his family. Beside, I feel not many fanfic writers can get the character of canon Shirou right.

    Beside, you cannot call him "Emiya Shirou" anymore. And that's very sad for me. I feel that his struggle to pursue his ideal vs caring his family can be played out longer.

    By the way, out of curiosity, what would Kanji for "Shiroe" be? "Shirou" (士郎)means a "Son of a Warrior/Samurai" but what would "Shiroe" means? I kinda feel like names Nasu (or in general Japanese authors) came up with have underly meaning that connected to the plot/story (obvious example would be Kuonji Arisu, the name was tied to her magecraft) so have you picked the meaning for the name?
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    I think that given all the major characters from F/SN just about are very strongly changed it would be odd if Shirou was the only one who stayed the same.

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    [X] Save it, as he might need it in the future

    if we wait and give the Potion of life to Zouken, shinji is gonna make his dream true, he gonna win the respect of his family and is gonna win the acess to the Matou secrets.

    Also save Zouken is gonna be a great game changer.

    Also shinji is not going to lose the patronage of zouken for betray the matou family when he choice save Ilya over his family safety
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    [X] Give it freely

    I thought Avalon might have been a good catalyst for Shinji due to her having a dragon core which makes her virtually self-sufficient, but their moral code doesn't exactly align. Seeing as that could be a problem, getting the amount of favor equal to its price should be more useful for him.

    Quote Originally Posted by skulkidcachi90 View Post
    if we wait and give the Potion of life to Zouken, shinji is gonna make his dream true, he gonna win the respect of his family and is gonna win the acess to the Matou secrets.
    Also save Zouken is gonna be a great game changer.
    Concerning that, I will post a log

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    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:18 <Enigmatic_Fellow> well, what do you think of the differences between the Matou and Fujou in terms of Shinji's growth
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:18 <Enigmatic_Fellow> I already explained what my thoughts on that are
    #fatehg     : 12/22/15 21:18 <Alftomine> Fujou give him access to an alternate source of eastern lore more quickly
    #fatehg     : 12/22/15 21:18 <Alftomine> Though not deep access to it (not that he has time to assimilate deep access)
    #fatehg     : 12/22/15 21:19 <Alftomine> Matou is a longer haul thing
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:19 <Enigmatic_Fellow> to me, Shinji doesn't really have time for depth
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:19 <Enigmatic_Fellow> with the Potions championship looming in half a year
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:19 <Enigmatic_Fellow> and he doesn't have time for a longer haul
    #fatehg     : 12/22/15 21:19 <Alftomine> Mm
    #fatehg     : 12/22/15 21:19 <Alftomine> If Potions is his goal, then no
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:20 <Enigmatic_Fellow> my thoughts as well
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:20 <Enigmatic_Fellow> hence why I'm supporting giving the Water of Life to Shirou right now
    #fatehg     : 12/22/15 21:21 <Alftomine> Mm
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:22 <Enigmatic_Fellow> if time wasn't really an issue, I could go either way
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:22 <Enigmatic_Fellow> unfortunately, Shinji doesn't have that luxery
    #fatehg     : 12/22/15 21:22 <Alftomine> But it is an issue
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:22 <Enigmatic_Fellow> it's not as if all he has to do is wait for the HGW
    #fatehg     : 12/22/15 21:23 <Alftomine> Plus, there are annoyed Einzbern who want Shinji dead
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:23 <Enigmatic_Fellow> that too
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:25 <Enigmatic_Fellow> which means if Shinji wants a shot at getting the victory for Potions Championship, he'll need to make a switch
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:25 <Enigmatic_Fellow> from how I understand it
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:30 <Enigmatic_Fellow> and it's a good thing Shinji doesn't need depth at this point
    #FateHG     : 12/22/15 21:30 <Enigmatic_Fellow> else he would have another hard choice to make
    Keep in mind that this was also before I learned about the choice that doesn't involve getting Avalon, so we can possibly get depth from it as well if we don't ask for Avalon.
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    I don't think that deep access to Eastern Lore would be that easily accomplished anyways. But if you want deep access then you need to start with the basics anyways. It would give us a shot at deep access later.

    Edit: Also any option involving this is a game changer. It's silly to use that as reasoning.
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    [x] Save it, as he might need it in the future
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    [X] Give it freely, knowing the gift will curry a great deal of favor with both the Fujou family - and with Kaiduka and Hijiri

    What are we going to do with Avalon? Summon Saber? Honestly, we already have Drake if we want to summon so why also take Avalon. So just let Shirou keep it. Now I want to give it away because... I would rather regret not having it later than to live knowing I could've saved someone with it at that time when I haven't used it.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Cassius View Post
    [x] Save it, as he might need it in the future

    We really shouldn't give up the water of life for this, it just isn't worth it.
    As Kuroyuki pointed out its better to use it now than have it until the end and never used it. Out of character reasoning but we do have means to come back and redo bad choices, so the auto-life isn't as good as it seems. It also relies on us being in a position where it can be used, which is far from a guarantee. Whereas the social bonuses alone we get from this are worth considering.

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    What are we going to do with Avalon? Summon Saber? Honestly, we already have Drake if we want to summon so why also take Avalon. So just let Shirou keep it. Now I want to give it away because... I would rather regret not having it later than to live knowing I could've saved someone with it at that time when I haven't used it.





    alf say than is a mistake try to save everyone everytime we can.
    We only need to see what happen for save Ilya, shinji got a mortal enemy who is gonna send a lot of killers to kill him and his family, make shinji lose zouken patronage, and also make him and Sakura our enemy.

    WE need the water to fix shinji problems not the problems of others.

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    That is taking on someone else's problems as much as giving it to Shirou. If you want to argue Shinji should be short-sighted and only concerned with Shinji then you should be advocating for the water to not be used at all, or use it to try and rule over Magical Britain. Helping Zouken is no more Shinji focused than helping Shirou.

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