_theblue: ...
_theblue: ominous music, lol
_theblue: hmm, anddddddddddd
_theblue: waiting
_theblue: this some kind of multi-player game?
GoldenHeroine: It sort of is...
GoldenHeroine: u'll get to see what this is about later
GoldenHeroine: ... hey, liv
GoldenHeroine: u dont believe in fate right?
_theblue: fate is silly dear
_theblue: the things that happen are what you make happen
_theblue: ...if you don't like something, then you just gotta resist it
_theblue: or well, kinda
_theblue: hahahaha, well, I just don't think 0% and 100% chances exist
_theblue: so long as that's true, fate isnt fate
GoldenHeroine: lol
GoldenHeroine: I've heard u talk like that so many times
GoldenHeroine: Its sort of reassuring
GoldenHeroine: But liv, if u think like that
GoldenHeroine: then what do u think of the concept of 'truth'?
_theblue: i dunno
_theblue: truth is weird
_theblue: I mean, what is the truth anyway
_theblue: is there only one truth
_theblue: or is there more than one?
_theblue: if there's more than one, then the truth depends on who's looking at it
_theblue: or something like that
_theblue: the brain isn't cooperating with my impressive speeches lol
_theblue: damn fatigue
GoldenHeroine: lolol
GoldenHeroine: Truth's kind of slippery
GoldenHeroine: Like some sort of strangely tasty eel, except the ones trying to catch it aren't fishermen but rather a bunch of jackasses in longcoats
GoldenHeroine: Probably moving their doctored eyes all over the place
GoldenHeroine: A magnifying glass and a pipe might also be involved
GoldenHeroine: That metaphor kinda ran away from me
GoldenHeroine: What I'm trying to ask is
GoldenHeroine: wouldn't truth be something 100% certain?
GoldenHeroine: how would that mesh with the way u see fate?
_theblue: Well you can't change a result I guess
_theblue: So the only "truth" that exists would be what had already happened
_theblue: fate belongs to the future, struggle till you reach it, and the result of that is your "fate"
_theblue: or well, outcome
_theblue: its like being fated to leave your house through the door
_theblue: but deciding, fuck that, and jumping out of the window instead
_theblue: you might get hurt, but nothing stopped you right
_theblue: of course you could argue that the point was to get you outside
_theblue: but shhhhhhhh, in that case, just say you lock yourself in your room
_theblue: ...I guess it's a matter of whether or not free will exists all in all. But believe me, we're PCs, not NPCs. Doubt there's some invisible code we all have to follow.
GoldenHeroine: I see, just wanted to see what u'll answer would be
GoldenHeroine: ...
GoldenHeroine: hey liv
GoldenHeroine: during these dreams of yours
GoldenHeroine: have u ever felt 'awake'?
_theblue: well
_theblue: during the last one my body got involved
_theblue: woke up reaching for something
_theblue: guess that means it felt pretty real lol
_theblue: ...Also made me not want to go back
_theblue: So kinda yeah, kinda nah...
GoldenHeroine: Interesting...
GoldenHeroine: Well don't worry I was just confirming something.
GoldenHeroine: Wanted to be all mysterious and spoopy to match the music
GoldenHeroine: hahaha
GoldenHeroine: I think my butler will drag me to at least eat something now.
GoldenHeroine: u should eat too Liv
_theblue: Eating is indeed important
_theblue: Was contemplating just passing out on the keyboard, but that's bad for the back
_theblue: And even if just a bit, I did cut some of the vegetables
_theblue: might as well make an appearance downstairs
_theblue: don't make the butler drag you, go get something to eat on your own!
_theblue: Not eating won't help the headaches you know~
_theblue: But yeah, imma run I guess
_theblue: if I don't come back, it's because I passed out on the stairs or something
GoldenHeroine: Try to not bash your head on the stairs you dumbass
GoldenHeroine: Who do u think will have to nurse you back to health
GoldenHeroine: the bashing might do ur brain some good tho :V
_theblue: hey now
_theblue: who do you think the nurse in this relationship is?
_theblue: it's me, definitely me
_theblue: i'll be sure to take my falls gracefully, the doc can't go down
GoldenHeroine: suuure
GoldenHeroine: who do u think nursed you when u nearly chopped ur hand in half when u were trying to learn how to cook
GoldenHeroine: and summoned the best 100 doctors in the country
GoldenHeroine: and like 50 foreign ones
GoldenHeroine: and prepared a transplant
GoldenHeroine: and might've called my family's gov contacts
GoldenHeroine: ... now that I think about it it might've been a slight exaggeration
_theblue: its okay
_theblue: i could feel the love in every panicked phone call
_theblue: but still!
_theblue: I'm the first one on the scene after the fights!
_theblue: Admittedly because I may or may not have been in them too
_theblue: But that's not important
_theblue: Important thing is, first aid rights are mine xD
GoldenHeroine: Yeah I'll give u that
GoldenHeroine: If I'm the one doing the first aid I can't be the one doing the punching
_theblue: gotta keep the DPS up yeah
_theblue: actually no
_theblue: talk command probably works too! >.>
GoldenHeroine: meh
GoldenHeroine: if the jocks in our school weren't human trash I wouldn't be doing so much punching
_theblue: it's true
_theblue: i daily lament the human to garbage ratio of the jocks
_theblue: one day karma will come
_theblue: ...well, don't take that as encouragement!
_theblue: when the high school years end, they'll suddenly find themselves on the bottom of society's ladder
_theblue: OTK
GoldenHeroine: yeah well
GoldenHeroine: I confess it might be because I read too much superhero comics
GoldenHeroine: alas
GoldenHeroine: I won't have the time to launch into an elaborate rant about Superman's wonders
GoldenHeroine: although I really should take more of my posters up to the room I got in your house lol
GoldenHeroine: butler's lifting me with one arm and carrying me to dinner
_theblue: woah
_theblue: one arm?!
_theblue: man...
_theblue: butlers are no joke...
_theblue: guess that's my sign to go too tho