Yes. ;w;Originally Posted by Aiden
Yes. ;w;
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Don't stop her being a perv :3
It's not perverted when it's pure love.
(Perverted is how she's been using magic to look at what the female servants actually look like and oogling. Kuzuki finds out and is like 'okay with this.')
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It's part of Medea's charm.
And, really, who wouldn't want to dress Saber up in all sorts of outfits? (My favorite is the gothic lolita one from CP. :3 )
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@Lyco: ...thank you so much for adding to my Saber gallery.
No problem. ^^
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Aiden's origin has awakened. I haven't seen anything on this scale since the birth of Fraggle.
I might have helped.
Beamu is one of my muses.
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Kind of obvious, Beamu. XP
@Aiden: Explains quite a bit, Aiden.
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We both like yuri. Crazy things happen when we get together.
Rin is generally included, of course.
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Rin gets all the ladies.
Isn't Misaya the dominant one, though? XP
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*eagerly wags tail waiting for more awesome stuff to appear on Aidens and Beamu's drabble Thread*
Rin still gets all the ladies. We've put her with... Misaya, Luvia, Ayako, Altrouge, Yukika, Ami.
Lots and lots of ladies.
I've noticed. *shrugs*
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For Me (Slightly NSFW)
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She'd made lunch, this time.
Made lunch, bought flowers...
Washed her hands over and over and over
And she was taking it all to the hospital for her, once she'd gotten a call back from the office letting her know that Saegusa Yukika was awake for the moment.
Why was she fidgeting?
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There was a knock at the door.
Oh. Probably one of the nurses. They were nice to her, though the looks she got when they had to check on her sides made her feel...
Crushed.
Why her?
They were just getting to know each other and now she was ruined and Rin would never-
...
It didn't matter.
She still had to thank Rin.
That was the important thing right now.
"Ah, come in?"
She just had to get out of here first.
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She took that as the invitation it was, even if it was phrased as a question, and gave Yukika a shaky smile as soon as the girl's look changed to one of shock.
"Hey. I um, I came to see how you were doing. Brought you something, to help you keep your strength up."
She held up the bento box, her face turned away just slightly, because no she wasn't embarassed at all but she could make sure nobody else was coming. That was what she was doing, really.
Watching Yukika from the corner of her eyes.
"A-And flowers, too! I though you'd like something to brighten up the room a little until you got out."
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Rin was here ...
Before she could see if they could do anything about that.
Oh.
Oh, why her?
Why now?
All she could do was nod.
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Okay, that was weird. Yukika was a lot more enthusiastic than that, usually.
What the hell?
No, no, she was probably just shaken up by the boundary field.
Just put the flowers on the table next to her bed, and pull up a chair.
"Everything okay? I heard the worst of it was just some scarring, but you'll probably be in here a few days more anyway. Might be a little less, if you eat."
She could manage a little grin, at her jab.
She motioned for Yukika to take the bento.
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Yukika winced once the word 'scarring' registered to her.
Oh, Rin already knew.
So she was just being nice.
She couldn't even respond fast enough, because Rin was talking again.
Would this be the last time?
"Hey... you sure you're okay? You're being kind of quiet."
She shook her head, slowly.
"No, no... everything's fine. Really."
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Bull. Shit.
Saegusa Yukika was the world's worst liar.
She'd figured this out long before they'd started having lunch together, or walking halfway home together, or, or-
"That doesn't sound fine. Look, just tell me what's wrong, okay? I won't bite."
She had to know.
"... the scars."
What?
What about them? Couldn't be that bad. She'd stopped the field fast enough to avoid-
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She'd just put it all out there, and make her point clear.
It'd worked before!
It ... it would make things less awkward for Rin, that way.
That was what she cared about most right now. She didn't need to make Rin even more uncomfortable with her than she was.
"You'd understand, if you saw them. They.... ah..."
Okay, she wasn't doing blunt well.
Darn.
Um, um...
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"That's what this is about? Come on, it can't be that bad, Yukika-san."
Because it was true, or they'd be keeping her even longer. For other surgeries. That kind of extensive scar tissue wasn't something you just left alone to handle itself.
Right?
Her logic was flawless, she'd read it somewhere, she knew what she was talking about.
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Rin was so nice to her.
Maybe this was just a bad dream? She could wake up from it then, and she'd just go back to how things were before...
Before that...
red
And everything would be better.
"I-It's okay, if you don't like it. I'll get by, really."
Because there wasn't much to her already to begin with and now it was even worse and oh why couldn't she have just been a little less average then Rin would-
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Whoa.
Hold up there.
"Wait, wait, what?"
That made no sense.
"What do your scars have to do with me?"
Honestly, nothing about this should have given Yukika a reason to be worried about what she thought.
What did she think?
There was nothing to think, that sort of thing happened.
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She was blushing. Oh why was her embarassment so obvious?
Always, always.
She could only look away, in shame.
"A-Ah... I just..."
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No fucking way.
"Hold on, are you afraid that this makes you less beautiful?"
She was leaning back in her chair from her own lack of comprehension.
What insane worry was that? Did Yukika ever look in a mirror?
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"... you really are nice, Rin-san."
It was all coming to a point for her.
She wouldn't try to scoot around the issue.
"I wasn't much to look at to begin with, so you don't have to try to make me feel better."
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What.
"What."
Never, ever, ever looked in a mirror that stupid girl-
"Okay, whoa, hold on, Yukika. You're gorgeous. You always have been! And you're sweet, and I just..."
How the hell could she get this point across?
This worthless Grail War was trying to ruin her life and it'd not even been a week-!
"... some scarring isn't going to change that!"
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Rin looked a little mad, leaning towards her like that.
... maybe she didn't realize how bad it was?
She was nice like that, so she was probably trying to think the best of the situation. Or at least make her think she did.
Her eyes widened anyway, her blush went down to her neck, and she felt so very, very faint.
"Just... look, before you judge?"
Before she passed out and couldn't bring herself to-!
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Holy shit.
Did she just...
Saegusa Yukika took off her shirt.
... nothing on underneath.
She could see the girl very clearly now.
Like she'd expected no she never thought of that kind of thing but it makes sense-
Yukika's body was as lean as one would think, given she was on the track team. Not busty at all, really, but there was ...
Oh.
Oh this was just dangerous.
They were in a hospital room.
And she'd never seen this, before, from another girl, since she was little, and this is completely different because-
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She was stareing.
That...
That was about what she expected, yeah.
She was blushing like crazy, but she could handle it.
"S-See?"
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Ah. She could now, yes.
The girl's skin was normally very smooth, unmarred save at the elbows and the knees and the outer side of her ankles, where faded scrape marks from repeated falls had been worn into her.
... how the hell did this girl ever get it into her mind that she wasn't beautiful?
But she could see the scarring, along the side of her torso... lingering down a little near the top of her hips.
It was ridged, there, cracking a bit in place near the joints where the movement made it unable to remain as stiff as it should be.
"... hm."
Oh God what was she doing.
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Rin was tracing her skin, along her sides, with her bare fingers.
Her breathing sped up, because it was so very, very sudden and she'd certainly not imagined this kind of thing ever happening before at all-
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She let out a sigh of relief. It could have been so much worse.
"What are you so worried about? I think it's sexy."
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She froze up, her breathing was becoming staggered, because Rin was...
Rin was feeling her up. With her shirt off.
While she was... sitting in bed...
And saying those things.
"A-Ah..."
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Whoa. Whoa whoa whoa, okay
That was too much. She'd gone too far here.
With a blush no she was not blushing shut up, she could only pull back as quickly as possible.
"Oh, I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean anything by that, I just... um..."
Smooth, Rin.
"... I'm sorry."
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She flinched at how fast Rin was to pull back.
"That's..."
...
...
"... it's fine, Rin. I didn't mind."
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Yukika's face was never in that kind of frown, before.
This was very new, for her.
She should be very worried now. The girl was supposed to be resting, and she was making her get all worked up-
"... did I do something wrong?"
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"I don't want to say it too loud..."
Rin scooted over to sit next to her, and she...
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... waited until she was right next to the girl, chair almost touching the bed, before Yukika reached out and grabbed her by the shirt, pulling her off the chair and onto her smaller lap and-
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There. She did it.
She was kissing her.
She was kissing Tohsaka Rin.
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"Archer; where..."
She was going to keep kissing her.
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Before she could do anything, before Rin could even think, she found herself kissing back, her mind reeling at the suddenness of losing her very first one-
To this girl that should be so tired and weak and was so small and gentle-
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And she was grabbing Rin by the arms, pulling her back and on top of herself, then rolling the girl over and sitting on her front.
Sitting on top of Rin, kissing her, pinning her arms down.
Ravenous for what might be the last bit of affection she ever got from the girl who-
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...
She could not think.
Oh God, Yukika's hands were unyielding.
Her weight pressing down.
Ah...
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It lasted minutes.
It lasted forever.
Whichever.
She finally pulled back, a teary-eyed smile on her face, her left hand's index finger resting by her lips in a nervous tic she so rarely displayed anymore.
Topless, sitting up on top of Toshaka Rin.
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Her first words after that...
"You move very fast for someone in the hospital."
Stupid Rin.
Stupid stupid stupid.
She was still dazed from that.
What else was she supposed to say?
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"Ahh... I knew you were there. I couldn't help it... I knew."
She'd not let Rin talk. She'd just say it all at once, while she could, before she lost the energy to stay awake.
"When it all happened... I wasn't unconscious. I could hear you, in the red haze."
Rin looked about ready to respond.
She put a finger on her idol's lips.
No.
No, this was her turn to talk.
"I was awake, the whole time, until it stopped. Because... you were okay, right? Then you left, and it stopped. You did something, right?"
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Skull beneath heel.
Once.
Twice.
Grabbing him by that stupid wakame hair, smashing his pretty little face into the glass, drenching her hands in warm-!
"... I did something. Yeah."
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She felt so warm.
"You saved me."
Was she crying?
... probably.
But she was smiling, still.
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That wasn't saving.
She wasn't Emiya Shirou.
"... no. I didn't save anybody. I just... got angry."
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Rin was modest.
"And you made it stop hurting. That counts as saving!"
She could only nod, weakly, her face still worked into that expression of joy.
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Blood.
Archer had to clean up the mess.
"Before anybody starts asking questions."
That was...
"Does it still count if, in order to do that, I killed someone?"
Yukika's eyes widened, and then she knew this wouldn't end well for her.
The girl was so gentle and kind and... and she was a murderer.
Sure, it worked, but-
"Because that's what I did, you know... someone was controlling it. And I killed them. Killed... him."
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...
She should probably feel worse than she did.
Oh God, she felt horrible not feeling worse than she did.
"Rin."
But she had to say it.
"It's okay."
She kept holding Rin down. She wasn't letting Tohsaka Rin get away from her.
Not like this.
Or ever, if she could help it.
It was taking almost all of her strength.
"You... you wouldn't do something like that unless you had to. Right?"
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She almost laughed.
Had to?
Hah.
Instead, her voice came out as a whisper.
"... I enjoyed it. I just. I don't know. I saw you like that-"
Face down on the ground, eyes zoned out, boiling in Blood Fort Andromeda-
"- ... and something in me snapped. It was just a killing. I... I did it because I was angry. Because you got hurt, and I failed, and if I'd done something sooner none of this would have happened!"
And that was it.
It was over.
"... but it felt good. That's bad, right?"
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...
She didn't care.
"Yeah. Yeah, that's pretty bad."
Rin's eyes widened beneath her, and she looked away...
She let one of her arms go long enough to grab her chin and make Rin face her again.
"... nobody's ever done something like that for me. So... if it's bad, I'm bad for it making me..."
Her smile was so very fragile, now.
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"Yukika..."
She couldn't believe this girl.
No, this was a dream.
It had to be a dream.
"... when did you get so nice?"
Oh.
Oh, she'd started sliding down her body, now, and ...
Saegusa Yukika was asleep, still smiling, on top of her.
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Rin's half of some of the dialogue is courtesy of Radiantbeam.
Yukika was all me.
Last edited by Aiden; March 31st, 2012 at 06:00 PM.
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Proper porn next plz.
Yukika inspires so much writing.
Very nice. I think Rin will appreciate, later, that Yukika didn't just take her virginity on a hospital bed. Though of course, sooner or later Yukika will take her virginity.
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