A short drabble, written and posted with Aiden's permission. A 'what if' scenario for how Altrouge/Rin could end, since we've discussed the possibilities for the arc a few times.
Rise
His Mistress slept.
He was the Beast of Gaia; without the chain around his neck that had been his Mistress, he should have been out roaming the earth, slaughtering humanity and saving the planet from its inevitable demise. It was what many had expected would happen, if his Mistress had ever died or slept.
But his Mistress still lived, even as she slept.
And as long as she lived, he would not leave her. He would not kill.
So he rested, as well. He did not always sleep, but he rested.
And he never left his Mistress’s side.
Mistress only slept. So long as she slept, so long as she lived, there was a chance that she would one day awaken and walk again.
Until then, he would not leave her.
His Mistress slept, and because she did, so did he.
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Tohsaka Rin had lived a good, long life.
She had survived and, by all accounts, officially won the Holy Grail War. She had been trained by one of the finest magi the Clock Tower had to offer, and outside of a few physical disabilities that had only been occasionally painful, her body had always served her well.
She had graduated from the Tower with honors. The man she had married was quiet and unassuming, but she had liked him and they had been friends. She had seen her children born, and then her grandchildren, and had always managed to balance her humanity with her duties as a magus.
She had died peacefully outside of her home, though no one had ever understood why she had left her mansion as the life faded from her body. Her funeral had been small and private.
She had never even had a chance to rest in her grave.
While she had never been quite as powerful as her sister, Rin had always contained an impressive amount of magical potential. Even in death the potential had stayed in her body, and she was by far one of the best magi to come out of the Tower in years.
They could not miss this chance, not when it promised the possibility of a Dead Apostle completely under the control of the Clock Tower.
Tohsaka Rin had lived a long, good life and had died peacefully.
Her return to life had been sudden, violent, and painful.
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If you had asked her what she remembered about her life before death, she would have said “Very little.” Assuming she could speak at all. She hadn’t been able to, in those first few years; binding her soul back into her body had been a long and painful process. On her best days she operated as a low level ghoul fit only for experiments, and on her worst days she could have passed for a corpse.
Her body had been restored to its physical prime; seventeen, cured of the pains and corruption that had always haunted her after the Grail War. Her arm no longer ached, even if she sometimes couldn’t remember why it had ever hurt at all.
It was hard to even think, between the constant haze of blood lust and the ever returning torment of the experiments; she was considered a failed project within the first five years, but the Tower didn’t pass up the chance to operate on a ghoul once she began to show some higher level of power even when her mind was lacking.
But sometimes, in those rare moments when she felt nothing at all, she thought she could remember who she might have been.
She remembered a summoning, and light, and a Servant in red; she still remembered so clearly his cocky little smirk, the steel gray of his eyes, and the odd gentleness that had always softened him.
She remembered a boy, with shocking red hair and stubborn golden eyes; she remembered kneeling over his body, though she couldn’t remember why, if ever, she felt that she had loved him.
She remembered a girl, a quiet girl, with a shy voice and downcast eyes. She remembered this girl with white hair and eyes the color of blood, ranting and raving, and never understood why her memories always seemed to end with hugging her.
She remembered a man she had liked, but never loved. She remembered children, two young ones, and how the magi had scoffed at her decision to train them both equally.
And always, always, she remembered eyes the color of rubies.
The memories drifted as fragments, sometimes became pieces of a whole; but they never lasted long. As her mind began to strengthen she was able to block out the pain, the hunger, and focus on the memories.
She had to remember. She had to.
The pain was unbearable. The hunger, even more so. But she couldn’t stand this; couldn’t stand not knowing who she was, who she’d been. If she lost that, she was nothing but a lab rat at the mercy of old men.
She had to remember.
She didn’t dare consider what might happen if she never did.
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Ten years to the day that she should have been buried, Tohsaka Rin opened her eyes and saw red as the memories finally weaved together to form a coherent picture.
And she screamed.
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His ears perked.
He lifted his head and whined softly, nose twitching. Over the distance, across the world, he had heard it; he was acutely attuned to every living creature on Earth. He sat up, ears forward, eyes sharp.
He picked it up, then. Fainter than the scream, but still lingering; a scent, one that he hadn’t smelled in years. It had changed, it was tainted, but at its core…
At its core, it was the same scent.
Throwing back his head and parting his jaws, he howled.