` I can stand it no longer and unintelligible words escape my mouth.\
` -----I can't think.@
` My brain tells me only one word.@
` ----TH-U-MP.@
` Just one word repeating in my brain.@
` Her.@
` That girl.@
` I'm going to----\
[...]
` If I run after her now, I can talk to her.@
` Talk to her, and ask her name|\
`"Ha----ahah, ha."@
` ---Ask her name?@
` Who am I kidding?@
` I know very well that that's not what I want to do.@
` || I know, but I don't know.@
` It looks like I want to do something else.@
` But I can't precisely put "what I want to do" in words.@
` The inside of my head is misted over, like a rain cloud.\
`"-------"@
` My throat is| hot.@
` I can't breathe.@
` But so what?@
` It's only natural, right?@ I've just seen that great woman| it would be impolite not to get excited, wouldn't it?@
` Stop her and ask her name?@
` Hah!@ Give me a break.@ I'm not a kid, after all.@
` I don't fully understand it, but there is only one thing I must do.\
[...]
` I'm excited.@
` I grip the knife in my pocket tightly while in the small elevator.@
` She's very close by.@
` Just a little more, and I can her.@
` Ah, just thinking about it makes me feel ecstatic--
` My whole body feels like a sexual organ just before climax.\
[...]
` I don't know myself.@
` What I'm trying to do.@
` Why I'm trying to this.@
` What does Tohno Shiki-----want to do with that girl?\
` I don't know.@
` Still not knowing, I push the doorbell.\