Originally Posted by
purple_teardrops
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Watched some sad hentai today... It was sad because it was empty, bare... Rough were its textures, crude was its depiction of what two people together felt like...
I'd wish the one i wished i was flirting with could understand that...
I'm old... It seems that in my reincarnation i'll remember all of this as a child, likely androgynous for life like the prson i'm today... I'll just say that being empty feels like, perhaps, it might be true... Wonder if i'll one day share something, like my emptiness, with someone else...
The female version of mars, dominant today, for some reason seens to enjoy, say, too much the idea of turning males into beasts of war, crazy for action, crazy for aggression, crazy for fighting... But we're not repitles, no human survives alone... Martia (lol [would Marcia sound better?]) seems to instruct her followers to leave children crying alone in their cradles, as though to somehow get conditioned to turn into a beast...
But i'll take another route... As i wonder...
Would you lie down on the grass with me, not with any intention or function or palace in execution, but simply... Being?
Oh, i so wish our meeting could become true...