John Dove
Location: Pinefall High Field
Phase: Morning Phase
Date: 07.09.1994
Weather: Partly Cloudy
Originally Posted by
Ubon Sĕeklêun
“Though... honestly, Road's End feels kinda different, for realsies. Instead of everyone being close and everybody knowing everybody, instead of stuff being cutely rural, here it's... it's like the time has just stopped. You feel me? The whole town's kinda... odd. Just the feeling I get.”
“…I wish I could say otherwise, but…I think I get exactly what you mean,” John admits.
Of course, he knows far more than she does, because by now it is obvious Ubon did not travel back in time with him. He knows well what that person—that force?—did to the students of Pinefall. Or what it has not yet done to them. It has not happened, but it did happen. John Dove will not deny it. Rather, he cannot this time.
He cannot deny the murders of Cesarina Feroce and Alexstrasza Lockhart.
He cannot deny the corpse of the unknown child at the foot of those stairs.
He cannot deny the end of Colton Davin’s life, and the fact that he should have died alongside him.
He cannot deny Ramia Ramalsaqr’s cruel and desperate actions to claim his “artifact.”
He cannot deny Elaine Winters’ last valiant stand.
He cannot deny Mercedes West’s refusal to leave without him.
Everything he has believed since that night pushes him towards leaving those things behind. There is no worth in dwelling on the dead, and they are less than dead, less even than memories—they are tragedies that never happened. However, John Dove cannot let go. More precisely, he feels that letting those things behind would be an unforgivable mistake. Therefore, he a justification. An acceptable reason not to let go.
John Dove needs to remember these things to solve the enigma of the Disembodied Man and make it past the next Sunday. That works.
“There are remote places everywhere, but this place is different. This place isn’t just isolated, it is…still. Just, still.”
Like a corpse. Like oblivion.
“It puts me on edge.”
This is not something he wants to talk about with Ubon. More precisely, she does not deserve this. Ubon Sĕeklêun should laugh and be merry. These kinds of topics fit Elise Marie better (what a rude man, John Dove).
“On a different note, I think that it is better to show gratitude when you do not need to, than withholding it when you should not. So I’ll thank you as many times as I please.”
Originally Posted by
Ubon Sĕeklêun
“I mean, I'm supes excited since Sakura said something 'bout a beach party today, which means I can go swimming but... I dunno how same it'll be.”
“A beach party…?” John effortlessly pretends he was not aware of it. “Well, I do like swimming a lot.”
More precisely, he just likes the ocean, not the act of swimming in it.
“And I’m sure there’re other people who will go for a dip. While I don’t know how long I can keep you amused, I’m sure others will be there to pick up my slack.”
Originally Posted by
Ubon Sĕeklêun
“A-anyways, hows 'bout you, Johnnie? You said you weren't a local after all so... where you're from? Your name sounds kinda English or American, so from one of those? Or are you one of those people whose parents gave them a international name 'cause they wanted you to become a star?”
John truly and factually snorts.
“Pfft!” He quickly brings a hand to his mouth and forces himself to still and relax his facial muscles. “That…that could very well be the case. I wouldn’t know, in all honesty. But, yes, I was born and raised in this country.”
Or so he has been told. He does not remember much of anything before that night, though. The faces of his parents are mostly unrecognizable blurs in his mind. Everything that might have been important before that night has been replaced with Her Overwhelming Beauty.
“I was told I was born in the East Coast, but I have lived all over the place. If you ever feel like making a tour of the country, I might make for an acceptable tour guide. This is my first time in such a remote town, however. It is a new experience for me.”
Considering their current circumstances, it would be a lie to say he likes it. On the other hand, he cannot deny the things he has learned because of it.
It allowed him to meet Her again, after all.
At the cost of two lives.
John squints, pushing the accusing thought to the furthest depths of his mind. He is well aware of that, and he is no coward. He will carry that burden for the rest of his days.
“I presume you attended school in your homeland,” he brings up, trying to divert the topic away from a life not worth talking about. “It must be a jarring change, coming all the way here. I had no idea this was an international school until I saw so many…distinctive people in the bus.”