Inherited Grief Saga
EPISODE 1
Proof of EternityEPISODE 2
Proof of ConquestEPISODE 3
Proof of AttachmentEPISODE 3.5
Proof of IrrelevancyEPISODE 4
Proof of OriginsEPISODE 5
Proof of CovetingEPISODE 5.5
Proof of MasqueradingEPISODE 6
Proof of ResolutionEPISODE 6.5
Proof of Despondency
Thank you BnEl and Scotch for having me in their awesome series. It's been a pleasure, and I hope I did not overstayed my welcome.
“God, but life is loneliness, despite all the opiates, despite the shrill tinsel gaiety of parties with no purpose, despite the false grinning faces we all wear.
And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter — they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long.
Yes, there is joy, fulfillment and companionship — but the loneliness of the soul in its appalling self-consciousness is horrible and overpowering.”
— The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath.
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“Pleased to meet! How do you do, human Master?
Or is this too formal by today’s standards? Maybe I should’ve come to you with a 「wazzup,」 instead, right? Now that I think about it, that’s very young and relatable, it’s way better... Oh, I knew I should have a better speech ready for times like these...
Well, in any case... I know I don’t look the part, but... It’s not a good sign to see me in front of you. If I was summoned, that can only mean one thing—that one of you around here has been a bad child.
Was it you? Was it someone else?
Oh well, no matter, because sooner or later I’ll find out.
—Still, it feels rude of me to not introduce myself properly even though I’m in the middle of a mission... I’m breaking some protocols here, so keep this a secret between us both, yes? My employer is very strict.
Well, the one in front of you is Duleep Singh—yes, that would be my name. Last of the Sikh rulers of the Punjab in northern India. Traitor of his land, apparently also a friend of Queen Victoria and her family. That said, just because I’m a Servant, please do not think highly of me... I was just a bird in a gilded cage, filled with unhappiness over my treatment, but every act of rebellion against the British led to nothing and I died a broken man.
At the end of my life, I gave myself to the 「world.」 And despite the uselessness of this action, the 「world」 accepted my offer—so now, I traded a cage for another.
It’s quite the simple tale, as common and uninteresting as it is to live day after day...
But maybe by telling you who I was, you will understand why I’ll have to meddle with present affairs. I sure hope we can solve this without any bumps, that is.”
Archer
records of the world where one grew wings
Height: 150 cm. (178 cm.)
Theme song: Thelxie's Murmurs.
Likes: Leisurely walks, sweets.
Dislikes: Looking back, liars.
Attribute: Human.
Alignment: Neutral Good.
Place of origin: India.
Natural enemy: Ranjit Singh.
Traits: Child Servant, Heroic Spirit, Counter Guardian.
STR E END B AGI E MGI B LUC E NP B
Class Skills
Independent Action EX
It seems that being by the side of any human is an act of free will on his part, since it appears that this Servant does not have a Master nor is bound by the rules of a proper Holy Grail War, being essentially free to act as he please—which might even be the first freedom he ever experiences.
“...”
Did... I said something wrong? At least, that is what it looked like, but...
“No, no, I was caught offguard, that is all... It is what it is. But it hardly is a form of freedom... On the contrary, depending on the circumstances, I reckon we might quarrel in the future, but I want you to know that it’s nothing personal... Why, I might even have liked this type of idle life had I been summoned as a proper Servant.”
Magic Resistance D
According to tales, the only 「crystallization of power」 he had was in his inherited title, but even at the peak of his popularity, the very definition of a Maharaja was already losing its luster. One could confabulate about the transience of things, but ultimately, that flimsy hold of his status makes for a terrible resistance, but at least serves as a constant reminder to anchor him in the present.
“Indeed. The time of lions and princes is past and long, long gone.”
In actuality, those words are more like a prayer that is repeated until the lesson sinks in. After all, the world is a never-ending story, so full of twists and turns, and in it a happy ending will never come—and even the dream of it becomes one that one must leave behind.
Riding C
The Rank is rather high for an exiled prince that did not ride anything more elaborate than a chariot, but...
“Image is everything for a monarch, even you know that. Even though I was a fallen piece of chess, by possessing the title of 「Maharaja,」 there was a lot of mystery surrounding me. Back in the day, Britain had all sorts of exotic ideas about India—one of them was that every monarch there had their own elephant, and that they were sacred beasts full of the wisdom of our past.
Sure we rode them in parades and such, but I don’t remember ever riding one. And although they are intelligent, they are not godlings or remnants of sacred beasts. We are deeply religious people, but that is not enough to keep 「mystery」 going... I was, just like everyone else, a horse type of guy. But it seems that even though that title meant nothing, being a 「Maharaja」 to their eyes still gives me this at least.
—Ugh... Now I’m just depressed...”
Item Construction A
The manufacture of items, be it magical or mundane in nature, is translated into this Skill. It might be a bold statement coming from me, but his ability to craft convincing characters inside his dream is top-notch—I might be envious of that myself, in fact. But, perhaps, that is to be expected of someone that walked the thin line between reality and make-believe so often in order to survive a harsh world.
The journey I am undergoing... That is a path he walked a long time ago, I suppose...
Territory Creation C
This should be Caster-exclusive Class Skill, but it seems he acquired a Rank on it thanks to the effects of a Noble Phantasm. How very interesting...
If anything, considering what it does, the Rank should be even higher, but Duleep seems to be intentionally suppressing it. I cannot say I’m surprised, but it sure stings to be hated that much...
“Huh? What are you mumbling right now?”
O-oh, nothing! Nothing at all.
Presence Concealment —
In simple terms, it is the 「obfuscation」 of oneself as a Servant, but that being said, the ability has been lost and has no Rank.
It seems that he gave it up for a very specific purpose, being only able to hide his presence when inside the dream of his Noble Phantasm.
—Apologies for taking this long to speak about it, but... I am starting to realize you have a lot of Skills... Is this a perk that came with being a...
“No, it’s just a long story.”
Madness Enhancement E-
“I’m not my father. I will not fail you or the world, do not worry—that diamond has tried its best, but I’m still myself even after all these years.”
In theory, the ability should have been sealed, but... Perhaps, even as we speak, he still valorantly fights against his curse.
Lore
“Once upon a time, in a far, far away land, there lived a prince—”
His mother used to tell him such stories. In it, princesses were rescued from nightmarish monsters by dashing princes. In it, witches were defeated by the power of love and friendship. In it, the downtrodden were able to rise to the occasion thanks to their strength of character and a pinch of luck.
There were many stories, as many as days in a year, but all of them would end with “and they lived happily ever after.”
He thought that his story would end like that as well. After all, wasn’t he a prince?
The year was 1839 when his father finally passed away. He met the man only once in his life—by the end of his days, Ranjit Singh was a shadow of himself, whispering loving words not to his wives, but to a diamond in his hands—and therefore, had nothing to cry about. If he had to put his priorities in words, rather, he would say that he was sadder for his mother, who for the first time had shown a crack in her armor, but that was it. Living in Jammu, ruled by Gulab Singh and his Vazier, life had been sad at times, but by then he still believed in a happy ending.
It was in 1843, when his surviving brother and Vazier had been both assassinated—when it was announced that, from then on, he’d become the Maharaja as the only surviving son of his father—that, for the first time, he felt the first pangs of doubt. With only 5 years of age, although having his mother as his regent in name at least, he effectively became the ruler of a dying empire.
At the age of seven, he experienced bitter defeat at the hands of the British Empire. The first Anglo-Sikh War forced upon him a collection of peace treaties that would retain him as a ruler, however they would also determine that his mother would be exiled and replaced by a Council of Regency chosen by them. Even for a child, the bleak future of a single prey in a den of lions wasn’t hard to picture—and for the first time, maybe, he forgot he was a prince and beyond all of this, precisely because he was a prince, there would be a happy ending waiting for him.
The glory of past days was long gone, and in its place remained only dissatisfaction. It was this unrest that birthed the second Anglo-Sikh War, with outbreaks in many cities ravaged by unfair treatment... But even their rage was rapidly quelled by what was, I reckon, the methodical violence of the British.
For his incapacity in dealing with his own subjects, Britain punished India severely—and above all of that, furthermore demanded the young prince to relinquish his crown and the famous jewel in possession of his lineage in a bright and happy parade made to demonstrate that there was no ill-will about surrendering himself and the Koh-i-Noor to strangers on his lands... It was, all in all, a calculated gesture towards his subjects to calm their spirits. The story of a valiant prince who would recognize his deficiencies and would willingly step aside, giving way to a new dawn in India’s history, to a new, more competent ruler, seems hardly appealing, but it was better than complete annihilation.
With the acquiescence of all adults around him, that was all but a procession of humiliation, made to degrade him into a discarded piece, disrespected even by his people—all to show to everyone who true power would go to from then on.
Without any choice, the child prince surrendered himself and the jewel to the British. Until the very last moment, he could only think of his father, despite never really connecting to him on any level... Of a man who cherished that thing in his small hands so dearly, so much more than any of his progeny... And yet, there it was now. Being handed to another, so unceremoniously. Duleep felt, at that moment, with the glimmer of a dark jewel reflecting his image, that something that had nothing to do with the diamond had been irretrievably lost.
And maybe he was right. After all, he would not see his home again.
“That’s so dramatic of you! I did see my homeland at least two times, during my life, you know...”
—Really? In a way that mattered?
“Well, when you put it like that...”
Maharaja Duleep Singh, the last prince of the Punjab and former owner of the Koh-i-Noor diamond. Surrendered with the jewel to the British, both being later added to the Crown Jewels. What it was to the world but a single line in a sheet of paper, to him it signified the end of his entire universe. It seemed, at least to him, that his fairytale had truly ended.
According to words he whispered to me when we were young, his new 「prison」 had been guarded by a kind man who became his guardian. And thanks to his influence, Duleep had become the first Maharaja converted to Christianism—or perhaps it would be more correct to say that a child would do anything an adult demanded of them when they were alone and away from their home, searching for anything remotely close to safety.
And although the feast was grand and the occasion joyous, it still felt, just like when he paraded with the jewel that killed his father in his hands, that he was handing over something that would not come back to him again.
It was clear to see that, little by little, pieces of his own being were being lost in his journey and he knew not how to retrieve them.
But if there was any comfort to take from that, after his conversion, he was granted an audience with M... With Queen Victoria, who immediately took a maternal interest in the young prince. Having resolutely decided to bring him into the bosom of her family, in his youth, he had visited the Osborne House to the point of knowing every nook and cranny of the mannor, and under the kind gaze of the queen and her husband, he struck friendships with all the royal children.
Those were dreamlike summers, spent catching insects, drawing flowers on canvas and cooling himself by the lake. As a ward, he had been properly and personally tutored by the best teachers of the land, sometimes even by the consort prince himself, like his children had.
I suppose that, at least on the outside, he had lived a lavish life without any strife, a far better position to be in than the one he was back home, in India...
But that, ultimately, wasn’t the happy ending that was promised to him...
“—What was said to me was that I would go to England to complete my education after being Christened, and then I’d return to my estate in Dehradun. And as much as I wished to not go, I thought to myself that this would only take a couple years... I could play nice, I could be friendly to the queen and her progeny, I could be strong like mother was.
Those were dreamlike memories that I cherish somewhere in my heart. But still, in the wreckage of those dreams, still lies all those empty promises—because, for the small price of a few hundred pounds to keep me content, by pretending to like me enough to make me their muse, the queen and her family exchanged that lavish treatment for my obedience and freedom.
I don’t think I ever told you this, but... I remember I asked once if I could see my mother—
Honestly, I could never forget, no matter how many years it passes, the way the adults’ faces all fell off. It was like a mask. I was in a masked ball, and I was the Fool alright. I thought, with all the certainty of a child, that they would never let me leave. This wasn’t just a quick trip... This would be my happily ever after.
I felt this many, many times in my life, but there—no more than a child, in a fanciful dinner surrounded by the queen’s entourage, for the first time the world seemed to hold no place for me, despite how large it was.
...
Not so wordy now, huh? You are such a dummy.”
Duleep never forgot about his mother, who was still exiled in Nepal—and perhaps, as the truth dawned upon him and his situation, now more than any other time, he found a glimmer of truth in his core: he simply wanted to see her again. At the age of seventeen, under the cover of the night, when even his dissatisfaction would go to sleep, he finally gathered the courage to write letters to urge her to join him in England, citing the beautiful sights, the gentleness of the hosts, and above all, the longing he felt for a mother he never saw again... But as it was expected, every correspondence was intercepted and confiscated by the British. Even when he tried to send a human messenger instead of a letter, the Queen’s people hindered his journey. To the young prince, it seemed like he’d had no choice but to go there himself.
A plan brewed silently within his heart. A year later, old enough to travel by himself—or at least, without any minders—by posing as a participant in a tiger hunt in Bengal, he managed to fool the authorities and slip a correspondence that was taken to her. It was an ingenuous plan that would make Mo... I mean, it would make the Queen proud, should she know of it before, for it was precisely the amount of youthful cheekiness and resolute resourcefulness she secretly appreciated, even though she outwardly had to disapprove of everything messy... Oh, but... My apologies... I digress...
In any case... It was thanks to that small escapate that he found out about her grim conditions, about the disease that was slowly consuming her. Gone were the days where the regent was known as a courageous and steadfast woman—in her place, there was a woman stripped of every reason to live, still walking her days as if by duty. Crushed by that realization, the prince pleaded one last time to allow her to come to him, to care for her as a son should.
His words seemed to strike a chord in their frozen hearts, and for a moment there was understanding—or, perhaps more accordingly, they merely noticed that she would not be a threat anymore, neither to the prince's brainwash nor to the Crown... And so they allowed Duleep to reunite with his mother.
For the remainder of their little time together, he heard of her stories. With all the worldly wear of his young years, he heard of princes and dragons, of castles and magic.
“Once upon a time, in a far, far away land, there lived a prince—”
The memories of a home made of gold were a blur, his time in a land that once was his were foreign images, the only memory Duleep still retained from his land was of a great parade of humiliation—and the eyes of a vengeful diamond that seemed to still follow his every move. But he still listened to her dying words filled with love, intent to imagine with all his heart that home his mother loved so much... And when he closed his eyes, he started to feel longing for a land that was never his, but it signified something so precious nevertheless.
For in a distant, distant land, there lived the place where he belonged. His rightful place.
Sadly, a few months later, Jind Kaur died at the age of 46. For this occasion and only under the supervision of officials, the prince was allowed to take her ashes back to her homeland, and what awaited him in India was not the fairy tale of his dreams, but only that... A foreign land that did not welcomed him anymore.
He dared to imagine a beautiful fairy tale for a moment, but reality is most times everything that truly matters.
Yet, the disappointment and resentment that was always boiling deep underneath finally reached a breaking point. It was that frustration that prompted him to rebel against his captors for the first time, and without consulting anyone, he moved back to India, reconverting to Sikhism. It seemed that, despite everything the British had tried to do with him, he still longed to reconnect with a part of himself that he allowed to let go. One that still called for him stubbornly.
He was eager to learn about his homeland, being prevented from doing so by his handlers for his entire life until then. And as he did, slowly but surely, for the first time, the memories of humiliation and curse were nowhere to be found—what he saw instead was a world beyond the small cage that confined him. That said, ultimately the authority of the Queen still had the power to take him into custody and bring him back to Europe as if a disobeying child.
Until then, the relationship between Duleep and the royal family had always been complicated... At times affectionate, at others turbulent. I suppose it was only natural that ambivalence would always hide behind his eyes... After all, the British East India Company had taken possession of his ancestral lands, but until the death of his mother he still wanted to believe that there was a part of them that saw him as family.
As he was brought back to his estate, to a cage made of gold, he seemed to finally understand that he had not even been seen as a human being by those people. He was just that—a hostage. A prisoner. And what value is there behind faint marks of success? In the end, a cage was still a cage.
It had been just like this... Throughout his troubled life, Duleep had been a nomad. Moving between England and India without belonging to either of them. And ultimately, leaving behind even things he thought he never had, he passed away in a hotel room.
Perhaps one could even think that, at that moment, his life under the clutches of the British Empire was over for good, but they still had one last betrayal in store for him...
On top of the death unfit for a king—penniless and alone—he had expressed his wishes to be brought back to India to rest with his ancestors. However, fearing that his return would spark an uprising for the symbolic value of returning the body of the Lion of Punjab’s son to his people, the British instead followed Christian customs and buried him in the cemetery of Elveden Church, in Thetford.
I do not dare to speak of your feelings, fallen prince, no more than I am doing right now by speaking of things out of turn. Despite not agreeing with the conclusion you reached, it is understandable—the world, indeed, had failed you most painfully. And surrounded by my own misery, that seemed so imposing at the time, I, too, was blind to your suffering...
“It’s fine. It’s truly fine. It’s just one more tale of this world... The last Maharaja of the Sikh Empire... During my birth, Lahore was the capital of the Punjab—however, the British allocated this portion of my land to Pakistan after the partition of India. Which means that the loss of influence in my own territory persisted even after I died...
Honestly... What will being sad for me accomplish? Will berating yourself for things outside of your control make you feel better for your negligence? As I said... It’s fine.
All in all, I can even say that it was a pathetic life... It’s only natural that I’m such a pathetic Servant. But there’s a saying for moments like these, right? 「An injured lion is infinitely more dangerous than a healthy one.」 Or so, it’s what I want to believe. And you know what? Instead of feeling guilty, like a dummy, it would make me far happier if you could believe in it with me.
You’ve always been good at believing, if I’m not mistaken...?”
Personal Skills
All the Sad Tales EX
Master, do you think a 「curse」 can feel? Do you think it has a conscience? Or, much like a force of nature, it simply exists? I used to believe in that, but seeing the strength of the diamond’s curse, it makes me think... Maybe, there is something deeply human, even, on a thing that continues to hate a neglectful owner.
Duleep touched the black diamond only once. And yet, it had been enough to curse him with a lifetime of misfortune.
Do you think the pitch-black stone wished to stay with India? Do you think it resented Duleep for giving it away without a fight—do you think it cursed him for not having fought for it? Do you think it still sleeps, even today, dreaming of a home that will not come back?
“You are not just trying to humanize the Koh-i-Noor right now!”
I’m not, I swear! I’m trying to understand why it hates you so much until this day.
—I mean, only hate could ever explain the nature of this curse, right? You are cursed with a misfortune I cannot explain in any other way. That is your ability. You are a walking sponge, taking in maledictions, unluckiness and pain wherever you go. Sure this heals people of their current problems, perhaps it even gives them the chance of being happy... Saying that it is all for the well-being of the world, but still... You suffer all the while... It just doesn’t seem very fair to me.
I just am thinking that, maybe, this is the jewel’s twisted way of always staying with you, the owner it had chosen? Maybe it even misses you...
“Well, I can assure you I don’t want to be missed by that.”
Yes, I imagine you don’t...
—Oh, well, it is merely a bunch of conjectures, my apologies for making you believe I know what I am talking about... In the end, only one truth remains: as long as Duleep walks in this world, he will never know 「luck.」
All the Happy Tales B
The story goes like this, according to what I remember: surrounded by riches and opportunities, the young prince Duleep seemed to always have been fortunate. Supported by the Queen, he was able to amass a great fortune and a number of houses by just asking for it—and thanks to that, perhaps as an attempt of fitting in, he was known for his charismatic nature that could bring anyone to his side and the social gatherings that were spectacles in itself.
He is looking extremely disgusted right now, but there is truth behind his words when he says he lived in a gilded cage. M... The Queen had always been generous in this regard.
“I was a model prisoner, of course.”
—You could use that word, yes.
Nevertheless, by being known for having so much that he did not even know what to do with everything he possessed, even though behind the facade he was as empty as the night sky, when he became a guardian perhaps the world interpreted this anecdote a bit too literally. I mean... How come you amassed this amount of Skills? This ability explains that outrageously big list, right?
“Most of them are cosmetic and don’t give me any edge in a real battle. Furthermore, the only thing I’m good at is gathering curses for myself, as if I’m a greedy dragon or something—do you think Riding or Madness Enhancement would help me with that?
I don’t think anyone learned that lesson when I was alive, but not all what glitters is gold. I told you I’m a useless Servant.”
There he goes again... Do not mind him, Master. Every time one speaks of the diamond, his mood immediately sours...
Once Upon a Time A
“Once upon a time, in a far, far away land, there lived a prince—”
One day, his life would have a happy ending. He was, after all, a prince—and in the stories of his childhood, princes went to marry the princesses they saved from the clutches of evil dragons and mad witches. They would live happily ever after in everlasting bliss.
Instead, when he looked into the eyes of the World, what he saw was the truth—dragons and warriors, princesses and witches, and above them all, a pitch-black diamond that poured endless curses, his soul drowning in the mud it produced.
I think it speaks of his strength of character that a revelation such as that did not crush his spirit, it did not soured his love and made him curse the world with the same energy of the diamond that poisoned his life. Instead, what he saw in his last moments was a wish as tiny and innocent as an infant...
If happy endings were things reserved for a few chosen ones, then they surely existed, even if not for him—then, surely someone else was waiting for them. That happy endings could exist, then, it was a revelation worth fighting for. If someone out there could be happy...
It was worth fighting against dragons, as if a dashing prince...
And whenever a soul would call for the glimmer of a dark jewel, then he would be there to remind them every time that happy endings could exist—but only far away from that.
And so, I can see it very clearly. Having reached the conclusion of his dreams, he closed his eyes one last time, and despite all of that, found himself still waiting even after everything. He found his heart still young and fresh with hope, still wishing for a happy ending of his own that never came.
You see, Master, my friend is a stubborn one. One day, he will grow up from the discovery that the world has no place for him anywhere, not when he was a bright-eyed prince, not now as a guardian of mankind...
And, then, when this happens... When the doors of his gilded cage burst open, he will fly away in the morning sky and take in all the wonders of a world denied to him.
He did asked me to believe, isn't that right...?
Noble Phantasm
Osborne House
Our Dreams, Neverlasting
Rank B
Anti-Reality
Some say that a child needs not to understand the meaning of life. It is enough to find someone who does, and then they can fall asleep in this person’s arms, knowing that someone stronger than you is protecting you from all evil and danger... Stars are beautiful, but they must not take an active part in anything, they must just look on forever.
Or that is to say, I suppose that Duleep’s 「treasures」 are ultimately all 「curses...」
But even then, knowing him like I do, I believe that he cherishes this suffering, even through the sliver of truth behind them, because it is with this pain that he will fight.
I might be biased in this regard, but I do believe there is something incredibly kind behind this Noble Phantasm, even though it might represent the years he lived in a blissful lie. One of his many halves, unable to reconcile and ever become a whole.
After all, why would he bother to construct an entire new world inside of his own, populated by the constructs of someone else—his target of choice—and allow them to slowly, gently, wither away instead of facing the harsh reality of war?
I know he most likely hates this ability, which might even explain why one would not even know he possesses it, lest they really push his buttons... But I think there is beauty behind it. To create a blank template and allow people to fill them with their own experiences, their own characters and their own dream of a better life... So seamlessly that one might not even notice, not even when it is already too late, that they are inside the most beautiful of dreams.
Is it really cruel to only allow people to dream? I think that, especially a Servant, deserves a bit of respite.
And maybe, one is allowed a happy ending of their own making, even though it might not ever exist in the world they inhabit. But that is alright—because the dream might become their reality, if they wish so.
“...Is it really that good? To forget to live in order to dwell in a good dream?”
—Well, in my opinion, without them, one is like a broken-winged bird that cannot fly. But I know you always were the type that would rather 「live」 than 「exist.」
“Not really... Sometimes I would dream. It seemed like the only right thing to do. Hope is a waking dream, after all.
But even that, eventually, seemed like the ashes of my mother I scattered in the wind...
If I might be still too complacent to others, I suppose this other curse is me accepting that I need to 「grow up」 from this dream faster.
So... From the hands of a fallen prince, the one last gift—from the hands of a fallen prince, now all of my belongings are put away. Some for charity, some for dump, some to be saved for a happier 「one day」 that feels as distant as the stars. I will give you my soul if I feel you need it more, but do be careful.
Happiness is an allegory, unhappiness is a story. And to the eyes of a diamond, a man is but the sum of his misfortunes.”
Koh-i-Noor
Lightless Jewel of Wistful Misfortune
Rank C
Anti-Unit
Ah, yes. The fabled 「Mountain of Light.」 One of the most cursed jewels in all of history, said to bring death, despair and misfortunes abound to all who owned it.
According to the tales, at the end of a beautiful festival, a prince gave away to the enemy the greatest treasure of his family—a pitch-black jewel that consumed the lives of everyone before him. It had been the dearest possession of his late father, so much more loved than any of his wives, his progeny, his entire kingdom... It had been the foundation of his people, the source of their happiness.
To give that jewel away, surely it must have felt as if he was giving away his entire world. 「Happy」 tales and 「sad」 tales, all of those contained in a jewel that nurtured the wishes of generations. And it was his entire world he gave away that day.
So, as you see, Master, this one is a Noble Phantasm that crystalizes a tale of sadness—the story of a fallen prince known for giving away his treasure to another. And so, he was cursed for wishing, even if for the tiniest of seconds—for such is the power of the black diamond that went to my family instead. Cursed for passively watching the ooze that sprang from an entire new source. Cursed for existing near it.
Cursed for taking pleasure in knowing he was not alone in his misery, at least—that family, too, suffered deeply. I know his heart... And I know he had always cursed himself for the satisfaction gained from it.
From the hands of a prince, to the crown of a queen. From the moment it left his hands, the Koh-i-Noor became a 「symbol of subjugation,」 being fed an entire new array of negative emotions from a whole new source. A monster that is dormant, perhaps, but never truly gone. Like the evils of humanity, one day it will wake up from a deep slumber.
The prince responsible for unleashing it into the world, however, will be there to take this challenge head on, I am sure of it—
But, in a sense, I think that this symbol of subjugation is perpetuated through this ability. In simpler words, it could be said that it is the act of taking the world’s misfortunes that are accumulated in his Saint Graph and, ultimately, giving them away under the guise of a 「gift,」 or the power to redirect misfortune he had experienced and accumulated—at advanced stages, even misfortunes that were already done to him, such as wounds or curses and maledictions. Naturally, if those around him are experiencing misfortune, then it could be said he becomes 「the luckiest,」 instead.
From what I can gather, it is like the creation of a Grail, but on a much smaller scale... Truly impressive, if one stops to think about it...
I do not think he’d enjoy this compliment, though. Nevertheless, if one is given possession of the famed diamond, from then on, it is merely a matter of letting nature take its course—
After all, there is not a single person in this world that hasn’t been cursed by the darkest of all stars. And that 「crystalized curse」 can only be given, freely and truly, 「by his hands.」
—That, too, is a 「curse」 my foolish, dearest friend must bear.
“...”
What? Not so wordy now, huh? You are such a dummy.
“...That’s my phrase!”
PersonalityLikes
Dislikes—What? Do you really think I’m lying?”
“Things I like? Sorry, I forgot.
Wish for the Holy Grail
“There are many things I hate. On top of them all, however, is the Koh-i-Noor. This cursed object poisoned everything it touched—even me. Nothing would give me more pleasure than to smash it to smithereens... And if I can’t be the one, then I hope one day someone does it. Its beauty isn’t worth the misery it begets.”
“I’m... Sort of contractually obligated to not have a wish, per se, you know... That being said… Do live healthily, and away from the people who got involved with that curse. Be very far away from me, even. Stop summoning just about anyone, jeez! Yes, that would be the closest thing to a wish I could have at this moment.”
Do not believe him if he ever tells you he’s cursed or a failure. He had always been extremely hard on himself, more than anyone else... It is a curse of kindness, truly. The more one extends love to those around them, very little remains for oneself. So do not believe in his own words, not in regards to that, at least... After all, those are not words one would describe Duleep as—instead, believe in his kindness and in his great heart, that is able to forgive even though everything in the world might whisper the opposite in his ears.
According to his handlers and the accounts of the queen, he used to be an innocent and friendly child. I have memories of his cheekiness and the bravery he’d demonstrate in the face of the unknown—but when you are all alone in the world, what other choice do you have but to have courage? I didn’t understand that, not at that time.
However, I do understand that, having been called to the world again in the shape of his childhood, those characteristics are possibly things he wished to maintain more than the weary and bleak existence that was the later years of his life... It is a conscious effort to present himself in this manner, much like a decrepit house that has been coated with fresh paint. But I think that even behind this decision lies his 「truth.」
Maybe, it is difficult to understand when an individual sees contentment in his demise, it is possible that it becomes even more confusing to think that one finds in servitude to the 「world」 a way to feel useful beyond any riches his past life had brought him... But that is a fate only Servants will ever understand. Even though he says he’s still as much of a caged bird as he was with the British, at least as a Counter Guardian, there is the freedom of choice. He chose this 「life,」 and so, he is finally content with it.
That said, despite believing that one shouldn’t take anything from a life gone with them, he still abhors liars and deceivers since those were vultures he is all too familiar with—and perhaps because of it, Duleep has little sympathy for any lie told to him or even heard by him in passing. Oh, but that was a characteristic he demonstrated even during childhood, really... There’s really no quicker way to win his antipathy.
In the same vein, being honest to the point of bluntness, despite sounding rude to some, will actually make him respect such a person. Ask Bertie, I swear I never understood whatever the two of them had... Boys are always like that... But I know it’s his personal code, and he lives by it whether one likes it or not—being very honest himself in turn, even though it might hurt.
All in all, I think you will find that he is a pleasant boy as long as everything runs smoothly. I’d say, even, a boy that longs to grow up and find the happy ending that was promised to him. A boy who believes even today, despite all odds, that it must exist somewhere in this universe.
And until there, he battles for his future.
RelationshipsCharles II, "Rufus"
(WhiteFrenzy, Scotcheroos)
Mohammed Abdul Karim
“How strange... Perhaps, my heart is saying that, in another life, we met under different circumstances...”
(BnEl15)
Proof of Eternity
“Do you like your chains? Or do they feel like freedom to you?”
Shah Jahan I
(BnEl15)
Proof of Conquest
“You are but a link in an ancient chain. Your misery was brought by this object, but you don’t even know of it. Everything you ever thought about, then and now, and forevermore, is on her.
How fortunate… To love and to be loved to that extent. Then, life would be like an overflowing cup.”
Nader Shah Afshar
(Scotcheeros)
Proof of Attachment
“There are many things I wished I could say to you, King of Curses. But maybe, at this point even an obtuse brute such as you knows that to grant a name to something is to 「birth」 it into this world. And a life you nurture—or a life you take—is a life you must take with you at all times.
So... Are you satisfied?
—No, I don’t think I want to hear your answer. It does not interest me.”
Shah Shuja Durrani
(BnEl15)
Proof of Irrelevancy
“You viewed people as less than humans, but you were the ugliest of all monsters instead. I think this is why the jewel looked like only a piece of jewelry in your hands—even it could not match your hideousness.”
Gulab Singh
(BnEl15)
Proof of Origins
“I’m busy right now, so I will be brief—
I hate you. I despise everything that has to do with you. More than the Queen herself, you are my enemy.
Maybe to the human Master, you are a precious friend to be cherished and respected—but to the world, you are nothing but a sad accident. It does not care about who stands between me and the completion of my duty. So, do not give me any excuses to make you into a stepping stone towards my goal. Leave my sight while I’m still feeling generous.”
Prataparudra II
(Scotcheeros)
Proof of Coveting
“I’m sorry for your misfortune. To be graced by the black diamond’s gaze means to suffer. However, you can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation... Trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened... Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on. And maybe this is valiant in its own way.
But what you do, instead, is monstrous beyond belief. And yet, it is so human it pains me—but, to avert your eyes from reality won’t make it go away.”
Proof of Masquerading
Ahmad Shāh Abdālī
(Scotcheeros)
“Everything about this man is fake—even things he deems as honest as it comes. The ooze consumed his very core. It is a curse as much as it is simply his nature. And... Frankly, exactly because of that, it gives me the creeps... I do not wish to engage with that person, if I’m allowed to choose.”
Ranjit Singh
(BnEl15)
Proof of Resolution
“I have nothing against you. Truly, my heart does not feel either sadness or happiness over our reunion. Much like the diamond, you are a ghost of my past that keeps haunting me.
I made a promise to the world because I could not stop thinking about that day... I could have stopped this madness, and yet, I gave that thing away and allowed it to rot me as well...
That thing is a cursed object, father... It brought ruin to you—it made you dependent on it. It made you believe that all your conquests were thanks to it, when that’s not true. You’ve always been capable. And it cursed me too—for giving it away, it cursed me to wander aimlessly just like it also had. If it couldn’t have its rightful place anymore, then I, the ultimate traitor, also wouldn’t have this right.
The Koh-i-Noor is not the beacon of light of your dreams. No... Even talking about dreams in this situation is absolutely wrong. After all, this world has no place for my dream or yours. We are walking memories.
The glory of our people is only in our hearts, and nowhere else. And so is every curse laid upon us both.
Cease your meaningless search for the Koh-i-Noor, Lion of the Punjab. Free yourself from your own shackles. For once, be better than I ever was.
—Or else, perish by my hands again and again. You will find out that I’m more than willing to do it every time. I won’t let this thing curse anyone else.”
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(BnEl15)
“What horrible curses are wearing you down. It would even be for the best if you could just... I could help you with that, even... Ah, but that would not be fair, would it?
After all, I used to respect you. No... I used to search for shades of my father in your face.
I even used to think that it would be rather nice—to be like them, bonded by blood to you, just another child frolicking around in the Osborne House.
But you’re a liar, just like all the others. One of the worst kind, even—because you lied even to those you loved. You are a farce and they don’t even know.
Thank you for everything you’ve done, for your battle against the curse of my family, but... I’ll be going now. Far, far away from your reach.
——But, before that... Prince? Do try and tell them the truth this time. You will be surprised with how much one’s own perception of someone else can wrong them.”
???
“I don’t love you anymore. But, if that’s a comfort, I also don’t hate you like I used to.
I think that, today, I’m only sad—it just saddens me that you were the only thing between me and my home. And yet, you made me feel like it was all me. You turned everyone against me, even myself, and no judgment ever came to you for that.
Have you ever enjoyed it? Looking me into the eyes, telling me I was such a precious young man, while whispering to others that I couldn’t absolutely leave Britain, nor alive or dead? That you all should scrub every influence of my culture from my heart, because those were dangerous ideas... Say, have you enjoyed twisting the knife in my back?
I could hate you for humiliating me even after my death, but—honestly, what’s the point? It’s done. It’s not over, but it’s done. And now you’re a memory, just like me.
But I want you to know that one day, maybe many, many eons into the future, I will be happy. I will be full again. Despite all your tries, I will endure.
—And as for you... You will stay in the past where you belong.”
Once Upon a Time, in a Distant Dream
Craft Essence
“You know, I would’ve just asked you to stop talking in that weird way and do it like a normal person... You did not need to change your shape for me.”
“I know. But, if I’m not mistaken, my dearest friend was never fond of 「lies.」”
Those words stunned him. It seemed like a long time until he could smile again, perhaps against his better judgment.
“Since you are too stubborn to ask it, I'm not... Will you stay here with me for a moment?”
“You're lucky that there’s nothing else I want more right now.”
She nods, as if pleased to hear that. And finally, behind a face that grew old and strange in his eyes, there lied the smile that he still remembered. And it was all his.
“I’m glad to see you again, fallen prince.”
“—Me too, fallen empress.”
Just out there, beyond right and wrong, there was a field with the scent of rosemaries. It did not exist any longer but in their memories, and yet, they met there. When the soul lies in that grass, when the world is too full to talk about, there is only silence behind their smiling eyes.
The young are brash and impatient—only the old are able to sit next to one another and not say anything, and still feel content.
He did not know until when that would last.
One day—that might last a lifetime, or merely a pair of seconds—he would have to return to the World, for his mission would never end. While life existed in this world, so would do 「curses.」
But a part of him, surprisingly so, thought that he would like to stay in that garden a bit longer.
In another life, he would like to stay in the Osborne House, smiling at an old friend. Dawn is the time when nothing breathes, the hour of silence, and he would’ve loved to see the sun rise with her.
In another life, he would’ve liked to weave his own story. And for a moment, he even thought absently-minded about how it would start...
No... His heart knew already, even before his mind...
Once upon a time, in a far, far away land, there lived a prince—
You don't get how many times this whole sheet went to crap because of this stupid formatting. It's so pretty but it's so stupid. I love and hate it.
Anyway, here's more angsty people involved with dubious gems. It was a honor to be a part of this.
And who knows... This might sparkle a series of its own, one day. Let's see if the world will allow me to cook.
Until then, take care of yourselves!