Originally Posted by
Kirishima
What he wants to say is, write a fanfic about it. You seem to have a lot of problems with the universe but still some passing interest, and it would be infinitely more productive and healthy for you to channel those issues and ideas into your own derivative world/story based on it. Going in this forum and complaining repetitively and getting into arguments is kinda of a waste of time if youll never change your mind and seems to be real unhealthy based on how you react to it. You could, instead, use all your grievances and issues to write something creative and expose your ideas, not only would it be incredibly more useful and healthy for you, it seems to be a good idea considering you're not the best at conveying thoughts in an organized and coherent manner and that would help you improve severely.