Seigi Nomikata(?)
Outside conventional Space-Time
Now

Seigi dreamed of shards.
It has been that way since he was but a boy. Until this Subcatagory Holy Grail War, it was all he ever dreamed about.
Seigi thought that it was a sign that he was growing as a magus and a person. That these ‘Shards’, fragments and reflections were some sort of core concept of his magecraft and this Holy Grail War would be a great awakening and the most important event in his young life thus far. Seigi was in fact correct about everything in some way shape or form aside from the Holy Grail War, outside of his experiences with my Lancer it has brought him nothing but pain. A continual, meaningless chronic pain of both body and souls…
A pain he does not seem to feel here in this void.

All those fragments were reflections of himself, residue of the scraps of the souls that Hiro Nomikata stitched together into that flesh suit that has the name of Seigi. Here, Outside of the World, he is safe from all those who would do him harm. Safe from those so-called friends and family who have only ever desired to use him to further their own ends.
A desire to fulfil the dream of all magi?
A desire to fulfil companionship in an otherwise lonely world?
A desire to further their own abilities?
Here at least, he is safe from the serpents in the grass who call him ally but have a dagger prepared to stab him in the back. Here at least Outside of the World he is home.
But then again can you call a place a home if you had never been there before? No. Here Seigi Nomikata likely feels like an intruder.
From that day forth, my soul changed.
So it is my duty to welcome him to the truth.
Power
Power.
In some ways my brother has always been alone. To live his to take and he has had everything taken from him, as have I. Even my own ‘life’
But Seigi has never been alone. I have been beside him his whole life, watching… waiting decades…
I will endure the exile.
xxx
Seigi & Aoi Nomikata
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“This is…curious.”
I find myself again, grounding myself firmly in this ‘reality’ for lack of better words. Here there are no shards, no voices, just an ever-present light equidistant in the distance. Just me, floating in the breeze and thankfully back in a suit and red hair.
Until-
“Little brother?”
A-Aoi?
That voice is alien to me but the identity of whom it belongs to is unmistakable.
There is no one else here. Nothing but endless nothingness. No one to call me ‘brother’. No voices, no shards, no dreams of Lancer, no illusions of Yorkie, no warmth that Risa gave no-
“Oi! Pay attention ya lil’ shithead!”

I see her.
Manifesting before me is a girl with similar coloured hair and fancy attire.
“So… you’re my little sister?”
The look she gives me is that of exaggerated juvenile disgust as if we were 5 year olds arguing over who the cooler power ranger was.
“Oh! EXCUSE ME!” Aoi loudly declares, setting her hands on her hips and giving a big old huff. “I’m the big sister here. I’ve been around longer than you have!”
There is truth in her words. I could defer to her and accept my position; however I’ve done that a lot recently and I will not kowtow to a stranger so easily.
“I concur you have ‘been around longer’ but I’m the bigger one here, you’re a little vertically challenged.”
I can help but laugh that that. I’m correct, the form being presented to me is that of a young girl in the flower of youth while I however am a man. Despite being of average height at best and still a technically a teenager that is not important.
She just giggles at that though, an innocent and utterly girlish giggle that simply feels alien and unnatural for her. “It does mean your kneecaps are a more viable target though~.”
I stop laughing, I believe her.
“Are you really going to kill me in my own dream though?”
“Nope, this isn’t really a dream.” Explains my (regretfully) older sister, seemingly delighted to jump into this role that she has created for herself. “Dreams are merely a succession of images, sensations and emotions that involuntarily occur in the mind while unconscious. Your physical body is currently asleep but this isn’t a realm created by your subconscious, you know what that is after all.”
She is correct. No shards here, not my subconscious reflecting my inner world.
“So,” I ask of her “Is this a world of your creation?”
Aoi shakes her head.
“You’re starting to ask the right questions but your just missing the target. Illusions and warping one’s cognition is our ex’s line of expertise. It’s likely the reason dad hired her, y’know, outside the obvious.”
I know what she’s referring to but I’m not touching that with a ten foot pole.
“We’re something of a reflection of each other little brother. Outside of our tastes in clothes and ladies, what’s most important is our magecraft. Nigredo which is your forte is the first stage in alchemy, purification and decomposition. Mine however, I call it ‘Metsu’ which can be explained as conceptual destruction. Different foundations but the end goal of breaking stuff for lack of better words meet. Now, are you any good at illusion, warping someones mind or any of that stuff?”
I shake my head.
“Well neither am I!” Aoi declares “Therefore the logical conclusion is that you are actually here.”
I look around at 「 」. There is naught but the space of nothingness.
“There’s nothing here Aoi.”
“And another world for ‘Nothing’ is?”
“Empty or perhaps… void-”
This isn’t a place like a fairies garden outside of a volcano. That place may have mystery but that would be routed in physicality in a preserved space instead of the Reverse Side of the World.
If I am truly in a realm of nothingness then this could only be.
“This is Outside The World.”
And I drift towards the light.
“And that must be…”
“The last horse has crossed the finishing line!” Aoi declares with utter authority as she claps her hands together, glad I’ve pieced the truth together for myself and she has someone to talk about it with. “Congratulations Seigi, welcome to The Root.”
This isn’t possible
This can’t be at all possible.
She cannot possible be serious right now!
“Aoi, please tell me you’re pulling my leg here.”
“Nope.” She’s unfazed by all this. “I’ve been here by about 42 years on your end. Time flows differently here but with your existence being a fixed point rather than a Ephemeral Dream like our siblings, I’ve been both here and by your side for the past 19 years.”
So Aoi’s age is somewhere between 20 and 40 something.
But that’s not important.
What’s important is we’re at the bloody Root.
I immediately start running towards it as fast as my legs can carry me and reach out for it.
To come here is the goal of all Magi. To take it’s power and knowledge, it’s everything.
Everything.
It stores all the information of the past, present, future, houses all the souls of humanity and all possibilities. It’s infinity conceptualised! To understand and take it would allow one to being the True Magic back, that which is creating the absolute impossible. Concepts like time manipulation, teleportation, spatial warping and quarantine, and the resurrection of the dead are miracles thought to be possible only through the application of Magic. The Denial of Nothingness, Operation of Parallel Worlds…
It all hinges it I can touch it!
If you erase the meaning of "impossible", you have what some would describe as "the capabilities of God".
It would make everything worthwhile.
All the pain, all the suffering, all the death. It’s all brought me to this point.
The point where an average fourth generation magus achieves the impossible!
I can get there.
I’m so close.
So close!
I’m-!
I’m…
I’m no closer.
“What the fuck?”
“Did you think it would be that easy?” Aoi chirps at me, apparently at my side the whole time. “This place is outside of physical space, running makes no difference.”
This… This is a joke. A hilarious, twisting and utterly awful joke.
“You mean to say I’m literally at the cusp of the dream of all magi. Knocking on the bell of heaven and the door won’t open!”
“Pretty much. Like I said, you thought it was going to be easy?”
I allow by body to slip back and fall flat on my arse, undignified but frankly right not I don’t give a toss.
“Honestly after all the shit me and you had been through, I was hoping for something easy.”
I feel her hand pat me on the back.
“There there Seigi, y’know if it makes you feel any better when I found out what the Root truly was which was the same time you did… I tried the exact same thing and it worked out just as well.”
“Then why didn’t you stop me wasting our time?”
“It was funny.”
“I hate you.”
“I know.”
I turn around and look at my sister. I smile. And then I start to laugh. It’s a chuckle at first but it grows and grows until I’m holding onto her shoulders for support as I cackle like a raving lunatic.
“God! it’s all a big fucking joke isn’t it!” I yell “Despite all this bullshit we’re still not there! It’s all one demented gag!”
She pulls me in for a hug but all I can do it laugh. Some people say ‘If you don’t laugh, you’ll cry’. So, I laugh. This was all a joke and I was the god damn punchline.
After about five minutes, or ten or however long time works here I pull myself upward.
“So then,” I wipe the beads of water by my eyes before tears can form, “Why am I here then?”
“I don’t know, I’m no Zelretch. However I am closer to the root to my access in superior.” My sister muses, staring off into the distance “Believe me, I want the same thing. If I were to get my own body then I could live independently, that would be nice, not like I’ve waited literal decades… I think we’re supposed to help each other but I think the reason you’re able to make it here is either because you’ve progressed enough, whatever our dad and Yorkie did to our heads worked better than expected or…”
She pauses.
“You’ve come close to death enough times to trigger our connection.”
“I don’t like that idea.”
“Me neither.”
“So how do we help each other then?”
“I dunno.”
“You’re about as helpful as a chocolate teapot.”
“And being stuck as a passenger inside your head for years has grown dull to be honest. I mean the only thing that I’ve enjoyed recently was with Lancer.”
If we truly do share experiences and she has been inside my head the whole time then of course she would know about that.
She… experienced that.
“Aoi, you do know how gross that sounds when you look that young.”
“Well sorry for getting murdered at the wrong age! I can make myself look older but it’s trickier because my physical body didn’t make it that far, I’d have to use you as a basis.”
“Stylish suits, cool red hair, classy glasses and a muscular build? I can think of worse things Aoi.”
“Oh please” She scoffs at me “If anything you get those off me.”
With that her form becomes translucent as she begins to shift her appearance.
In the meantime, I guess I have some ‘Quality time’ to spend with my sister.